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https://youtu.be/7tq4JU3AY-c?si=1gHroJ3PhLYGw-5Q I find this video inspirational. I learned of Sufism and the Peacock Angel in a dream. Received answers over 10 years time, still receiving answers. One day I found this video, by then I had understood Al Khadir and the Peacock Angel from dreams and personal experience alone. It was a shock to find this video, acknowledging the information I received behind closed eyes.

I have my ideas to your questions, I dare not rob you of your own! So... I just want to say... "Entirely created within us such as kundalini" well... I don't necessarily think that's the case. First, I ask what is considered *in* ... Like, do we think of things outside our human viewing lens as a part of ourselves? I believe a greater intelligence than what I ordinarily call "myself" is responsible for my awakening in 2008 and even my mysterious hospitalization from a few years back. 10 years later I learned the entity responsible for giving the charge(possibly to beings that are more quipped for interacting with mankind) has been called the Peacock Angel or Al Khadir. This is the being responsible for my awakening. And thinking of energy as greater personalities, I believe others received this same charge(divine orchestration) in 2008. Even if they have translated the experience different from mine, I believe it is a similar energy interacting with other densities and personalities.

It's fun to think about. These are just my thoughts, I mean no disrespect sharing mine and whole heartedly respect your own. <3 Thank you!!

❤️💙❤️💙❤️☺️

Thanks for sharing Jen, I'm listening Sign of a New Sign now and thoroughly enjoying. 

I hope you don't mind my wanting to share today. 

Simply put, the soul contracts we encounter are there to "provoke us into higher states of conscious".

This is how I feel about Life in general. Being Alive is the soul contract. I see existing as dancing with a loving and guiding intelligence. My desire to grow closer with that intelligence, to seek it in every instance, that's been a game changer for me.

What started as impersonal has evolved to personal and I am beginning to fathom what was once considered unseen energy as having a personality. That "energy" is not just some formless or lifeless substance. Not just a "chunk of something." Seeing energy as Alive and Intelligent has helped me become aware of beings residing in a less physical manner than what we are accustomed. 

On a personal note, it seems this attitude towards life requires practice as my energy output does not compare to the living God. Time in stillness and learning self awareness, setting goals and working compassionately with my self has brought me closer to living in the present and sensing this living energy.

Lately, I see energy signatures as "greater personalities" working in a similar propensity as us.

I had a relationship with a woman that would not have been good. But we came together at one point in time and shared as needed(both the conscious and unconscious stuff). The other day a new customer came to my store who reminded me of this woman. They shared the same hair style, the same leather jacket and even the same name. But they didn't know each other. But this "energy signature" was speaking to me on a deeper level. As if the coming together was interaction between greater personalities. What stirred in me likely needed resurfaced, and by my being aware I chose to share with this energy signature in a compassionate way.

There are all kind of instances and examples...

I understand that we aren't always aware of these intelligent beings but we share space and quite literally we share existence with them/in them. I believe they too are motivated by what we call God or Gods Love. The "why" behind most things, in my life, has to do with Love.

I welcome the guidance and the revelations. It's made life joyful in a more fulfilling way than what I can explain. 

--- Sorry for riding in on my high horse guys.  I've been really fascinated lately by personalities that can communicate to us in ways that defy our understanding of reality and I am on the cusp of actualization.

But to try and tie everything together... We can see being alive as the soul contract, the relationship as with you and the One. The One has been called Source, is called Beloved. Whatever you call it- this attitude/perspective means everything, everyone is constantly bringing us into that "higher consciousness" or more specifically into awareness of that relationship. That awareness has made me aware of a reality that might come into fuller view once my brief incarnation as tides is up. Another world with different rules than the Earth-Human experience. But seeing a greater life behind this life now has filled and nourished me in ways that have made this grown man cry. A doubling up of love and compassion. A real game changer. And... A real discipline/practice.

