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I doubt negativity can exist stored in a computer mainframe somewhere.  

So I ask: do you get this feeling from reading specific things or posts (maybe in a certain section), from certain people on the forums, or just the forums in general?  Obviously you still believe there is a point to coming here, or you wouldn't, thus implying you see good here among the bad.

All is energy sorlac. And yes, I have gotten from mostly bad places, first time I was in a mall, other times mostly when I explore the darker aspect of things such as demonic internet sites. I have even seen one forum where If I even glance at a certain forum entitled something along the lines of satanic rituals I come down with this horrible sickly feeling, but in the other forums on the same site im completely fine. On this particular site, I would have to say its a mixture of many things.

Last time I checked astral pulse has over 10,000 eager minds

Nice post, very informative, ashame I wasnt here to see it a couple weeks ago.

As far as the gospel of Thomas is concerned, had planned to do a bit of digging on that tonite as I had seen a program about it earlier (coincidence?   ) Something about a/the Que(lle) and it being the gospel of mostly teachings of Jesus. As such, It does not speak of Jesus as the son of god, but more so views him as a source of wisdom. Very informative

Hey Mustardseed I have a question to God I wanted to ask him for a while. It's nothing stupid like asking if God is real or anything I just want to know one thing;

Is what Erick telling me is the truth about you know what? Is there anythign that he lied about? Is it all true? Please I want to know because I am curious.

Stand on your own two feet, no one really knows/can ever be sure who or what god is, and there are many candidates.



Irrelevant, I stand with my first sentence of advice: If you need an answer ask an angel, though I prefer this place that is seemingly like heaven and with a being seemingly like god but is called the saturn sphere. As I said, cant be sure, might want to do a bit of research on this though, and try phasing or obe there, if you can get in that is

I dont get it.

Im saying be strong, you dont need god or anyone else to tell you answers, and as such you have most of them already. Practice spirituality.

(sorry if I came off mean, Im really angry atm with some other things)

Ok. I've read a lot on psychokinesis and lucid dreaming and stuff like that. So I know that while you're dreaming, you are unconscious. When you're having a lucid dream, you're conscious and unconscious at the same time, and your brain is working harder on whatever you're doing than it does when you're awake. It is true that if you have a lucid dream and you are doing something like... playing the piano, you will seem to really be playing it, and it will actually help you learn. Something to do with the connections in your brain weakening while you sleep, so that you learn faster or something like that. So, going back to being conscious and unconscious at the same time... Psychokinesis has something to do with the unconscious, lucid dreaming connects those two. So, could practicing psychokinesis while having a lucid dream possibly help make the connection between your conscious mind and your unconscious so that you could do psychokinesis while you're awake?
Hopefully that made some sense...   Please don't laugh at me, I know that probably sounded stupid... Tell me what you think.

From my understanding and current knowledge it seems to me that when you dream you occupy the small space inside you mind which also happens to be part of the astral relm. The astral relm has a lot of similar properties with the physical, but not so much. If you affect something in the astral enough, it can occur and produce and effect on the physical. So, yes I would say so, But there is a better way and that would be to free yourself from the physical as all who are human (that I know of) are bound by it. It would be an awakening of some sort not unlike enlightenment produced through spiritual growth. Example: you are not bound by the astral, (do not current know why, and why we are bound by the physical) so you may cast fireballs while in a state of obe. Try doing this during real time projection, and see if it isnt difficult. We cannot casts fireballs in the physical nearly as easily, hence most have never seen someone start fire with the mind. Free yourself of the physical through spirituality, and gain the knowledge and understanding along the way, should this be true, to rightly use these powerful abilities. They are tools in essence, how will you use them?

Mustarseed, how do i connect with God? I got a paper and wrote channeling god on top and then my question lower and waited but there was no answer. I have a few questions i wanna ask him. What am i doing wrong? Do i have to be spiritually strong or trained or something? When i write i believe everything is Gogly and all that with all my heart but nothing happens.

Anyone?

Stand on your own two feet, no one really knows/can ever be sure who or what god is, and there are many candidates.



