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Here it is, Holy Reality

Holy Reality, here it is

sounds like some sick succubus...gross.

Yeah, absolutely, you were shanghied by negs.

Time to deal with this situation quickly without panicking and making the situation worse. First, just stop APing until this is over, period. Do you still have third eye ability? If you have third eye ability, first things first, look for attachments, and it sounds like you might have a few. Usually they look like black ropes, hooks, or tentacles. Find out where the attachments are, flip where ever the attachment point is over, and burn away the attachment where it is connected.

I'd also start burning incense, oil, garlic, dried herbs, whatever just to bless the area. I'd also do Robert's total protection method of writing sacred symbols on the middle of your forehead, tops of both hands, across the heart, across the navel, across the solar plexus, tops of both feet, soles of both feet, preferrably with blue ball point ink, but use red ink as an absolute last resort. If you have to go out and can't have all the area's protected, do the ones you can cover up with clothing. If you can get some Holy Water, I'd advise putting some in a glass of water and drinking it, slowly.

While you're doing all this, I advise you get Robert Bruce's book, Practical Psychic Self Defense and read it.

Above all don't panic, and try to control your frustration if things don't work quickly. Sometimes it can be a slow fight, sometimes a quick one, depends on who is tangling with you.

Didn't Xelios mention in one of his past threads about seeing the disembodied head of an old crone? I've seen an old crone that looked like a witch and was quite short. Just curious, the guy with the snake, how tall was he?

Sorry to break this to you, but negs are real.

Hard to say...I didn't know anything about being psychically attacked for 2 years, I blamed myself, and helped my perps in the process. It isn't normal to blame something from the outside for things that appear to be personality problems. How did I know it wasn't my imagination? I got hints from things like having extreme paranoia that a rapist was lying in wait outside my house trying to get in, complete with mental images of what the rapist would do to me once inside...let me put it to you like this, my imagination is not that good or that graphic. It was awful.

I think the key is knowing yourself, understanding how you think and how you feel, what's yours and what isn't. If your third eye isn't blocked by something on the outside, you can look for attachments, or have someone with a free thrid eye help you.

Here's another hint (something that happened to me), if you smudge your house or apt with dried lavendar, and upon lighting the lavendar hear screaming you weren't expecting nor had any reason to expect, that's probably a good hint right there.

[Lithium: Behavior Medecine]

OK, for better or worse I am back in the East Coast, here is the passage from my Chemistry text, verbatim, as promised:

Lithium: Behavior Medecine

More and more people in our society seem to be suffering from the debilitating effects of mania and depression, but the alkali metal lithium can provide help for many. In fact, over three million prescriptions for lithium can provide help for many. In fact, over three million prescriptionsfor lithium carbonate are filled annually by retail pharmacies.

Although the details are not well understood, the lithium ion seems to alleviate mood disorders by affecting the way that brain cells respond to neurotransmitters, a class of molecules that facilitate the transmission of nerve impulses.

Specifically, it is thought that the lithium ion may interfere with a complex cycle of reactions that relays and amplifies messages carried to the cells by neurotransmitters and hormones. It is theorized that exaggerated forms of behavior, such as mania or depression, arise from overactivity of this cycle. The fact that lithium inhibits this cycle may be responsible for it's moderating effect on behavior.

There is a growing collection of evidence that violent behavior may result at least partially from improper regulation of neurotransmitters and hormones. For example, a study in Finland showed that violent criminals, especially arsonists, often had low levels of serotonin, a common neurotransmitter. Studies are now underway to determine whether lithium might be effective in altering violent behavior.

by Dr Steven S. Zumdahl, University of Illinois
Chemistry, copyright 1989

reiki can help but it won't solve a psychic attack, just abate the harm.

Give the basics a try and if you trust your friends, do some reiki, it can't hurt.

Good Luck and take care.

That sounds great Bard, I'm so happy things turned out well for you.

I am famaliar with what you're describing but don't have any idea how to put it in the proper words.

Sounds like you can feel your emotions and hear you own thoughts so that is one leg up over some of us and your best weapon.

Since you have Practical Psychic Self Defense, I would try all the basics first...try the garlic, the ritual bath, the writing of symbols on yourself (forehead, over the heart, across the solar plexus, across the navel, backs of both hands, tops of both feet, soles of both feet), burning incense, dried herbs, essential oils, Holy Water,...go with all the basics.

