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i dont think ive met my "guide" yet. how can i meet him/her/it

i think part of my limitation is not being able to know for sure this is real. it feels so real. Is this another dimension that we exist on 24/7 we just tap into it during hours of meditation? or is this a mind game im playing with myself. how do i visit a person that is dead? can i?

Okay ive been tinkering with astral projection on and off for the past 5 years or so and now im stuck. I can readily project every night(usually). What now? Is the astral world real time? Can i get a friend to leave an object in his room for me to tell him what it is later? Im confused as to what the point of all this is. Where will this lead me. Generally i will project and wander around my general area for a while. Going in and out of my body several times to check in on my surroundings around me. Then i always look up. I see a sky unlike any other ive seen in the physical and immediately take focus on the moon. Last night i made it to the moon. Not on the surface but around earths moon. When trying to land and walk around i overshot and went I'm guessing deep into space. I decided to wander around and look for more planetary bodies or for that matter anything around. I found nothing. I was hoping to find mars but to no luck. For some reason its hard for me to leave earths gravity. I know gravity isn't there for the simple fact i shoot myself clean around everywhere using my thoughts. Then i remember the physical and i start to fall plummeting back toward the ground. How can i prove this is real and not just my imagination? anyone more enlightened than myself please guide me.

I was wondering if my astral body could be tired and worn out already. I have been trying to project in the morning when i first wake up. and recently i have made it out half way and just gone back to sleep.

okay. i was just testing with this method. the first few times i exited just fine explored my house and a few neighborhood blocks. all was well. i was actually happy and laughing. then i roll out. i see a pulse/ flashes of black and white light like im in some crappy 1920s movie. i heard evil laughing. and in my hallway was a small evil looking creature who wouldnt leave my "vision" part of my astral body alone...i guess you could say it wouldnt get out of my astral face and was very clingly to me. after telling it to leave. granted i was afraid. i remembered to tell things to leave and they would. i told it to leave but actually it was me who ended up leaving.. i got high above my house and told myself to fly as fast as a rocket. very fun by the way.

If anyone is familiar with the roll out method i was wondering if you have ever rolled out made it a few feet from your physical only to be pulled back. And in this rolling in and out of your body did you ever come out only to feel a dark presence? it felt horrible and i was really scared. i told it to leave me alone and it didnt. i called back to my body and was frozen trying to force myself to wake up only to be trapped with this evil presence scaring the bajesus out of me. what can i do to these entities to make them stay away?