Irrelevant, I stand with my first sentence of advice: If you need an answer ask an angel, though I prefer this place that is seemingly like heaven and with a being seemingly like god but is called the saturn sphere. As I said, cant be sure, might want to do a bit of research on this though, and try phasing or obe there, if you can get in that is

during dreamtime, for some people

Most people, still experimenting but Probably so running around while awake for a lot of people as well. Take Robert Bruce for example, he has made extra astral copies of himself.

Another silly theory...

Atlantis is a holographic grid program running parallel to our reality.

Many people are experiencing in both programs simultaneously - especially those drawn to research Atlantis.

This is all about consciousness of experience - physical time and space - the multilevel aspects of your soul awareness.

Many of souls are playing similiar roles in both programs - architects, healers, teachers, seerers, scientists, recorders of information, warriors, politicans. they are encountering the same players as co-workers - family - lovers - etc.

Yea, it is silly, but we might as well test it as becoming aware of time seems like it would be beneficial in some way or another. If nothing at all we would also be testing a theory of mine as well at http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/viewtopic.php?p=182466&highlight=&sid=53b1f85ce8bd0e4e93140fd8cb6c2a0e#182466

I'll give it a go Become aware of time, imagine it in your minds eye as a ripple effect like water that I described in my link please.

I get sick when I come here. There is too much negativity here and it is why I will go periods of time without coming here. Heal this forum

[Yesod]

osted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 1:44 am    Post subject:      

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Chris wrote:

My experience of enlightenemnt is that it is not a single instance of understanding everything, but a cumulation of 'mini' enlightenements over time which alter ones view [of the world/reality/creation].

An example, which might not sound impressive, was one night when I was looking at the sky. Suddenly the 2D layout of stars converted to 3D. I could see the distance between the stars - see a 3D positional map of the heavens. This to me was a mini enlightenment. A radical altering of perception which helped me understand something on an abstract level below words.

I've had lots of these enlightenments, and they all seem to change something deep (effect change way below the level of words - making it hard to describe them).  

Interesting, I think about this sometimes as well, and think better terms would be mystical states and awakenings. I suppose enlightenment could be like the grand mother of all awakenings  I guess I could never really say though, as I am not yet enlightened, but do think I am in the begginning stages as I see I am ascending the tree of life, need to educate myself on the matter, but last I checked I was on Yesod.

From what I gather an awakening is meaning that you are freed of something which has previously bound you. In the case of enlightenment you had been previously been bound by reincarnation, at least according to the buddhist, which seems credible. My goal is to be free of the physical as it seems to me that we are bound by it and this is why we cannot affect it nearly as easily, yet we may go into the astral relm and throw fire balls.

I also have reason to believe that the tree of life is symbolic of Rightousness. Adam and eve ate of the tree of good and evil, to experience these is to be them. To be enlightened is something different, a lot of people say nuetral though I cannot be sure.

I found this to be a good read, you might want to check it out> http://www.crystalinks.com/birdlanguage.html

The seven double letters (double because each had both a hard and a soft sound) were allied to the seven Sephiroth of the lower triangles of manifestation - Chesed, Geburah, Tiphareth, and Hod, Netzach, Yesod - plus the pendant Sephira Malkuth. Their symbolism included the then known planets (Jupiter, Mars, Sun, Venus, Mercury, Moon, Earth). The twelve single letters corresponded to the Zodiac.

two pillars supporting the Tree of Life, which were not good and evil, but male and female, positive and negative, light and dark, action and reaction.