And when you do try, just be aware it may not work immediately...and there may be retaliation. That's the number one fear to get over. They will retaliate to get you to stop what you are doing. I would suggest just tinkling them off as much as you can handle potential retaliation, then build up your strength with time. If you're mentally and emotionally prepared for the retaliation you can handle it better when it comes.

If the basics don't work, come one back let us know how you're doing. But I know about what you are describing because I have experienced it and I have seen threads on it on this website.

Reminds me of the time I went looking for a specific book by Whitley Strieber (grey ET abductee for those unfamaliar)...Barnes and Noble had it in the Science Fiction section.

Either someone with a bad sense of humor or someone unversed in famaliarity with the author.

I found AD here in the Midwest while visiting my parents...B&J had it in the New Age section.

I'm not sure if the PSD forum would be able to help you much on these matters...but maybe they could, a lot of us have had to learn how all this works to deal with the attacks we receive.

I am a telepath and a telempath, and I have no clue how either works. Part of the problem was I was dragged into this arena kicking and screaming the whole damn way (I was working on my chemistry degree and was as right brained as you could get...Oh I was open minded about Telepathy and like ilk but it happened to other people not me). The other problem is I have entities and humans screwing around with my chakras and my abilities, and have been doing so since the begining long before I knew what a chakra was or an aura for that matter. I can't tell what's me or what's them because I never had a reference telling me what the difference between the two is.

You might want to check out some of the other forums, they may have people who may have the knowledge you are looking for.

Good Luck to you.

After going through the mentally unstable argument for several days it's nice to hear you declare yourself sane, Tsotonwa.

I'm a grey ET abductee and am being attacked by the US government's remote viewing/mind control program. For the newbies, I'm not special, I don't have to be. This is an experiment,...you wanna create an automatom that works for you, how do you do it? Take a healthy person and subject them to this and that and see what it takes to break them. This is what they were before, we subjected them to X,Y,Z, and this is what they have become. It's all a test program, like what the Nazis did to Jews and other concentration camp victims during WWII. Not a personal thing about it, it's as cold as you can get.

Tsotonwa, without finding someone that can AP and get a good look at you, I wouldn't advise jumping to the belief that g-goonies are after you. You have an attacker, probably human from the description.

One of the forum members, Tayesin, was working with me for a while then had to stop because personal problems started cropping up and someone was unhappy with his willingness to help me and gave him some grief. He's getting ready to help me again (I won't say how or what because he wants it kept private). I don't know if he will be able to help you right away or not, but he may at least be able to AP to you through MSN messenger or Yahoo messenger and at least get a look at you to see what is happening. You need to start somewhere, that may be the best way to go.

Finding out who is doing this to you is always a good start...it can give ideas of what kind of countermeasures work and which ones don't.

I'd start with getting some hematite to start with, as much as you can. Maybe by grounding your energy it could keep it from floating into the wrong heads (maybe hinder your attacker as well). How's your financial situation? I don't care how cheap hematite is, I only have $2.46 left in my checking account right now as we speak until I get paid again, which thank God is Monday morning my first day back to work. Then I have to pay my rent and a few bills (bye bye paycheck). If you can afford it, get hematite and black tourmaline, as much as you can.

Positive entities have no interest in deception...recognizing the dynamic we are all a part of (Creation) deception wouldn't bring about anything useful. The consequences would be too high.

Neg greys or greys with neg attachments, that could be a different story.

Where do African languages fall, or native American ones like Apache or Cherokee?

Even though while under attack for close to 6 years I have seen higher entities intervene when pushed too far, I don't believe Karma is a "Oooh you broke this rule, so now this is your punishment?" Getting punished for breaking a law doesn't teach anything.

Karma, in my mind, works because this is an interdependent universe, we need each other to build, create, live, eat, etc. You are not separate from the universe existing in your own little bubble, you are part of it, and being part of it, your actions have consequences, some good, some bad, some neutral, but there is always a cause and effect.

As a negative, unpleasant example, if you decide the people living across the ocean have resources you want, but you don't want to initiate communication or trade and just decide to take it, and kill anyone that gets in your way...chances are good there is going to be retaliation of some form, probably very violent and very bloody. But that doesn't happen because someone with a book is tallying score and causes the invaded group to retaliate. The invaded group has a sense of value and a sense of being part of creation, something the Creator imparted in all of us at the begining. Like a pain receptor, it warns us when we feel we are being severed from Creation and departing from the Creator (although we do not always listen).

