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« on: December 07, 2012, 20:39:19 »

Particle theory.  That energy is constant and holds itself in a delicate matrix which vibrates in accordance with the conservation of energy.

How does that make sense?
I'll tell you.
Silence.
Reality is made of silence.
Why?
Because... I said so.  LOL JKS! No... because... reality is made of minute potential activations of silence.  Silence, in it's absolute state, is a portal to the deepest heaven.
Silence is a potential for sound.  Now, what about Peace?  I could sit here and say that Yahweh is the Holy Peace.  That we do not have to fear death.  Death is only a return to spirit.  Spirit is Silence and Peace, and if we have faith in anything, we achieve rebirth or resurrection by the intensity of that faith.
I love Jesus.  What is Jesus?  Think!  Think you cruddled old brains!  Jesus would be Love Itself.  Love and Truth.  Holy.  Holy as the EverMore, prayer heart fulfilled.  Would Love sacrifice itself, only to prove itself triumphant even over death?  Of course.  Death is a return to spirit.  I've been dead.  People hate me.  The Master Therion has helped me to resurrect, at other times, it was pure Christ.

I just need to ramble, please. 

Silence is a steady thing.  People play their music and tvs all day long, they don't listen to silence.  People talk about ascension... it's not ascension.  Everything that exists is a conscious momentum away from pure silence.  I'll figure it out.  I don't want kids to be raped.  I don't want money ro rule the world, or even my people, the satyr, to corrupt human hearts.  Do you understand what I'm saying?  It is silence.  Why?  I'll tell you.  If it was chaos, then we would have a different world, and there would be no stability to existence.  Everything that exists has earned it's place.  And we could soar off in ascension to the highest height, only to see that we are so far away from what we love, us, humans, girls, booze, computers, The Astral Pulse.  Oh hell... do you even see what I'm saying?

I get accused.  In silence, I have all power.  I can visualize anything, I can smoke imaginary joints and get more bombed on it than the real pure true green leaf.  I can drink imaginary whiskey and get so loaded that I can't even drive.  I can make myself sick with violence in phantasy battles against things that only exist because I created them.  In silence, there is purity of hope.  Silence and Peace, does silence not have power?  Does peace not rule violence?  And reality is made of silence and peace.  If light were nothing more than the vibration of space, and all things are the vibration of space in silence, then we could not code radio signals, there would be no internet.  We would not have brains.  I want... SO BAD... to tell you.  I'm drunk right now btw, but I hope you see the point in this post.

Particles are only momentary.  They do not really exist.  We are souls.  We create reality.  We all are Christ Child.  You think that because I was born as a demigod that I have more claim to Life Itself?  No, dear ones.  Everything I did, I tried to help you.  To be a good little Buddha Boy.  To be your Christ in case Jesus was never real.  I pray for whores, is that ok to say whore on these boards?  I pray for children.  I cry for deformed people.  I hate it.  Can't they do anything for those poor deformed people?  Damn it anyway, why Yah why?  But think now, think old brittle brain.  There is infinite time, infinite space, ultimate mind, all potential.  Jesus was one dude, he did things in perfection.  The elements, the elementals, the gods, they were all obedient to him.  And people worship Christ, rather than seeking Source for themselves.  And what is the source?

I'll say it again.  Particles are temporary.  Light is only a vibration.  It's a frequency of vibration.  Don't even think about flesh, biology, god I love biology and physics, I love chemistry, I love astronomy.  I love science.  Science lets you create your beliefs, it's so vital to a chaos mage.  You can look at something scientific in a book, and then test it out, design your own experiments.  OH!  Does anyone want to do a biological experiment with me.  Now now, don't think dirty.  I'm talking about plants.  Well, let me know in PM.

Our own whole existence is temporary.  It's like Aleister Crowley falling down drunk and wetting himself, then two hours later, he's sitting his chair with fresh shorts and nobody knows the difference.  Smoking a cigarette laced with PCP or whatever.  We animate our own lives.  I've stolen souls.  Yes.  I admit it.  I steal souls, well, I don't... I have spirits that do it for me.  At other times, I just replicate the soul I have.  I'm so sorry dear boys.  But you should know, a soul is only what we want it to be. and those spirits are decievers.  I should be dead, hundreds of times over, but I animate myself, and God helps me.  And what is God?  Peace.  That's the real trick to understanding existence.  When you see that God is Peace, then you are free.  You are free to believe in quantum frequencies and biology, in mad passion sex, in money, in whatever.  It's what Christ died for, and the reason he was raised up.  Anyone can do it.   The saddest thing, in life, is when you perpetuate yourself beyond the limits of what you can stand.  That's suffering. 

So that's it, I had a good ramble.  But to summarize... Silence and Peace are what composes reality, we are Love, or we are Hate, we animate.  We have chakra if we want too, we have brains, we have minds, auras, spirit guides, anything.  I, for one, forgive you if you have sinned against me.  No harm, I'm tough, I have faith.  All those spiritual things, truth and love and hope, courage and wisdom, faith and will... it all comes down to honor.  Honor Life.  I love.  The wolves are closing in on me.  I make this post, a memorial, a man who had potential, who fulfilled himself by fighting against you, and who loves himself despite what false things people say.

