I do not claim to know what is happening to me, rather I want to list what I have experienced in hopes that someone can help me understand more fully. Everything I am about to recount has happened to me and I cannot expain.
My first odd dream was when I was about 4, I had burned my tongue on some hot chocolate and was sleeping in my mom's bed that night. I had a dream that I was on a tractor that was going in circles surround by a chicken wire fence. I was vaguely aware that I was sleeping and had this feeling of being utterly alone and scared. I was surrounded by what looked like tall weeds or corn stalks and I looked to the sky and screamed "mom please wake me up, I'm scared." I looked around and saw a girl about my age, blonde hair, she came up to me and got me off the tractor and led me away to a door. She opened the door and inside was a white room with a bunch of kids about my age (some a few years older it appeared) sitting in chairs. The girl told me this is the room where kids wait to wake up. We walked out of the room and started walking up the side of a hill that looked like it was a combination of grass, dirt, and stone like it used to be stairs or a wall and I was stumbling but she wasn't. She was explaining to me how this all worked, but I do not remember what she was saying. After walking a up a bit I woke up.
When I was older, around 17, I had a dream where I was in a mall that was closed. It was dimly lit and I had that same feeling of being alone. Then I saw a girl about my age running through the mall, I chased after her for a while and finally caught her. We were going through what looked like clothing store and were walking around a circular shirt display, the kind with shirts on hangers. She was again explaining things I do not remember. I then woke up.
When I went to college I had a dream where I woke up outside of my dorm on a hill that lead up to the building watching people walk in in out of the building. I was in pain and trying to drag myself up the hill and I kept shouting for someone to help, but no one heard me. I could see my window from the hill. It felt as though I was being burned and stung all over my body. I kept "waking up" in my bed and passing back out each time saying I do not want to leave, only to end up in some other bad place full of pain, sometimes feeling pain in my bed only to do what felt like waking up and experiencing more pain, until I finally woke up for real.
Later that year I had a dream where I woke up in front of a vanity mirror and looked at my reflection and said I want to go to the farm (the place where I first had a weird dream experience) I leaned my head against my reflection and fell into the mirror and everything went from gray to black then I was in on a farm outside a house looking at cornfields and tractors moving over the fields, I was so excited I began to float upwards and then woke up.
Later that year I had a dream where I woke up in a bed I did not recognize, I rolled out of it to see I was in a small room that had an opening into a kitchen/dining room area with prep island in the middle of the kitchen, I was on the second floor of a building as I could see the banister and a window over the ground floor door. As I walked into the kitchen I felt my body vibrate and go stiff, I felt myself float upwards and a voice began to speak out of me that was not my own. The voice had a slight echo to it, but I gained control of what I was saying and said I wanted to leave and go somewhere else. My body then floated down above the sink and proceeded to go down the drain and I awoke in what looked like a college kid's room, with a bulletin board next to the bed. I then Woke up.
This past year (year two of college) during christmas break I went to bed in a guest bed at my dad's and felt like I woke up. My body was then dragged off the bed and then under it, then I woke up for real.
later that year I went to bed in my college bed and had the same feeling of waking up and was again dragged off my bed, but this time I was thrown around the room and up and down into the floor, before finally willing myself away and then had a normal dream.
Last night I had a dream where I was in a grayish area with smoke around me and there was a demonic voice taunting me telling me it was going to drag me to hell and tear my flesh off and all other sorts of horrors, I was also feeling a pain I could not explain and had a feeling of being surrounded by fear.. I was crying and screamed out "Lord Jesus let your salvation save me" I then woke up and immediately passed out again only this time I had a bugs crawling in my skin and ears that were stinging me. The bugs were rainbow collered, then I woke up went back to bed and had normal dreams.
In all of the dreams I had a weird sense of Vibrating throughout my body I cannot explain prior to, and sometimes during the dreams. Can someone please explain what is going on?
My first odd dream was when I was about 4, I had burned my tongue on some hot chocolate and was sleeping in my mom's bed that night. I had a dream that I was on a tractor that was going in circles surround by a chicken wire fence. I was vaguely aware that I was sleeping and had this feeling of being utterly alone and scared. I was surrounded by what looked like tall weeds or corn stalks and I looked to the sky and screamed "mom please wake me up, I'm scared." I looked around and saw a girl about my age, blonde hair, she came up to me and got me off the tractor and led me away to a door. She opened the door and inside was a white room with a bunch of kids about my age (some a few years older it appeared) sitting in chairs. The girl told me this is the room where kids wait to wake up. We walked out of the room and started walking up the side of a hill that looked like it was a combination of grass, dirt, and stone like it used to be stairs or a wall and I was stumbling but she wasn't. She was explaining to me how this all worked, but I do not remember what she was saying. After walking a up a bit I woke up.
When I was older, around 17, I had a dream where I was in a mall that was closed. It was dimly lit and I had that same feeling of being alone. Then I saw a girl about my age running through the mall, I chased after her for a while and finally caught her. We were going through what looked like clothing store and were walking around a circular shirt display, the kind with shirts on hangers. She was again explaining things I do not remember. I then woke up.
When I went to college I had a dream where I woke up outside of my dorm on a hill that lead up to the building watching people walk in in out of the building. I was in pain and trying to drag myself up the hill and I kept shouting for someone to help, but no one heard me. I could see my window from the hill. It felt as though I was being burned and stung all over my body. I kept "waking up" in my bed and passing back out each time saying I do not want to leave, only to end up in some other bad place full of pain, sometimes feeling pain in my bed only to do what felt like waking up and experiencing more pain, until I finally woke up for real.
Later that year I had a dream where I woke up in front of a vanity mirror and looked at my reflection and said I want to go to the farm (the place where I first had a weird dream experience) I leaned my head against my reflection and fell into the mirror and everything went from gray to black then I was in on a farm outside a house looking at cornfields and tractors moving over the fields, I was so excited I began to float upwards and then woke up.
Later that year I had a dream where I woke up in a bed I did not recognize, I rolled out of it to see I was in a small room that had an opening into a kitchen/dining room area with prep island in the middle of the kitchen, I was on the second floor of a building as I could see the banister and a window over the ground floor door. As I walked into the kitchen I felt my body vibrate and go stiff, I felt myself float upwards and a voice began to speak out of me that was not my own. The voice had a slight echo to it, but I gained control of what I was saying and said I wanted to leave and go somewhere else. My body then floated down above the sink and proceeded to go down the drain and I awoke in what looked like a college kid's room, with a bulletin board next to the bed. I then Woke up.
This past year (year two of college) during christmas break I went to bed in a guest bed at my dad's and felt like I woke up. My body was then dragged off the bed and then under it, then I woke up for real.
later that year I went to bed in my college bed and had the same feeling of waking up and was again dragged off my bed, but this time I was thrown around the room and up and down into the floor, before finally willing myself away and then had a normal dream.
Last night I had a dream where I was in a grayish area with smoke around me and there was a demonic voice taunting me telling me it was going to drag me to hell and tear my flesh off and all other sorts of horrors, I was also feeling a pain I could not explain and had a feeling of being surrounded by fear.. I was crying and screamed out "Lord Jesus let your salvation save me" I then woke up and immediately passed out again only this time I had a bugs crawling in my skin and ears that were stinging me. The bugs were rainbow collered, then I woke up went back to bed and had normal dreams.
In all of the dreams I had a weird sense of Vibrating throughout my body I cannot explain prior to, and sometimes during the dreams. Can someone please explain what is going on?