Never projected before, started trying a few years ago and its been a really long time since i've tried, sorry if its a bit wordy.
The past week or so i've been remembering my dreams which is unusual for me. One night ago i was dreaming about being at a theme park with a friend and we were on our way to meet a few other friends and i noticed a wasp on my pant leg and i brushed it off, a moment later there was one on my shoulders and then all of a sudden they were all over my body stinging me, it felt so real that i was thinking i felt the pain of being stung.
That's when i realized i was dreaming, i was afraid of the dream, then i felt like my mind split and part of me was watching the dream and i was coming in and out of focus on it seeing all kinds of swirly colors and i felt terrified so i decided i needed to wake up. I was telling myself to scream over and over thinking it would wake me up then next thing i know i was looking down at myself sleeping, while the dream was still going on another part of me could see it happening still and i didnt grasp what was happening, and i was trying to scream but there was no sound, next thing i knew all i could see was swirling colors then black then i woke up in cold sweat. It didnt even dawn on me that what might have been happening but after thinking about for awhile i was thinking maybe i was out of my body? Thoughts on this?
The past week or so i've been remembering my dreams which is unusual for me. One night ago i was dreaming about being at a theme park with a friend and we were on our way to meet a few other friends and i noticed a wasp on my pant leg and i brushed it off, a moment later there was one on my shoulders and then all of a sudden they were all over my body stinging me, it felt so real that i was thinking i felt the pain of being stung.
That's when i realized i was dreaming, i was afraid of the dream, then i felt like my mind split and part of me was watching the dream and i was coming in and out of focus on it seeing all kinds of swirly colors and i felt terrified so i decided i needed to wake up. I was telling myself to scream over and over thinking it would wake me up then next thing i know i was looking down at myself sleeping, while the dream was still going on another part of me could see it happening still and i didnt grasp what was happening, and i was trying to scream but there was no sound, next thing i knew all i could see was swirling colors then black then i woke up in cold sweat. It didnt even dawn on me that what might have been happening but after thinking about for awhile i was thinking maybe i was out of my body? Thoughts on this?
when i got it to a fairly comfortable level i kinda just let it keep going and wondering what the hell it was and what was causing it. When i drifted off into thought about it, it slowed down and completely stopped. The past couple nights Ive tried to bring that spinning sensation back and sometimes i can but its not as strong and it doesn't seem as real as the first ones. I was wondering if anyone has experienced something like this... or might know what it could be?