Oh my gosh! I just finished writing this post... And the radio, random selection of music... Just started a new song and the lyrics that came out of my speaker as soon as I finished this post...
"Pure energy" ---- !

A voice said pure energy out of my speaker, as I talk about energy as a personality. What were the chances? What is reality to that being?

  That's wonderful Molly.

Yes, it makes sense. And through out your journey I hope to remind you of this little fact... We are all Gods children.

Human beings are babes in the eyes of Spirit- even adults. I have to remind my self of this daily, because I project my ideas of right and wrong- even perfection onto people like my employer or my parents. In most all my relationships.

But we are all unique beings learning with One God. No one else understands that uniqueness save God. I have to be more patient with my Mother, remembering she is not the perfection I sometimes unconsciously demand her to be.

You may not see how this relates to your personal experience... But I share because when I remember we are Gods children, I feel sympathy even for those who wrong others. They wrong themselves in the process, and at that point all I can do is give it to God and pray they are inspired by Truth, Beauty and Goodness.

I hope this helps and I very much appreciate your sharing. Reading your words, I feel you are headed in the right direction. Never forget the power of prayer and walking your Truth.

According to the Urantia Book, as I understand it, we are evolving towards Paradise. The Source. This means entering new realities and different worlds. The human experience is just one of many and we(humans) are more or less on the outer rungs of the spiritual ladder. With each step closer towards the Source, a life of Love is exponentially actualized. Mind is an endowment of Spirit and I believe exist independently from the human body. The brain allows us to interact with and experience life in the manner we are, but your experiences are most definitely real and hinting towards that Life you call home.

You have poetically expressed your self and this little me is extremely grateful for your love contribution.  Have a great day!

Hello.

I'm new here in comparison- I just read your update and wanted to congratulate you on your marriage and healing. This seems to be an important theme as the new year awakens... "Balance"

Thank you very much for sharing your self openly and honestly. Wishing you well with the journeys ahead.

Hi Molly,

Your post reminds me of a close friend. She had people with addictive behaviors drawn to her. And I should know, we have addictive personality disorder in my family. 

All I can say is, welcome to the world of relationships. You are very astute in your observations. You are right, it takes two to tango.

Perhaps this is a time for you to recognize what you want out of a relationship, a time to practice boundaries and still share love.

If we try to make others fit the expectation we have, we will find disappointment. If we feel our kindness is being taken advantage of, then we have a lesson to learn.

Reading your post, I have full confidence you will find the right course of action and feel in control of your life. Don't be discouraged, it can be a very lonely world out there in the land of relationships. I've seen it in others and have experienced it my self.

It can seem very cruel when there is so much love and suddenly cold shoulders. You just have to remind yourself. What kind of person do you want to be? How do you wish to give love? How do you wish to experience love? They're important questions to ask.

I don't mean any disrespect when I say this, chances are you may encounter this pattern again. More important than anything is the fact that you're here sharing you've noticed something... Awareness is key.

This is a huge step in the right direction.

I sympathize with my friend... But I think of all the crap she's endured, and I see how proud she is now in her 40's to be the woman she is today. Does she still struggle? Yes... Does she still face similar hardships? Yes... But she has come a long way, and I believe she wouldn't trade any of that for anything.

There's a light at the end of the tunnel. Your Awareness is guiding you even now.

Gentle regards...

Carla, I've just read your specific reply to me- thank you for taking the time.   

In my opinion, there's still so much we don't know about ourselves. A wise man once told me- never say never. There are aspects to ourselves we may neglect in our pursuit of being who we wish to be, living life how we wish to live. There is a balancing act, and sometimes social settings and letting loose remind us of a particular aspect we appreciate but have neglected. I am not saying this is the case for you, but I am sharing in case it may give insight as to- "why do we do these very human things in the NP?"