I have also seen mention else where such as the bible in which the speak of them as the Pillars of Rightousness

I am meaning to investigate this further along with seeing if sacred Geometry can hold up to its claims.

http://www.crystalinks.com/sg.html

12=1+2=3=third dimension - manifestation in 3D
12 spiraling cones around 1 source = 13 = 4=4th dimension = time
Forming grid programs of eXperience - MatriX - Tricks - Trickster - Duality
The boX = 'X' or the hourglass='Z'
'X' - As is above, So is Below - Emerald Tablets of Thoth=Hermes Trismegistus
Hermes The Magician - Magic - Tricks - Magi - Christ Consciousness Grid
Thoth the ancient Egyptian Scribe who wrote our program
Emerald = Alchemy - Emerald City = OZ - The WiZard
Alchemy Wheel of Consciousness based on the spiraling patterns of
Sacred Geometry = SG = StarGate = Wheel of Karma = Alchemy Wheel
which spirals consciousness back to Source
and is linked with the center - Eye of the Milky Way Galaxy - the Heart

Awesome experience with the stars btw and thnx for the opinion CFTraveler  Where did you find your quotes? Might like to see if there is any interesting reading particularly where you found "god has no grandchildren"

Edit: OATH1986 [8:02 PM]: http://forums.astraldynamics.com/viewtopic.php?p=10365#10365 you might find this interesting
TomSKinney [8:05 PM]: The Zen term is mini-satori.
OATH1986 [8:05 PM]: Huh?
OATH1986 [8:05 PM]: term for enlightenment?
TomSKinney [8:06 PM]: For the experiences on the way there.
OATH1986 [8:06 PM]: oh
OATH1986 [8:06 PM]: I like kabbalistic
TomSKinney [8:06 PM]: Of course, there is a less flattering one for the mystical experiences in Zen.
OATH1986 [8:07 PM]: it has a lot written on the tree of life, i am finding each are related and the same one way or another though, just different perceptions

[IS ARE WAS WILL BE]

Posted: Thu Dec 01, 2005 8:50 am    Post subject: Enlightenment by/through Realization    

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So far, as my understandings and experiences show me, a big part of enlightenment is realization. You must Realize the simply IS ARE WAS WILL BE aspects of thought.

Example: I once got into an argument with an angel named synthy. She left me and told me to do something. Later on I went to find her by way of phasing in order to try and resolve our differences in which she then proceeded to get what I call "high and mighty" as If hey, im the angel im always right your wrong etc... Immediately I heard a voice that is apparently god and that the voice was very angry and yelled at the angel for doing this. The voice then proceeded to say that synthy had no right and that I was heir. Heir to what I dont know.

The realization here is that I am heir. It has occured through my actions, I may say heir of what? Because I dont know what it is in reference too, but the realization is still there, I simply AM. I am still experiment but it seems as if this is something undeniable in the sense of feeling it. You must not really use logic or anything of that sort, it must resonate from within and hold steady for it to be true. Experiment, I dont think you have to be enlightened to do this but if you are interested in this state, it would make sense that practicing realization would get you there faster, if not make you a better person/soul; help you on your way to perfection.

Hi, sorry for posting this here if it causes a problem, but I am not an 'inner sanctum member' so cannot post in the private member forums. I posted this on my own forum, what does everyone think? I tried to make it so it would make sense to anyone but I guess ill see what everyone else says, thnx.
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'Facts'

If we go back 500 years ago, and talk to people and tell them what we have done today, If we tell them we went to the moon, they would think we lie and probably kill us. They would wonder and not see how one could possibly do this.

The closer you get to the speed of light, the more and more energy is transferred and changed into matter.

If you are an astral projector, you know that the body you use is made of energy, and you also know that you can zoom across the universe with just a thought in less than a second.

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Note: this is my theory, I didnt not go and find it somewhere else besides my own mind as I laid down for sleep not 20 minutes ago.

Steven Hawking says time is not a straight line. He says time is quite possible more like loops and twist occasionally bumping into each other. He says its jumbled.

So what is time? I heard somewhere that time is simply motion. Einstein says each individual has his or her own time, and the faster we move towards the speed of light the slower we move through time.

