I havent had an AP yet, but ive had several experiences with LD's, lsd and dmt. While i find it hard to compare the experiences, i believe the drugs are tools to open your mind and see possibilities. It is not without its price however. For me, who has a very addictive personality, it eventually lead to stronger and harder drugs and eventually iha to go to rehab to cut it. When i was doing lsd, i learned a lot of things and saw dimensions and were contacted by helpers. It alsohelped me to see an outline of my lifes purpose. But, then i started to recieve messages that i should do these tings without using the drugs. I didnt know how to and continued using. The price was milder psychosis and a downward spiral into harder drugs. What i see is that there wasnt any guidance from any physical person to lead me through these experiences, like there was in old traditions.
About two or three months ago, i smoked a lot of dmt one night. A friend of mine helped me to smoke as much as my body managed to get in. I imploded and ended up in a dimension i havent been before. All my thoughts manifested instantly and i was just floating in a space of colours. I hadnt any motion of my physical body. When i started to come back to my body, i had with me feelings of bliss and ecstacy. I had been to the other side and seen that death is not the end. After that experience, i just knew that these compounds have served their purpose for me. I know need to work on my mind nd body to produce these experiences. That is the next step for me.
So, when im lucid i feel an immense feeling of freedom and awe. I also feel more in control. There is also more time available to try out different things in comparison to be shot out into a space for 15 minutes(which can seem like a lifetime at the moment). These feelings are similar to the ones experienced when u feel connected through the use of lsd. The thing with lsd, is that its very easy to have an unpleasant experience if u dont know how the mind works. If u start feeding fear, u will have a very bad time indeed, whilst during an LD, u can just want to wake up and its over.
I also believe strongly that the feelings and emotions had during the influence of these drugs can be had while LD or AP. I think its a matter of letting go. If u experience eternity, that will evoke a very special feeling with or without drugs. I believe it will be even stronger without since its more grounded and u know they arent being chemically induced.
About two or three months ago, i smoked a lot of dmt one night. A friend of mine helped me to smoke as much as my body managed to get in. I imploded and ended up in a dimension i havent been before. All my thoughts manifested instantly and i was just floating in a space of colours. I hadnt any motion of my physical body. When i started to come back to my body, i had with me feelings of bliss and ecstacy. I had been to the other side and seen that death is not the end. After that experience, i just knew that these compounds have served their purpose for me. I know need to work on my mind nd body to produce these experiences. That is the next step for me.
So, when im lucid i feel an immense feeling of freedom and awe. I also feel more in control. There is also more time available to try out different things in comparison to be shot out into a space for 15 minutes(which can seem like a lifetime at the moment). These feelings are similar to the ones experienced when u feel connected through the use of lsd. The thing with lsd, is that its very easy to have an unpleasant experience if u dont know how the mind works. If u start feeding fear, u will have a very bad time indeed, whilst during an LD, u can just want to wake up and its over.
I also believe strongly that the feelings and emotions had during the influence of these drugs can be had while LD or AP. I think its a matter of letting go. If u experience eternity, that will evoke a very special feeling with or without drugs. I believe it will be even stronger without since its more grounded and u know they arent being chemically induced.