To me, it is refreshing to see we are still doing human things in the less physical reality. Although I often feel a need to control the direction of my life... And there is nothing wrong with that, I am humbled by the very human aspect of this entire journey that sometimes and unintentionally gets categorized as undesirable.

I whole heartedly agree with you, it is good to take the reins of our lives... To overcome particular desires- to feel in control, as opposed to being a slave to that which we long to be freed of. It is usually the case, if we do not take control of our own affairs than we are a slave. It is better to attempt to be a Master and experience liberation.

My sweet friend, I totally see you as Casey says- "a young master" and I truly appreciate your thought felt replies. I see a bit of my self in you.

One thing that truly stuck with me- is that like me, you said you don't necessarily feel like one must go to war with the Ego. It doesn't have to be Ego vs Spirit. I agree with this. Maybe it is a romantic whim, but I believe the two can exist in harmony. I believe material and spiritual are wed, and the relationship is loving.

So, enjoying the little things... Well, the little things end up being the big things. The things that mean more than any earthly or spiritual status. And... What I meant to emphasize, is not about having fun from time to time but the fact that you may have someone to connect with on a deeper level. In this life, I find that such connections are rare or short lived. Most of us don't care to give one another the time, but it is something we all yearn for in one way or another. Material or immaterial.



A PS... Having read your journal entries, I see the light heartedness in Spirit and think it is fair to say you recognize how to enjoy the little things in life. = )

I read the first two pages and watched how this thread turned into Ofen debating with others the validity of an OBE. Am I understanding that right?

Ofen you posted this a while ago, I wonder if your beliefs have changed?

I would like to say... It IS mind. And that mind is not experienced solely in the brain.

Mind can also be experienced outside of us, and what is inside of us is not dependent on a physical body.

These are just my thoughts. As for validation-

In my early 20's I slept in a dining room and had tow roommates. My mattress would go on the floor when it was time to sleep. During one bout of sleep paralysis, in which I was terrified and trying to break myself free, my roommate walked into the kitchen. I remember seeing the time- and I remember what he grabbed out of the refrigerator. I also remember me trying to scream to him for help as I was in a state of fight or flight like you wouldn't believe. But no help came, to him I was sound asleep.

Anyways- it was crazy to me, and the next day I talked to him about it. He told me he was in the kitchen at the time I told him, and when I asked him if he saw me struggling he said no.

You can say I am a liar, it wouldn't matter to me. For me, the experience was "mind blowing" in that I was able to see things as they were behind closed eyes.

That being said, there are many times where what I'm seeing feels real- looks real, but something about it is different. Something about it is more "mind construct" than the reality of what is. But how much of reality is "mind construct" anyway?

The instance of validation was rare, but helped shape my journey and perceptions.

Hi Tak,

Beautiful experiences... And I hope your affectionate encounter isn't seen as something needing overcome. But if you do, then I only want to say- it is still so lovely that you had that experience. It's nice to have someone to share with on a deeper level. 

I love how the lights, twirls, shapes and everything in general has a flow to it.

An astral lullaby

https://youtu.be/vsWSvLmw1g0?si=j2QQnYj1fVjHX_YZ

Celeste ~

Absolutely beautiful photos. Whales have a special place in my heart, congratulations on your sighting.

I feel fortunate to realize that my efforts are enjoyable - recognizing that a life without an ideal is a life without depth and (potentially) a life of misery. There is a difference between going with the flow and satisfying habits we deem upsetting. The journey is not without a balancing act in this world we've been born into. The change of season is indicative of material truth, laws of nature forge our interpersonal relationship with spirit. I appreciate that you would remind others to find the joy in their endeavors, and to remind all of us how we might become present. The journey is beautiful, and when we are removed from that realization, we seek that beloved relationship with the guiding intelligence and find our way.

Ah well learning to be present is in fact a great goal.    I insist- to increase my focus and mindfulness. 

The three knocks phenomenon has also been associated with midwayer activity.