What if time is more like a ripple in a pond. Time could, quite simply, be motion. The reigning theory for a great many years now is the big bang as to how the universe was created. A mass explosion from an infinitely dense point, a singularity not unlike a black hole. Before this there was nothing, the universe exploded there were object and there was as a result motion which is time. Even if an object is seemingly still for quite some time, we know thnx to quantum physics, that the atoms inside are still moving around and bumbing into each other quite fast. So we have this point, this singularity, and it explodes in all directions. Not only that the objects that emerged from the point are bumping into each other, causing heat and explosions, merging and making new elements like carbon. So if time is also motion and motion is expanding in all directions time goes with it as a property of motion. And the explosions we see are something like a choice except you might call it random choice and not conscious (or was it? ). As matter is a property of time these explosins are time and having an effect on time, which would afftect future choices as a consequences of the choices. So it therefore seems accurate to imagine time as rippeling water. The ripples are parts of the whole but which are separate and somewhat isolated and bound within themselves at the same time as still being part of the whole. Each ripple affect other ripples etc.. And it echoes along, forward and backwards in time.

As and individual, as a human being, you know that your choices now, in the present affect the ones in the future. You also know that your past choices and actions affect where you are and what you are doing at this current moment. By looking at past choices and by simple logic we can predict the future. We can even predict weather by looking at patterns.........

I feel I can write more and study this

more

later, but I must think more on it first.

edit: lol I just noticed that

More more more, how do you like me how do you like me.

(lol actually I saw a biography on tv once about the girl who wrote that song and its about sex with a stripper or something I think, really bad what she was describing )[/u]

I dont do drugs btw lol

Abraham,



Understand that the reason for our explorations is to find the truth, we seek it, good or bad, we seek it and we accept. You are one man speaking to thousands on this forum that what each of us has found is a lie.

That is why I invite every person on this forum to the religion of Al-Islaam, in hope that maybe someone will be guided by God to it, and be able to live their lives in peace and submission to Him, free from any doubt or speculation.

Hmmm ok. Well I decline, and im pretty sure just about everyone else has, are you aware of this or are you too far deep and confused yourself?

I went to see god yesterday. I saw his spirit, it was golden brilliance, and it didnt have any real shape or form. I have never heard anything where god calls himself allah. I have heard Jah (as in Jehova?--samuljah. samael-poisen of god) and el and he has never said anything to the contrary when I call him god. I claim no religion, I believe in god and try to please him...make him happy of me. again trying to force people, if they ask tell them, if not leave everyone alone you are only causing problems. although I do think this is a good topic and gives me a chance to look deeper into the subject matter and share my views with everyone else  

First off, on the subject of Jesus being God or the Son of God, you have to realize that a fundamental part of the Christian doctrine is the concept of the trinity.  That is, that God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit are all separate entities, and yet are the same being all at once.  So Jesus can be the son of God, and God at the same time.

And for anyone who thinks that's ridiculous, I just have to say this, "Higher selves."  Same concept, different application.

Anyways, onto this guy's tirade.  You do realize that the bible supposedly has all the exact same proofs behind it too, right?  Solid block of logic, no contradictions (I've researched a lot of the supposed ones, still have yet to find one), miracles were performed and witnessed by many a audience, blah blah.

I'm sure other religions have the same kinda backing, although I'm sure other ones also have contradictions, but that's not the point.

The point is, how do you know your God is the right God and not someone elses?  You are basing your entire beliefs off of some dude who pulled a book out of his butt and some supposed miracles that you never saw for yourself?  What proof has this God given to you in your life that he exists, and how do you know that they are in fact from your God and not due to another being or coincidence?





Faith.  That's what it is.  You have taken your religion's supposed facts on faith, your God's existence on faith.  Christians have taken their God's existance on faith.

Astral projectors take their realms existance on faith too, that it's not a lucid dream.

Why is your faith better than anyone elses?  You won't know whose right until you die.

Great post Blackstream

Yes, I think the world would be much better off if everyone stayed away from the labels and descriptions of others. Fact is a good majority of all people on this planet believe in some sort of god like higher power one way or another, which I think deserves to be looked upon INDIVIDUALLY. Then when and if you do find this higher power through some sort of mystical experience and you feel it is real to you you should not say well this is the ABC god since i have been going to the ABC church all of my life. You should find out for yourself WHAT EXACTLY IS GOD, and if you find that one out never never never go off and tell other people how you saw god and what he is etc.. If someone asks thats cool, tell them because they could be searching just like you were but If not dont go around trying to force people to do things. Force doesnt work to well, im surprised that isnt something learned from the koran (abraham) seems more like its you the one who are scared and searching though... idk though, im not sigmund frued....

