Well, a couple of years ago i wasn`t much into mystic energies however i think i`ve done something really stupid. I was in horrible depression and thought that it was better without emotions at all. I kinda felt a ball in my chest with some strings attached. I started rolling the ball till all the strings were torn, than i think somehow torn off upper layer of that ball. Well i mostly succeded. Now i almost don`t have emotions at all, and those i have are really weak.Moreover i have that uncomfortable feeling in my chest. It doesn`t hurt , but i don`t like it at all.