You don't have to believe this, but considering everything else that's out there- here's maybe a lesser known lore. I had never considered the UB until 16  years after it was introduced to me and even now I find more important than any revelatory text or third party opinions-

Is the personal relationship with the mostly unseen but living, loving and guiding intelligence.

https://board.1111angels.com/viewtopic.php?t=2160

[According to The Urantia Book, midwayers are unique beings that exist between the mortal and angelic realms on inhabited worlds. They are often referred to as "midway creatures" due to their intermediate nature[1][7].

## Key Characteristics of Midwayers

**Nature and Origin:**
- Midwayers are neither mortal nor fully angelic, but possess qualities of both[3].
- They are permanent inhabitants of evolutionary worlds, including Earth (Urantia)[1].
- There are two orders of midwayers: primary and secondary[3][6].

**Abilities and Functions:**
- Midwayers are invisible to most humans but can interact with the physical world[3][5].
- They serve as intermediaries between humans and celestial beings[2].
- Midwayers assist in spiritual guidance and development of the human race[2].
- They act as observers and communicators for supernatural beings[4].

**Relationship to Humans:**
- Midwayers are considered "elder brethren" to humans and have a kinship interest in Earth's destiny[1].
- They compensate for the gap between material and spiritual affairs on Urantia[1].
- Secondary midwayers are closer to humans in nature and can manipulate physical objects[3].

## Historical Context

The Urantia Book states that primary midwayers originated about 500,000 years ago, while secondary midwayers descended from the line of Adam approximately 37,000 years ago[3]. They play a crucial role in planetary evolution and will continue to do so until Earth reaches a state of "light and life"[1].

Citations:
[1] https://truthbook.com/urantia-book/the-authors-of-the-urantia-book/chief-of-urantia-midwayers/
[2] https://spiritualfamily.net/questions/view/62250/who-is-urantia-midwayer
[3] http://board.1111angels.com/viewtopic.php?t=2160
[4] https://truthbook.com/angels-are-real-read-about-angels-in-the-urantia-book-for-free/midway-creatures/
[5] http://evolving-souls.org/the-marvelous-celestial-beings-behind-the-1111-phenomenon/
[6] https://urantia-association.org/forums/topic/are-midwayers-born-from-a-womb/
[7] https://www.urantia.org/urantia-book-standardized/paper-77-midway-creatures
[8] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WOKda9ENmmM

["I"--Rabindranath Tagore]

This dream from 2008... Where I was racing another geometric shape... It's color red... My color green.... And then exploding in a place beyond space- a place where everything I was coalesced with tiny particles and other geometric shapes moving with rhythm of the contracting and expanding breath.

It reminded me of this mornings reading from the Awakin.org mailing list. I can't believe this was written in the 1930's, it really makes me wonder what the special relationship between green and red energy is... And makes me wonder how this reading is so perfectly aligned with my own belief system and even one of my more profound experiences. I'd really like to have met this Rabindranath Tagore... This may be a clue to better understanding my relationship with the guiding, loving and intelligent spirit.

I have been feeling a bit disconnected from this relationship over the last few days. But this morning I was feeling a profound sense of comfort, relaxation, acceptance... I was feeling peace. And everything fell into place. My tux came in(I'm a groomsman for a friends upcoming wedding) it was a perfect fit, my 2025 crystal contact calendar came in(it had been shipped on dec 9th)... I was feeling very alive with the "now" in a way that can be best described as faith-like assurance.

While I was working out, FOX a major network was showing clips from ESPN another major network- and right at that moment the athletes with the last names, "Ponder" and "Houston" were there for me to witness. I'm from Houston. And today I find my self in deep reflection. I realize one of my ultimate goals in this life is to seek, feel and live in this wholeness... This relationship with the Living Spirit. And as a consequence, to discover who/what I really am.