Yes, there seems to be a way to block someone from reading your mind and have seen it done but I dont understand it or how to do it. I find a quick and temporary way is to make the more serious things into jokes. that way the being reading your mind cant know for sure.

Abraham,



Understand that the reason for our explorations is to find the truth, we seek it, good or bad, we seek it and we accept. You are one man speaking to thousands on this forum that what each of us has found is a lie.

Does anyone know if there is religion in heaven?


I guess I could be wrong about it though, just like everyone on these forums and all of the christians are wrong and the atheist and the buddhist and confuscists and anyone else you could think of....Oh, except the sunni muslims~!

:ban:  :banned:    :aargh:  :rulez:

Way kewl

The goetic demon has existed since ancient time. For it to survive that long, it must be quite powerful. Is it credible that the demon was so easily destroyed?

Do the demon (or angel) has any interaction with physical world? Like moving a tiny object, making a sound, noticeable to a 3rd person regardless of his/her faith. The story of King Solomon says that the goetic demons were involved in building a temple.

We shouldnt think destroyed so much as 'out of commision', it is very difficult to destroy a soul and if it was done it would affect the one doing it greatly. There are certain things to do where you may knock a creature 'out of comission', a popular one for demons is to first weaken it as much as possible and then tearing its body into millions of tiny pieces which takes it years to reform and gain strength. I have also put a creature in a sort of magickal pot. I read that soloman also did this and threw it at the bottom of some body of water only for it to be released by men. As far as manifestation is concerned, I can only say I saw it done once and that was by Lucien. I heard it takes quite a lot of energy to do this and it seems that spirits generally try and stay away from this, not only that there is the veil which the spirits must overcome to get into this world. The easier way for them to get here would be posession. I am also exploring a particular demon atm who has possibly incarnated into a human body.

That is the extent of my knowledge on these particular questions, and it is a bit vague and not solid conclusions as of yet.

I am also noticing an increase in spontanious obes and have mad a post over at your forum souljah (mystic mysfits) but I am asking you if you also think the weakened veil is the cause?

How did you come to know about the title "Goetic demons" before they attempted to possess you? Have you ever read anything about dark magick, the story of King Solomon, etc? or even attempted? How would you rate your acquaintance in them? Consider that Glasya only revealed to friends of you, and you were able to recognize Glasya on your own based on experience of others.

I was searching one day many months ago (5 or 6?) on these forums (astral pulse) for information on Gatekeepers when I discovered a post by spectral dragon in which I proceeded to contact him through email and then speak with him directly on msn messenger. At this time I was very much what one might call a noob (still am ) and knew very little of what was happening to me, but something was definitely amiss. He did not tell me right away about the demon and in fact it was revealed to me in a rather peculiar way in which I did not quite understand (my mind was severly weak and mixed up among most of the rest of me) in which Spectral Dragon helped me to uncover certain truths about what was going on and why. When I discovered it was something called a Goetic I then proceeded to educate myself on the subject and was told later, after the demon would not reveal its name and since I was not receiving any direct aid from the 'holy' beings so much (that I am aware of), by Spectral Dragon after he had approached the demon with two arch angels (did not see this, what he told me). After this I educated myself further and was contemplating summoning the beast with magick in which it has not reached this point because someone seems to have destroyed it before I could. (beleive me if someone would not have done it by now, I would do this) The reason for destruction makes sense to me, the thing it was after in me was power, most notably my sword excensior ( http://www.astraldynamics.com/search.asp?Search=sword&Type=1&ReferenceID=390 this will clear things up a bit, but it wouldnt be wise make any assumptions or links with Mr. Bruce's writing and my particular sword/ who or what I am.)

I rate my acquaintance with Glasya as a great learning experience and it made me hesitant to kill it. They are not so evil as one may think, but seem more so to be plagued by what you may call 'sin', example: Greed for power (of my sword) in which Glasya got ahead of him or herself and became quite active apparently which got it killed (but for how long?)

