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i have tried to make a few psi balls and normally it seems to work. i can feel it pretty easily and its usually hot when i do. i can never seem to make them visible though, no matter how much energy i pour into it. so just now i just layed back listening to some music while i tried again, everything went like normal at first, i could feel heat building in my hand. but then something strange happened, i felt like my fingers were being electrocuted. i thought i was imagining it at first and tried to keep going but the sensation kept building and i had to stop out of pain. now im feeling jolts of pain thru my arm and my fingers are prety much numb. ,anyone else experiance something like this? still didnt manage to make it visible though.

im not saying that its possible to do but would one person changing something that would effect a large number of people be wrong? even if it seems like it would be better for all of them, would it be unethical to do something that effects many without asking every single one? i guess this could be called playing god, but still if it would improve the lives of many would it not be worth it.

im new here but have known how to ap for over 3 years now. thing is when i ap my energy skyrockets and im not sure if going to the island would be a good idea for me. im surrounded by energy that can can cause physical heat or give headaches if i use it while mind walking(my term for entering someones mind). in the real world its not much of an issue but in a pure astral envoirment who knows what it could do.