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I have a lot of unplanned OOBEs and have had them since I was little. I feel really lucky and happy to have had these experiences and, though there were times when my real-time projections tended to feel very creepy, my projections have always been pretty fear free. As a teenager, I found out the name for OOBEs and learned how to cause them.

I've gone through a few years of not doing intentional OOBEs, and now I've started to do them again. The problem is that whenever I lay down to practice, I get this very unpleasant sensation that I'm being watched by an unpleasant or mean energy (before I've done any preliminary preparations), and then I begin to feel anxious and not interested in projecting.

Has anyone else experienced this sort of thing, and how did you overcome it?

The main factors I think may be causing this:
1. I have recently started to doubt my spiritual/psi knowledge and abilities. Everything I thought I knew how to do now seems very minor, perhaps invalid. I think this may leave me feeling unprotected.

2. My house is a place of bad energy due to poor location and layout, past violence in the house, and my own tendency to draw yucky energy to places I live.

3. My psychic and psychological sensitivies to the above.

I'd like to try to AP from a place other than my house, perhaps a relative's house or a hotel, sometime. That way I might see how much environment is affecting me. In the meantime, does anyone have ideas on the "paranoid feeling"?

Thanks!
Laurel

Laurel,

My opinion is that we each have our particular path to follow. For most of the people who post at this forum, the path largely includes spiritual matters.

However, the spiritual path is one where we make the journey, arrive at the insights, and hopefully progress along the path, but do it in an individual way.

That being said, if your path includes a heartfelt desire to try and make things better by making your voice heard, then you should by all means do so.

Very best,

Laurel,

I said a little prayer for them.  []

Take Care.

Lasher

Hello Laurel
You deserve and I'm sure, will receive many more helpful replys and support rather than my heart felt sympathies to your life long battle. Laurel as you can see by reading the forums Astral pulse, the ppl that gather here can give you a broad base to find answers and sound advice born from experience and knowledge. I'm having trouble articulating my reply to you.... I just wanted to say hi and welcome. I will try and reply later with more substanes until then.
Big hug take care