On a more positive note, little acts of kindness that cascade out and encourage others to reciprocate and do the same in kind. We choose this.

Think of karma as the mirror to your soul. Your actions have consequences and the consequences show who and what you really are. It's not something you can cover up (well, you might try, but even the covering up has consequences...it'll all catch up to you in the end). Do unto others and all that...if you treat others without compassion, would you like to be treated that way in turn? The consequences of your actions may provide that opportunity for you.

I don't know if any passage in the bible itself is any better than any other. It's all about faith.

Prayers get stronger with time and repetition, though. Robert bruce had noted in his book, Practical Psychic Self Defense, that the older the symbol/prayer/scripture the more power it seemed to invoke, most likely because they have been used so much for so long. Prayers and symbolic writing in Hebrew or Latin held great sway...but old prayers are not a replacement for faith. You need the faith too. So if you belong to a fairly young religon like Islam, I wouldn't give up Islam just because it is a relatively young faith. Faith is important!

If you're not Christian or Jewish but open minded to all faiths, you might want to try some of the older prayers and symbols in their original writing and language. But if not, stick with your faith, it's the best friend you have.

Can I make a suggestion? A lot of people are asking questions and making assumptions about what can and cannot be done without learning or realizing first what can realistically be achieved through channeling, especially when channeling entities of a higher density than you. Do you know how 4D entities communicate? Do you know just how diffiuclt language translation between 3D and 4D is? You see how things can get lost in translation between different languages on the same plane, what about different planes, where different modes of thinking are required. What about when you're in a linear reality vs a non-linear reality?

The entities channeling and sending information right now, whether they be the greys, the reptilians, or the Pleiads are doing so for the most serious of reasons, and most people are treating it like a novelty, and it's not. This is a job with responsibilities and consequences. A lot of these entities are trying to convey that through, and it's not sinking in. Too many people are caught up in the details and they aren't seeing the bigger picture. And no, I don't mean the pole shift or Planet X or Y or Z for that matter.

What these entities are trying to get through in all their messages is how we are all connected, how to develop the coping skills to navigate tough situations or change things so the tough situations don't have to occur, how to love and how important that is. A lot of you guys automatically connect love and the Creator to organized religon, I hate to break this to you, but you're going to hear a lot about loving others and the Creator in the messages of these entities. How to love is connected with how to communicate, whether you want to believe that or not! You've got to get over this crap of "Well, organized religon is wrong about such and such, so it's all wrong."

Something serious is taking place, and these entities will only spend so much time conveying info to novelty topics, to do otherwise is to prioritize the menial over the serious,...the "guides" will see themselves as leading us away from what has to be done. They will see themselves as "No longer of Service to other" and will stop transmitting. Problem is, there are some entities that would like to keep us off course and would be more than happy to impersonate the "guides" to feed us what we want to hear more of...the menial info.

Guides, real guides, are not going to give exact dates. You'll start concentrating on the date instead of using your senses to feel situations out and learning the lessons associated with them.

What I would recommend to the channelers is an appropriate starting point. First teach individuals what the different densities (octaves) are and what the major lessons are of each. Then, since you're talking a great deal to the greys and now the reptilians, teach people about 4D communication and perception and the difficulties of translation into 3D. Teach people what is realistic to achieve and what is not. Then teach people what their responsibility is to communicate and convey. A lot of you guys get bent out of shape because these entities start communicating info you already know. Aren't you aware that it is your responsiblity to communicate your needs and thoughts so the entity communicating with you can reply appropriately in turn? What, they're guides, so that makes them mindreaders? C'mon.

I hate to say this, but their are some things you have to take on faith, and you have to for a damn good reason. Faith forces you to use your senses, feel things out, examine, prioritize, assign value, maybe re-examine over time. If you had "proof" all the time, you would never use your senses, you would never grow, the growing would be done for you...there would be no individuality.

The reptilians, each positive energy race of them, are tired of the bad rap they are getting from the spread of miscommunication, primarily from one group of morons. Please don't help these morons. Help the positive reptilians by honoring and respecting them, by being willing to grow and learn how to communicate responsibly.

Merry Christmas.

It's Christmas morning and I hope all has gone well for you.

