Please excuse my English and randomness. If you are uncomfortable answering or replying please don't, i just want answers. I do not wish too cause problems. I have a few questions and thoughts pertaining too astral travel. I don't quite know where to start so ill just start...
I have allot of energy i am aware of this. i have been too an astral school ( i don't know how i got there, i was just there unintentionally while trying too go too sleep). I was sitting in class and they gave me a pot of dirt and a seed, i made the plant grow intentionally from seed to about three to four months of vegetation in seconds. Then the plant tuned white and i did not wish that or do that somebody was messing with me. as i stood up there was a kid i know that is a worshiper of negativity as he had the pentagram sign on his desk. they sat him next too me and he kept making my plant die so i stood up and confronted him. everything turned bright gold and i woke up, i struck first. another time the same kid tried to physically overpower me in an earth like astral realm, i let him grab me too test his strength. he was very strong then i said "i just wanted too see what you were made of" and when i fought back with emotion and strength like the time before everything turned bright gold and i woke up. i guess my first question is why cant i fight? it seems like i turn any realm i am in too golden light and i wake up. Another time i was in an earth like realm like a mall and i had negative feelings about a kid that beat me up in school and the entire realm went side ways and everyone fell too the wall like i changed the entire realms gravity with emotion. then they sent me too a part of the mall that said basic training with a pamphlet and stuff. due too the feeling of everybody hearing my thoughts i did not want too read because i would then mess up everyone concentration on reading. i even did a trick too my locker, accident by the way, that kept replacing the door with layers and layers and nobody could fix it so i returned too my locker and only i could fix it. there were at least 20 to 30 people that were gathering around tried to solve this locker puzzle i created but were unsuccessful. after i solved it with concentration and will a couple ladies said their goes the king.. and one said i don't really like him and i agreed, we both laughed, totally cool with her thought on the subject. then i tried turning back time and as i did that everyone disappeared and somebody was locking up the mall like i returned everything too 6 am or something. Do i have too much energy? has anybody been able to change astral realms too this extent? its like i can overpower most astral laws. demons don't scare me, i can always just wake up. i have meet one tho that was my complete opposite i think. we were matched in almost every way, were were in a room together and it was all blue, he did not say a thing too me, we just made eye contact and it lasted for about 10 seconds, i could not move. i do believe i have an unusual amount of energy, more then a reptilian for sure. can i use this energy if practiced too cure realms from darkness? or by doing this would i unbalance the light from the dark creating problems for existence. i mean if i can break the ruling elites laws in a realm that has too mean something. iv been able too fly, breath water, if even experienced the 3rd level like inception ( dreaming in a dream within a dream) and even learn skateboard tricks from astral traveling, the complete feeling of a kick flip i landed perfectly while dreaming was the exact feeling when i finally learned it in real life. The demons constantly invade my dreams, i know when a dream is mine and when it has a foundation that i cannot change. when i astral travel its like i am a dog if that makes sense to anybody.. i have no control there its like Car ride?!? car ride?!? lol. so why not just astral travel and learn to level the playing field here? i mean dreams are astral traveling from what i read and if their doing this every night i mine as well learn to fight back or change their minds too light. i have allot of more experiences and questions but this should suffice for now, any takers? if u want proof i am wiling too post a picture of my eyes. iv never felt an aura bigger then a reptilians or my dads. i have even tested my aura with thought and it is def. an entirely positive effect, not like a reptilian aura which is very negative. maybe i should astral travel for answers.... i just don't want to create problems for anybody or anything.
I have allot of energy i am aware of this. i have been too an astral school ( i don't know how i got there, i was just there unintentionally while trying too go too sleep). I was sitting in class and they gave me a pot of dirt and a seed, i made the plant grow intentionally from seed to about three to four months of vegetation in seconds. Then the plant tuned white and i did not wish that or do that somebody was messing with me. as i stood up there was a kid i know that is a worshiper of negativity as he had the pentagram sign on his desk. they sat him next too me and he kept making my plant die so i stood up and confronted him. everything turned bright gold and i woke up, i struck first. another time the same kid tried to physically overpower me in an earth like astral realm, i let him grab me too test his strength. he was very strong then i said "i just wanted too see what you were made of" and when i fought back with emotion and strength like the time before everything turned bright gold and i woke up. i guess my first question is why cant i fight? it seems like i turn any realm i am in too golden light and i wake up. Another time i was in an earth like realm like a mall and i had negative feelings about a kid that beat me up in school and the entire realm went side ways and everyone fell too the wall like i changed the entire realms gravity with emotion. then they sent me too a part of the mall that said basic training with a pamphlet and stuff. due too the feeling of everybody hearing my thoughts i did not want too read because i would then mess up everyone concentration on reading. i even did a trick too my locker, accident by the way, that kept replacing the door with layers and layers and nobody could fix it so i returned too my locker and only i could fix it. there were at least 20 to 30 people that were gathering around tried to solve this locker puzzle i created but were unsuccessful. after i solved it with concentration and will a couple ladies said their goes the king.. and one said i don't really like him and i agreed, we both laughed, totally cool with her thought on the subject. then i tried turning back time and as i did that everyone disappeared and somebody was locking up the mall like i returned everything too 6 am or something. Do i have too much energy? has anybody been able to change astral realms too this extent? its like i can overpower most astral laws. demons don't scare me, i can always just wake up. i have meet one tho that was my complete opposite i think. we were matched in almost every way, were were in a room together and it was all blue, he did not say a thing too me, we just made eye contact and it lasted for about 10 seconds, i could not move. i do believe i have an unusual amount of energy, more then a reptilian for sure. can i use this energy if practiced too cure realms from darkness? or by doing this would i unbalance the light from the dark creating problems for existence. i mean if i can break the ruling elites laws in a realm that has too mean something. iv been able too fly, breath water, if even experienced the 3rd level like inception ( dreaming in a dream within a dream) and even learn skateboard tricks from astral traveling, the complete feeling of a kick flip i landed perfectly while dreaming was the exact feeling when i finally learned it in real life. The demons constantly invade my dreams, i know when a dream is mine and when it has a foundation that i cannot change. when i astral travel its like i am a dog if that makes sense to anybody.. i have no control there its like Car ride?!? car ride?!? lol. so why not just astral travel and learn to level the playing field here? i mean dreams are astral traveling from what i read and if their doing this every night i mine as well learn to fight back or change their minds too light. i have allot of more experiences and questions but this should suffice for now, any takers? if u want proof i am wiling too post a picture of my eyes. iv never felt an aura bigger then a reptilians or my dads. i have even tested my aura with thought and it is def. an entirely positive effect, not like a reptilian aura which is very negative. maybe i should astral travel for answers.... i just don't want to create problems for anybody or anything.