I have themes in my life right now that involve balancing my own light and dark personality quirks. There's nothing wrong with choosing who I want to be, and there's nothing wrong with recognizing where I'm at as not always being aligned with who I want to be. Maybe even understanding sometimes who I want to be is not who or what I am. Yeah, a balancing act. I've been trying really hard to behave a certain way because I think it means shaping into the person I want to be, only to realize I have been ignoring aspects of my self that need to be experienced and expressed.

Just this morning I found my self saying to God... God will use me as He see's fit. In the meantime, I'm going to keep working on what I want for my self in this life- and I hope I'm never insulting God in the process. There's so much more to unpack here. But for now, I'll just say it's nice to be back in this "now" present feeling with that special "divine something." The connection. I do believe it's always there, and I do believe we have to work to recognize that.

Well. Without further ado, todays beautiful excerpt:

"I"
--Rabindranath Tagore
The color of my consciousness made the emerald green, and the ruby red.

I gazed at the sky, and the light dazzled in the east and the west.

I turned to the rose and exclaimed - 'it's beautiful!' and beautiful it became.

You say, 'it's philosophy, not a poetic composition.' I say, 'it's truth, and that makes it poetry.'

This is my proud claim - pride on behalf of the whole of humanity, that only on the canvas of the human ego is drawn the artistic masterpiece of the universe.

The philosophers are negating existence in every breath - muttering 'No, no, no. Not emerald, not ruby, not light, not rose. Nor I, nor you.'

Meanwhile, the limitless one is exploring itself within the limits of humanity. That's called 'I'.

... Excerpted from Shyamoli (1936), translated from the Bengali version "Ami".

https://www.awakin.org/v2/read/view.php?tid=2713

Happy New Year <3

That's awesome LightBeam.

Maybe you'll find the fish.

Some meaning accredited to the fish symbol- new life, salvation, resurrection, abundance, fertility, duality, creativity, subconscious and intuition.
https://whatismyspiritanimal.com/spirit-totem-power-animal-meanings/fish/fish-symbolism-meaning/?srsltid=AfmBOor0AU-zIP-ju28ioLvxfV8qVhF4z837vd8h22BVYEGLyp2oos9B

Hi Amongthestarz- so nice to meet you. My name's Eric and I'm from Houston, TX. I read your last two post and I thought they were really cool. Sometimes when I'm OoB the environment is very heavy and staticky, I'll stumble about and walk around like a drunkard.

Other times I float down the stairs and phase through physical objects without hesitation.

So what's the difference between the two experiences? I'm not sure, I don't control my OBE's by will. If you figure it out please share here.   

Lately I wonder what other elements are at play. Like, what did I consume the day before the OoB? Could our food or drink make a difference?

Maybe things were heavy because your mind really wanted to go to sleep with the rest of your body. You said your self you were exhausted from the Akashic workshop.

There is something to be said for the WBTB(wake back to bed) method. Most always, without trying, I'll enter the hypnagogic state from there.

I am very interested in the feelings around the Akashic workshop. What all did you learn from it?

Congratulations with all your success. 

Love is as water of the Ganges; it is in itself a purification.

    Bowl of Saki, December 25, by Hazrat Inayat Khan

Commentary by Pir-o-Murshid Inayat Khan:

When God's divine love rises as a wave, it washes away the sins of the whole life in a moment, for law has no power to stand before love: the stream of love sweeps it away.

   from  https://wahiduddin.net/mv2/XIV/XIV_3.htm


Think of the life of the great Master Jesus Christ who was the soul of religion -- one sees that from beginning to end there was nothing but love and forgiveness. The best expression of love is that love which is expressed in forgiveness. Those who came with their wrongs, errors, imperfections, before the love, that was all forgiven; there was always a stream of love which always purified.

