I was raised catholic, went to catholic school and all {not very good memories from the catholic school though

} , I've been in the vatican to a cardinal appartment and well at the beginning I was quite judging him and the whole church and I came back with not a pleasant feeling about it {you know being so much poorness in the world and how this guys have A LOT of money} after that my mom gave me a whole lecture on how not to judge them because they're also humans and can make mistakes, etc... the thing is that last year I realized that it's true how we're not ment to judge others, but that we all have free will on choosing whatever we want to, since then I've decided not to belong to any religion, why? To me, I've come to a point where one of the things that involves religion is that is some way divides people {not for open minded, of course} but for example, my mom is very devoted with catholic beliefs and if one day I came and told her I would marry a christian {for example} she would totally freak out!
Everyone knows how religions have had wars killing those who oppose to their beliefs or hate towards others that belong to any other religion or trying to "convert" them, when it is supposed to be all about love even if the others are different from you, isn't it? so one day I just grabed the bible and started reading it and I found many things of interest, tricky to interpret sometimes, but I found a part where it said how we are supposed to live in the now {don't remember the lines exactly} not having all those worries about tomorrow, another interest thing in the commandments, the first one actually, says not to have any image to worship, I think it's beacause it drags our attention to it instead of being focused on the main thing "growing spiritualy" Also how different are the bibles of each religion, because they have been manipulated by men, they can add or take away what they want, that doesn't give me much to trust.
Lately I've been thinking that there would be no point for religions if everyone were focused on evolving spiritualy instead of materializing everything and seeking material proof when it's inside of all of us and how people love to label things when we really don't need any of those, then it would be easier to be aware of the "oneness", but anyway that's just my point of view, I repeat, everyone's got free will to choose whatever they want and that I mean no offense to anyone here.
Greetings,
Lili