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quote:I'm not looking for whether or not to believe in my XYZ beliefs, but to see if there is a little bit different of a story then I am told and led to believe.

I like that!  I think that questioning beliefs is always good!  []  Especially the beliefs "taught into you" by others.

There is one truth, but many different interpretations of that truth...  Which one is right...?  Who knows...  So, why not make your own?  []

Personaly, I try to start from scratch (no beliefs) and just build from my experiences...  But of course, my own interpretation of my experiences can be wrong too!  But, anyway, some believe that we will never be able to understand what's out there...  Should I believe them?  Hum... maybe I should get some rest... []

Heather,

Are you lucid in your dreams...?  If you are, did you try to control them?  Did you manage to avoid getting killed in some of these nightmares?  If it can help, you could try to "role-play"; just imagine being wonder-woman or super-girl... []  Or just call for help, sometimes it works for me.  Once, I called for help and a dwarf appeared with a chainsaw and... he took care of the bad guy!  []

What does the man say in your dreams?  What are your feelings for him at that moment?

Personaly, when I want to quickly change my dream scenary, I just let myself fall back (or some people like to spin too, but not as effective for me).  I don't hit the ground; I just go through it and end up in the "void", traveling to another place...  Works too by diving forward, but sometimes I do hit the ground... []  And, many times after falling back and traveling, I would wake up a few seconds after.  I have the opposite problem, I wake up to quickly/easily... []

Last question:  How would you rate your "will power"/intent in general?  Are you strong minded?  Are you lazy?

quote:You've been watching "Monsters Inc." haven't you?

Yeah, I found it funny that "Monsters Inc." story was about this!  []
But I read it first in castaneda books...

Some people think that the most aggressive/sneaky ones tend to take the appearance of a member of your family/friends...  From my experience, horror-looking guys tend to be "dumb", not very skilled in "the art of frightening".  The more intelligent ones are way more sneaky in how they will try to scare you...

One thing I really enjoy is to catch one guy, or a group, planning to "attack" me.  I can tell it just by looking into their eyes; they seem to be very bad at acting (at least with their eyes)...  Then, I see them beginning to "panick" like: "excrement, he knows... hum... ah... what are we going to do... hum... if we run to him he will escape... hum..."  []

I had a few scary ones too, at least the first ones...

The first one was like that: I suddenly wake up because I hear my door opening...  I was entirely under my blanket.  I started wondering why would my mother come in in the middle of the night...?  Suddenly, I feel something jump on the other end of my bed and begin to crawl towards me!!  [:O]  Of course, I begin to panick and wake up in the exact same position!  It took me quite a few seconds to make the "dream"/reality seperation!  And took me an hour to go back to sleep...  []

The next one was almost the same except that I "woke up" as something jumped on my feet and crawled on my body towards my head.  When it got to my head, I began to "Grrrgrrgrr" [] as the thing was doing something on my forehead.  After a few seconds, I just decided to go somewhere else so I poped out of my body and "traveled" for a few seconds and then woke up.  I tend to "escape" quite often but the damn things know it and they hurry to grab me...  And when they grab me, my
"focus" is constantly "magneticaly" brought back to them.  And sometimes they follow me too.

I had many others, but now I manage to stay calm and just observe...  It helps a lot that I cannot see anything!  I "feel" them...  I had a dancing skeleton arm that was playing drums on my chest [].  When I grabbed it, I found myself in my old bedroom and the arm shapeshifted into a ferret that ran away and jumped into my trash, scared.  I also got a nice and strong lady (I prefer to imagine it was a woman []) that did some naughty things to me.  Etc...

But, even if I manage to avoid the surprise/startling effect and fear, it is still annoying to get attacked all the time (90% of the time for me)...  [B)]  I had some very nice experience that got screwed by the appearance of one of these [xx(]...  And, they go after my weaknesses: bite the left side of my neck from behind (paralyses me and makes me weak), try to reach between my legs with their hands (over-sensitive here []) or put there hands on both sides of my ribcages and send me some "jolts" (very displeasing).  In fact, the first time one used these jolts was "funny".  I was at home and got attacked by a guy with bloody eyes.  I panicked a bit and attacked him with laser beams, ray of lights, an axe... []  Of course, all useless.  He suddenly put his hands on my ribcages and jolt me.  I blackout and then find myself in another room.  I go back where he was and I see him walking upstairs.  He turned his head and waved at me, meaning see you soon.  I wake up a little bit stressed, get busy for like an hour and then go back to sleep.  And here I am, in my (dream) bedroom.  And who's there?  The guy, waiting for me!!! []  He starts again is game of jolting me but this time I just stay calm, but slightly annoyed.  He realises that I don't react anymore, so he stops and act like "Beetle Juice" and play tricks on other people...

But, as I said in another thread, I just see these things like I would see a wolf running after a lost deer...  They are just hungry for energy.  [B)]

Hum... for me, good and evil is too... hum... human...
Is a lion evil because he eats the cute little antelope...?
What do animals/plants think about human killing and eating them...?  Evil humans?
"Nature" has set the rule that, in order to live, you need energy...

Now, if u believe in a predatory universe, here is a simple theory:
- Humans have a lot of energy.
- Some entities "aggressively" want that energy.
- Emotions (like fear) release energy.
- Entities creates emotions in humans to get those released energies...

Of course, it's just one theory among the xxxth theories out there... []