   ~~~ "Religious Gatheka II, Kingship of God", by Hazrat Inayat Khan (unpublished)


All the beauty that there is in life is after all what we call love. From it all the virtues spring. The whole beauty of life is in it, and it is as the English song says, 'The light of a whole life dies, when love is done'. Life's light is love; and when the heart is empty of love, a man is living and yet not living; from a spiritual point of view he is dead. When the heart is asleep, he is as though dead in this life, for one can only love through the heart. But love does not mean give and take. That is only a trade; it's selfishness. To give sixpence and receive a shilling is not love. Love is when one loves for the sake of love, when one cannot help but love, cannot do anything but love. Then one is not forced to love; there is no virtue in that. One does not love because another does. It is simply there. It cannot be helped. It is the only thing that makes a person alive. If a person loves one and hates another, what can he know of love? Can you love one person fully if at the same time you cannot bestow a kind glance on some other person? Can you say you love one person fully when you cannot bear him to be loved by someone else as well? Can you hate a person when love is sprinkled like water in your heart? Love is like the water of the Ganges. It is itself a purification. As the Bible says, 'God is love'. When love is awakened in the heart, God is awakened there. When a man has journeyed, he reaches the goal as soon as his heart has reached love.

The Sufi says, 'The Kaba, the divine place, paradise, is the heart of the human being'. That is why he has respect for every heart. Every heart is his Kaba, his shrine. The human heart is the place toward which he bows, for in this heart is God.

   from  https://wahiduddin.net/mv2/VII/VII_30.htm



   ~~~ Love is as water of the Ganges; it is itself a purification.


Joy to the world!

Another year ahead! Another Christmas on this thread = )

Merry Christmas! Happy Hanukkah! And Happy New Year!

Did you fill your super soakers with fine cognac?

https://youtu.be/h0JI33xyT8Q?si=zl6Hg9BgWIWwPgg3

Thank you Carla.

Yes I think I would be terrified if a sudden physical manifestation were to occur, say I am alone at home and someone just popped in out of nowhere.

Today I found my self broadcasting to my cosmic ancestors, asking if they found me/are aware of where I'm at. Asking for help seeing and waking up.

I think we share a similar connection when it comes to our galactic heritage.

Hah... It's 5:14now. That made me chuckle. Cheers friend. = )...

Hi Carla 
Thanks for taking the time to respond to my inquiry.

I believe what you say, but I still don't fully comprehend it/understand. It feels like there's an entire reality I'm unaware of. And I wonder if my Spirit friend is a personality, and I believe the answer to that is yes, how can I observe this personality in its true form?

Yes I am blessed to have these experiences, but I don't always feel present and/or *with or *aware of that guiding intelligence.

I like my human experience, but I want to see behind the veil. Not just feel it sometimes.

That I had a thought that didn't quite feel like my own, the thought to let whatever was happening "IN" and at the same time to feel the subtle energy coming into my spine as I see the light display the exact words on the wall

Tells me there is a similar force that seeks union. It was also around this time(earlier in the month) I prayed on my hands and knees a desire for deep communion with God.

That there are two forces attempting to unite, that this intelligence could suggest its thoughts within my own as a type of telepathic communication... all imply separation.

Yes I believe all is one and I try to see and understand that. But I don't feel that all the time, and I want to see beyond the scope of ordinary human experience.

I don't want to die, i don't want to disown my human experience. But i want to include more perceptive ability and see my friend 14 as the unique personality I believe is. And I want to learn how to see and feel the magic of the present *with spirit more often.

I believe what you say and I also recognize there is separation and beings I can not completely perceive or understand. I hope, somehow, to change that.

💙

Hi guys, it looks like I did not share this one.