Bard, boundary manipulation is one of my specialties given what is happening to me. Sounds like they are taking things out of context and supporting them within the confines of their twisted little boundary structure...which has the effect of destroying your boundary structure and injuring your self confidence. Pretty soon everything you think and feel is wrong and everything they think and feel is right...brainwash job. I don't think you'll have that much of a problem given the support system you have described but be aware in the event that support system ever disappeared and you were on your own, it makes one helluva difference.

That is a toxic situation I am famaliar with and I am very sorry you have to go through it.

Being right is not more important than love, and it is not more important people. You may want to remind them of that, and if they turn it around to apply that to you, you can question them about compromises which have to be made in everyday life, and question whether they are doing their part. It won't kill them to think, and may force them to re-examine their own hearts.

Risu no Kairu:

Not being sarcastic or nasty about this, but how would you take a picture of a 4D entity?

Fuzziwig: I think I'd like to ask the reptilians about a few things but I don't know what yet. I'm a little curious about the jet black leathery skinned monstrosities that have occasionally given me grief or the tall 9-12ft tall, black robed entities. Any relation. I won't be back home until Dec 28th. Could we talk then?

To anyone reading this, Good Luck, God Bless, Merry Christmas and Happy Hannukah.

You don't need to know someone personally on the spot who can AP, if you have MSN messenger, they can do it through that. I'd ask around the Astral Chat forum, the Astral Experiences forum and the Communications forum and see who might want to help. You have to ahve your girlfriend at Messenger at the time though.

No, no. no, not that kind of octave. We're not talking about music, but thank you for the lesson.

We're talking about the different densities, you know, 1D, 2D, 3D, 4D, 5D, 6D, 7D, and finally 8D, journeying back to the Creator. This planet is in 3D transiting to 4D.

I can relate to all these, and I'm sure I've been attacked each way...I recognize many of the tactics here.

I'm going to bring up the sticky issue again....

That is excellent! As long as you have support and love in your life to that degree you can probably deal with anyuthing that comes your way, and I agree with the home schooling or a similar structure.

Grade school was absolute hell for me. I'd get abuse from my classmates, abuse from my teachers, then come home and get abuse from my family. High School changed everything. I went to a Catholic Girls school which provided me with the structure and safety I needed to grow and become myself. When I entered college (the first "public" schooling I got in my entire life) I was shocked at how unprepared a lot of the other freshman seemed.

Anger is not hate. Anger in a mild term is one of God's little pain receptors warning us that we're wondering too far away from Him. Anger often comes up when too many compromises have been made, when people's value is not recognized or validated, when a need exists. Everyone is different and has the right to be treated with respect. Calling all anger hate is not using listening skills that God gave us,...the invalidation of a human being, which I consider an act of hate.

It doesn't sound like you're in that situation though. Sounds like you have everything you need. I'd take the kids out of school and home school them. They don't need that kind of crap. There are other ways to socialize.

Wolves? They're a totem animal for me []

Damn!

Your case is becoming too typical...you've done all the basics, prayers and blessings, but the problem still exists. It sounds like your mom has a "neg" attachment in the form of her husband. I'm real sorry about that.

I have absolutely no authority to tell you what to do, sounds like you're the expert on your situation, and I'm still being attacked on top of it. You're hanging in there, keep hanging.

There is only one thing I would feel the need to say, but I don't expect you to take action accordingly, sounds like you have too many things to prioritize as is. I grew up in an abusive situation and not all abuse is physical. I realize that you wouldn't do anything unless a physical threat is involved, but mental and emotional threats are just as abusive and leave long lasting scars and wounds that could take a long time to heal. Maya Angelou calls them little murders...it's like they take a little bit of you each time until there is nothing left.

Seems to be popular here to tell people to just get over it, and people don't look to see what they're sacrificing. Doesn't seem to occur to people the things they tell others to "get over" and sacrifice are the things that give you the strength to live through a hell like this. Eventually you've compromised so much of yourself there's nothing left.

You need yourself in order to stay strong and fight, and every bit of you is precious. Just be aware that as you make decisions, you're not just making decisions for yourself, you're whole family is involved. How are your children (I ask as a child that was once abused). Kids need to feel safe, when they don't feel safe, they stop growing because all their energy goes into feeling safe. And children are not pawns for people's arguments. That is one of my strongest buttons for someone to push and get me riled up. This crap of getting the authorities convinced you're a bad Mom has got to have an effect on your kids (kids notice things, they just don't let on, trust me on that).

Please just let us know you and you're family are OK.

Hate to say it, but it sounds like your Mom got her Karma but it cost your baby's life.