Even if you die, Conscious, Waking World is just a dream at a frequency, a measure of silence and peace that we activate, animate, and live within.  There is no duality.  If we go astral, we can go celestial.  And wake up in the morning after billions of years, and watch our star explode.  What do you want?  Who are you?  Why?  Honor.  Men today, it's what I wanted, that they are stupid and seeking false things, so that, one day, when I am gone to my eternal peace, they will once again wield the elementals.  And I will watch, from my place, on the hill, from my tree.  Gah!  Just try to forgive each other, forgive me this post.  Know that reality is stabilized by peace and silence, and that we have hope in it.  Every thought is a prayer, we all have desire.  I was free of it, once, long ago.  I...  just want people to be safe and happy.  Why create more suffering?  Why enjoy tormenting people?  Why not be strong, and be a pillar unto Christianity, and a White Stone of the Buddhist Way?

That's all. 
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« Reply #1 on: March 04, 2013, 23:54:18 »

Hats off to you, sir.  cool

That post was wise and yet so humorous and with the right amount of pizazz. When I'm impaired, I find myself speaking like Buddha himself, as well. This post sounds a lot like something my own mind would conjure up when intoxicated.

I've wondered many a time if our souls live in some silent, dark vacuum, constantly meditating on silence, love, and harmony while we are in our waking moments. Silence, peace, love, etc. are probably the driving energy forces behind this virtual reality construct known as the material plane. Even if our lives are in chaos and many karmic lessons need to be learned, I still believe that the spirit is the driving force behind the illusion. Our souls are probably hard at work in their natural states, supplementing the illusion, by being in pure silence and pure existence (meaning, in a meditative state). In reality, we think that when we wake up in the mornings, we are waking up out of our dreams, but it works the other way around. We are taking a break from reality (the astral) to dream... (live in this life away from the source)

Without silence, there would be no concentration. I believe this may extend to our spiritual selves, as well. If silence is peace and stability and if noise is disruption and chaos, then that makes sense as an analogy of how things work here, as well. If you are trying to focus everything you have on trying to AP or go OBE, for example, it's much easier to do if you are in silence rather than if you had a noisy marching band stampede around your house.

I'm not sober at the moment, either, so hope this made sense. Cheers.
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« Reply #2 on: March 06, 2013, 01:32:47 »

I'm not drunk right now, in fact, after the horrible puking experience yesterday, I am trying to make the determination to never drink again.  Weed is one thing, but if I'm going to drink, I want it to be Cherry Whiskey or good Beer.

Last night, for the first time in a long time, I turned off the lights, unplugged every source of electric noise, and just sat in the cool house in perfect darkness and silence.  At the same time, more voices started to attack.  It's almost like every motion that I make, there is some queer bugger trying to disrupt my peace so that I have no spiritual power soever.  When I did this, it was just after a scathing hatred had exploded from my body, I was even mad at Jesus Christ, in a state of confusion.

I don't think it matters so much whether or not there is darkness or light.  Lately I've been staring into the Sun, and I notice that it makes my footsteps almost silent.  It also gives me energy and a wider visual range.  There is a reason for Night and Day, and if we, keeping our peace in check, not becoming violent, or chaotic minded, can create memory out of the simplicity of darkness and light, then we can probably have purer astral experiences.

I don't have a memory anymore.  They have drugged me down and programmed me to be a mindless typing machine.  They have constantly removed my memory components and won't let my materia (brain chakras) grow.  I am so hostile, full of rage, and violent-minded by this point, I want to destroy everything.  When you start getting mad at Jesus Christ, in any way, you know that something is horribly wrong.

I'm going to try sitting in perfect silence and peace again tonight, but there isn't much point to living when your brain is paralyzed and gradually in a state of atrophy.
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« Reply #3 on: March 06, 2013, 03:55:05 »

Who are "they" that won't leave you alone?
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« Reply #4 on: March 06, 2013, 14:09:53 »

The vampires.
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« Reply #5 on: March 06, 2013, 15:19:58 »

If you believe you are susceptible, chances are you will experience something negative :/

Are you talking in the astral? You are power. Weren't you just talking about limitless energy? We all have that potential. It is innate. We just build barriers around ourselves, call it belief, fear, what have you. We construct these problems we face and we are the ones who have the ability to tear them down.

Or maybe I'm just not following where you're going with this.
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« Reply #6 on: March 06, 2013, 15:27:38 »

Fox, what you said is true.
Sometimes, knowledge can be poison.
Start believing in electrons and combine it with lightening, soon everything is just a small vibration that can explode with deadly force.  But in actuality, it is.

I don't remember all of what I put there, I don't have the capacity to make new memories, I just go from my own reserve of things that apparently I do know.

Worship is one way to gain monumental energy.
Banishing will serve to remove realities from one another, and the absolute individuality of each star-person comes to light.
Whereas concentration, it does depend what you are concentrating.  For instance, perversion, lust, hornyness, and things like this.  "Every doer of sin is a slave of sin."  and everyone who smokes cigarettes is a hapless slave of the tobacco.  Yet, get out there in the sun/starlight, at day or night, and concentrate that, man o man, you never have to sleep again.
I don't know, I'll try and sort it out, but I'm being attacked on almost every level.  Even the Phaentia is attacking me now, but at least it's still centered.  More to say on that, perhaps I'll make a post.
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« Reply #7 on: March 07, 2013, 19:11:42 »

First, and as I've learned from PERSONAL EXPERIENCE, you probably shouldn't come to the forums and post while you're drunk.  Smiley  Just sayin... Wink

Secondly, it really still sounds like you haven't found that stability which you were looking for a while back.  As I said before, you probably won't find what you're looking for on the Pulse.
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