I am in love with the name of this thread... "Communicating with superconsciousness"

Define superconsciousness:

Superconsciousness is a heightened state of awareness that transcends ordinary consciousness and subconscious states. It is characterized by:

## Key Aspects of Superconsciousness

1. Heightened awareness and intuition
2. A state of profound peace, joy, and clarity
3. Access to deeper wisdom and creativity

## Characteristics

Superconsciousness involves:

- Intuitive understanding before reason and emotions[1]
- A sense of dissolving individual identity into boundless being[1]
- Transcendent wonder with absolute mental clarity[1]
- An uplifting of the soul into a peaceful yet energetic state[1]

## Comparison to Other States of Mind

Superconsciousness differs from other mental states:

- It is distinct from the subconscious, which is associated with dreams and sleep[1]
- It transcends the limitations of conscious thoughts and subconscious feelings[1]
- It is considered a higher form of intelligence, finer than the mind and senses[4]

## Accessing Superconsciousness

Superconsciousness can be experienced through:

- Meditation practices[1]
- Focusing energy towards the "third eye" or ajna chakra[1]
- Achieving a calm yet energized mental state[3]

## Proposed Functions

Proponents suggest that superconsciousness:

- Provides explanations for psychic phenomena like precognition and remote vision[2]
- Serves as a source of creative and intuitive thought[2]
- Facilitates profound healing and problem-solving[3]

It's important to note that while some view superconsciousness as a spiritual or metaphysical concept, mainstream science does not recognize psychic phenomena associated with it[2].

Citations:
[1] https://www.ananda.org/yogapedia/superconsciousness/
[2] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Superconscious
[3] https://www.yogapedia.com/definition/5849/superconsciousness
[4] https://www.1to1coachingschool.com/Quantum_Energy_Coaching_What_Is_Consciousness.htm
[5] https://www.gilliandalgliesh.com/what-is-the-superconscious-mind/

https://www.perplexity.ai/search/what-is-superconsciousness-eFDtO8cKQ8Gp95RhvWWKlg

It was only a little over a month ago when I prayed to God to understand this communication. Communication WITH a guiding, unseen intelligence... From a non-ordinary perspective- I started noticing things... Symbols for one. Colors another. I remember one day I prayed asking what color I should wear to work and by "coincidence" every employee ended up wearing the exact color combination. It was not rehearsed in any way. What were the chances? That almost never happens.

Well... The number 14 is a way for this intelligence to make itself known as a part of my personal experience. But 14 is not the only way this intelligence makes itself known. Still, for whatever reason- 14 communicates with me in ways that allows for a widening and vacuuming awareness. It's really hard to explain. I once said it was as if the empty space around me had become an almost tangible reality.

So who or what are we- if the present external reality can align with our innermost thoughts and acknowledge our prayers? I don't believe this is *just me doing this. Could there be real Spirit personalities assisting us? Could they manipulate our physical reality??

Here's the one I wanted to share with everyone-
Again, around the time I asked to understand and communicate more with this non-ordinary perspective- I started experiencing unique things like miniature pscyhokinesis.
I was playing a card game and remember I needed to draw a certain card to ensure my victory. I drew the exact card. I won so fast the person quit. When I went into the next game I tried again, and I said... Ok if we are communicating together now... I need this card-
Out of 30 cards there was only 1 I needed, and drew.

14 made his/her/its personality known when the game froze- I noticed I had 14 friends online, the time was 8:14AM. It unfroze at 8:15AM and I was awarded exactly 14 points which is also not normal...

When this happened I *thought,
"Better stop what I'm doing and recognize what is happening."
I then had a very peculiar thought arise...
(Makes me wonder if 14 my Spirit friend brought this thought into the mental field?)

I thought I should let whatever is happening IN***
And with that thought I felt gentle waves of energy massaging the forefront of my awareness. My consciousness was feeling *smooth

At the same time I was inclined to look to my left.
That's when I saw literal light language on my wall. At the exact time I heard the word "IN," in my head.



The lyrics for a song I had randomly selected were also speaking at that very moment...
"Could we ever flow together?"
"I want to make you happy, I want to set you free."
"Open up your heart. Children of the sky."


Not just who or what are we... But who or what is able to use everything around us to bring such clarity to the present... Literally influencing our thoughts, our physical bodies and all "external material" around us???