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The symptoms, where do i start?

The first 2/3 days were frightening since i had no idea what was happening, hardly slept at all and my appetite disappeared which i put down to stress about my automatic writing experience . But why did i still have so much energy? Hmm
Had on/off bouts of twitching, sometimes internally, sometimes felt like i was being touched almost. Very noticeable temperature changes mostly in my feet and left leg. The most amazing thing for me was that my hearing got really really good, started hearing lots of details in music, hearing sounds from the other apartments at those times. Have a long time sound design hobby/obsession so really wanted to keep this one!

The nite after i posted this i had a dream like moment when i started speaking unknown words and managed to snap out of it after 2 or 3, that was extremely distressing. I was immediately wide awake so i started looking on the internet and stumbled upon the El Collie website, too many of the symptoms were familiar to me at that point to ignore.

I remembered a part of the dream i had then, usually cant remember my dreams. I had the words "next time, its a lifetime" very clear in my mind. Symptoms were ongoing but it was almost reassuring to get occasional headaches and bouts of bliss, stinging pains, heat spots and i accepted that something major was happening and to fight it would be foolish and dangerous. Was still not sure if it was Kundalini awakening though

Last nite at some point i was almost asleep and began to feel something indescribable... im not even going to try anymore, at one point a certain thought was the trigger. I will never forget it but i cant do it justice in words. I need to rethink a lot of things and find some meaning but i have a feeling i will get there

Thanks for the advice : )

Thanks to all for the replies

Would have responded sooner but have been having a hard time focusing on things all week, sleeping and eating habits have also gone out the window. Seems kundalini has woken up, i had heard the word before and knew it was a type of yoga so it has been quite an experience. Am still coming to terms with the changes that are happening but have found that welcoming it helps a lot.

I am relieved i found some information about the subject on this forum, hearing words coming from my mouth and having no idea what they were was when i decided i must be losing my mind. Was quite a relief to see this listed among the symptoms of awakening. I still wasnt sure because i had experienced many of the symptoms except the one that everybody reports, the flow of energy to the crown.

After last nite i have no doubts!

Hello all

I'm new here so sorry if i am asking stuff that has already been covered

I was making some audio recordings of various things around the apartment i am staying in while my friend is travelling. At one point i was recording the sounds of pen on paper and i felt a movement in the pen after i had stopped so i let draw for a while.

At first was pretty random looking and i didnt feel anything very strange so i got curious and took some more paper. I began to feel some stronger energy after a while and then my hand started to draw a figure of 8 over and over and increasing in speed til the page was almost totally shaded in and the pencil wore down. Was almost like being in a trance and when i stopped the page curled up in a U shape and i could feel something almost like a magnetic feeling in the page. I went to the bathroom to be away from it and the lightbulb blew when i turned it on.

I ended up repeating the experiment the following nite and the pen took off as soon as i put it down. This troubled me so i stopped and fired up google and pretty soon was reading about automatic writing (i was very sceptical about these things beforehand), i also noticed that figure of 8 is generally not a good omen when connected to ouija boards etc.

I have had some strange sensations since then, air moving, hot and very cold feet, feeling a light pressure nearby brushing against me sometimes but only in this apartment

I am starting to feel a bit anxious at this stage, have had no appetite etc

Anybody have some advice for me?