OMG!!! You just can't rush these kind of things. Go with the flow. You really don't have much of a choice, i mean let's see you could either quit or keep trying. For me, i'll just keep trying. I mean i don't have a choice i want to AP as badly as the next guy but i have no choice so why not sit back and enjoy the journey to learning how to AP. I mean you have the rest of your life so if you just stay patient you will eventually learn anyways so all i can say is just to sit back, keep trying, relax, and go with the flow.