And I have seen this creature and so has a friend, I can have her provide testimony if you wish and post it here.

I saw a dragon (spirit) recently. Eyes were closed and appeared in minds eye. Was extremely active and worn out that day which is why the spirit approached me. I see a name for hearing supernatural (clairaudience) but what is the name for seeing? I am quite telepathic and very much a 'natural'. This is how I learned the dragons name, Annapauk.

There are also certain signs or tip offs which are probably unique to each individual and you should take the saying "know thyself" to find out what they are. I hear a tone in my ear(s) often enough which is usually a signal for a foreign presence. The softer the tone, the weaker the entity, the louder the stronger, and if it is pleasurable then it is safe to say the entity is good vice versa. Recently there was a ringing in my ears that was so quiet that it went unoticed. I started to feel a pain in my heart area and became more aware and this is when I heard the not so pleasant ringing. It was a small weak creature and I exterminated it. I find aggression is usually the best policy (for me!) and since being 'awakened' to Yesod have found myself under much attack.

P.S. I would love to hear of your experiences with Uriel in more detail James if we could possibly chat sometime through pms, yim, aim, or msn instant messenger?

first question

How do you figure out their identities?
(glasya-labolas, Gabriel)

there are more than one goetic demon, and more than one arch-angel out there.

Most of the time demons and other nasties dont want you to know their name and Ive asked a few of them why and they say something like they think you will have power over them. I have not been able to see how this works though unfortunately. As far as Glasya, a few friends approached it in which Glasya got very revealing   As for Gabriel, she has no reason to hide her identity, but sometimes they do approach us and do things to us without announcing themselves, like in dreams or in normal everyday life. Its quite interesting if you ever talk to an angel though, I think you will find that they are not so unlike human beings and it makes you wonder


p.s. Maybe we should start a new topic? unless kyo doesnt mind us going off topic?

Here is a more direct response to the topic though : http://gatesofmysticism.net/phpBB2/viewtopic.php?t=733&postdays=0&postorder=asc&start=0

Oath,
Interesting!

Firstly interesting because you experienced Gabriel's female aspect. Not many people are aware of this.

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I often hear people say that angels/arch angels and the like dont have a gender and the only real evidence I can see for them saying this is that they are only thinking in terms of sexual reproductive organs which is quite stupid but still understandable Imho. The church is indirectly saying that all arch angels are males, that god is male etc.. It is ignorant and sexist, and sadly but often enough true. I have even heard it said that Angels have no free will...Absolutley astounding! Gabriel is female. I can speak more on what I have discovered while experiencing her but I would rather not for certain reasons.

Never take anything at face value and keep in mind that this is a movie and is taken out of context. I can however attest to a failed attemtp to posess me by a Goetic demon (glasya-labolas) which was destroyed. Also the arch angel Gabriel has come into me once which is also what you would call posession. So, James, I see how you mean that they cannot posess you if it isnt wanted, because Gabriel is a close friend of mine and I didnt want her to do that and she surprised me when she did but I cant quite see how she did it becuase a big part of me did not want her to. I guess the other part of me trusted her enough to not offer any resistance though. If you have questions present them, please dont be quick about it and call me a liar. Ask questions and test me this way.

with no help or hinderence from anybody else? you are wise

well done.

the point i was making is when sombody gets mugged in the street its the thief that just does it not the old lady who attracted it or woke up and made the afermation she was going to be robbed that day talk sence will you. energy attacks are theft!

it annoys me when people misplace the fault onto the victim every time

Nodes

ps post a pic of you walking on water id love to see it

Wow NOY. How rude! Why don't you take a look at how you treat ppl. Its really retarded you know. To me, I see you telling James how stupid he is and how smart you are, yet you barely try to make him understand, you only tell him, "how wise he is" and when he tries to inspire you...sarcasm. Right, NOY real smart of ya. You must be genius....

hey Oath!!...Welcome, I hope you enjoy your stay, and find tons of quality information  

Thnx Hannah, kodemaster, and selski!