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#2551
This is an explanation of the use of magickal (excuse the word....especially you xanth, i'll explain in a moment) intent specific to OBE and AP exit techniques (phasing included).  Let me first clarify my use of the word magick.  I know that a lot of people on this forum aren't necessarily into the occult or so-called magickal practice and I understand because I wasn't either until I learned what it really it.

In this sense, Magick is simply the manipulation of emotional memories to move energy thereby effecting one's reality.  That's it.  Really.  You might ask why I still use a word that is almost offense to many people's ears.  Well, two birds one stone.  I can explain how and why certain tasks are given in OBE/AP methods as well as alert folks to what magickal practice really is.  Still I know some just don't like the mystical terminology. Sorry.  Bear with me please, it's worth it.

What I'm going to share is partially my own theory, but it is developed from direct experience and from some external sources.  It makes sense, I promise.

For starters, thought is a function of mind while emotion is technically a function of body.  I don't want to give the impression that these are separate processes though, they are very much intertwined.  This will be relevant shortly.  Let's start at the beginning though.

We are each born with a unique perception of our reality.  Genetically we are a mix of our parents, but if you are like me you believe that there is more to genetics that just physical genes.  Throughout the course of one's life, experience influences perception AND the energy system in the body that allows awareness to be focused in the body.  (side note: it takes more than the brain to connect the mind to the body, it takes a complex energy system including primary chakras/energy centers as well as a massive system of smaller chakras and connecting flows.  This system acts like an antenna.  This is a bi-directional antenna that broadcasts stimuli signals to a non-local mind like the antenna at at radio station as well as receives a signal from the non-local mind like the antenna on your car)  This energy system is closely connected to one's genes and records energetic shifts such as a kundalini experience or just revelation throughout ones life.  This impacts genes as well.  So when you're born you come into this life with not only the genetic influence of the sum of your ancestors, but also the unique additions your parents added to that sum total.  Now insert into that genetic blueprint (which is already infinitely unique mind you, no one else has EVER nor will EVER have your specific genetic makeup) the "personality" that is made up of your non-local and infinite mind.  You start out from the get go with something that has never existed before and you will take it and mold it, adapt it and create a powerful manipulator of reality; the perception of said reality through your mind.

The point here is that you are experiencing reality in a way never done before.  This is important because it's what gives you personal power.  We talk a lot about energy around here and I think it's more complex of a subject than we can really know.  But suffice it to say, there is some kind of spiritual energy, whether you call it chi, the force, or just energy, it's there.  The basis of this energy in physical reality is a combination of mind and emotion.  The complex part is that there is no "generic prescription" for the movement of this energy, it is entirely subjective relative to each individual.

As you grow up from infancy and experience reality you are constantly and consistently molding your "schemas" about your reality, your mental blueprints.  These are created for speed so that you don't have to use your conscious mind to consider every single possibility.  If you had to do it that way you'd be immobilized, a useless creature because it would take you millenia just to process something as simple as eating.  Part of this process of adaption (model evolution) is to make emotional bookmarks in your energy system.  These emotional bookmarks are associated with experiences and their subsequent thoughts.  You create these bookmarks for many reasons, one of them being that an emotional response is faster than conscious deduction.  For example, if you are in a survival situation, your emotions take control and essentially drop your IQ to that of an ape.  You couldn't remember your mother's maiden name, but you know how to react quickly without thinking about it.  This is an evolutionary development that has served mammals well.  Another use for these emotional bookmarks is for use in the manipulation of our energetic reality. 

Consider the popular "new age" trend of attraction.  There are tons of Law of Attraction books out there and they usually always involve some kind of visualization exercises.  But there is an important part to these visualization exercises that is included to a greater or lesser extent depending on how competent the author really is.  That is the inclusion of these emotional bookmarks.  (Now, while you may understand what I mean when I say "happy" the truth is that you really have NO IDEA what happy means to me, nor I to you.  This is the subjective part.  Based on our infinitely unique genetic and personality influences at birth our perception of and adaptation to reality will also be infinitely unique.  No two people will ever experience reality in the exact same way, period.  This means that our use of words to describe emotional situations is really not appropriate at all because they're not the same.  It's convenient, but wrong.)  If you've ever read one of these books you know that in addition to visualizing yourself having what you want you also need to "feel" like you would feel if you already had what you want. 

This is the key. 

Feeling.

Say I want a new car.  Instead of just saying, "I want a new car" I would visualize myself driving my new car.  Then I would take it a step further to make my visualization of driving that car as real as possible which means including emotional bookmarks or memories.  Now I may not have a specific emotional memory of driving that new car, but with my evolved human brain I can apply an existing emotional bookmark to an abstract situation, thereby creating this new situation.  What I have effectively done here is created this version of me with the car I want in the "astral substance" (whatever you might think the astral is made of).  The astral or non-physical is the source of our "non-physical" aspects, ie the mind.  So when we think and put out intent we are creating waves in the astral substance that have a frequency unique to our specific perception.  It's like our personal signature.  It's how reality knows how to make sense of all the waves moving through it.  I like to think of it like a bathtub full of consciousness.  When I move around in it (through emotional memories and intent/thought) I cause ripples.  These ripples are unique in size and shape because of my size and shape (ie unique perceptual energy).  If you moved around in the bathtub, your ripples would reflect your perception.  We are all always moving around in the bathtub and sending out waves through consciousness.  This impacts all of reality all the time.  But because we have these infinitely unique perceptions our waves have our fingerprints on them and therefore have an energetic connection to us.  This causes our view of reality to change which we perceive as reality moving for us.  We're doing this all the time, it's how we create our reality, though we are often not aware of it.  When someone undertakes a magickal practice for example, they are focusing their personal power to make a specific movement in consciousness to illicit a specific result.  We are doing something very similar when we are attempting a projection.

Relative to AP/OBE, learning to master this process is the key to finding success in your technique.  What does it really mean though?  Essentially, you need to learn to bring these emotional bookmarks into your exit technique.  Note, these emotional bookmarks are the PHYSIOLOGICAL side of the thought/emotion system.  Which means, you feel it in your body and the bookmark was created based on stimuli from your physical (and non-physical) senses.  This is why your phasing rundown needs to be captivating to your senses.  Some may make a distinction between visually based exit techniques (like phasing) and tactile based exit techniques (like the rope method).  This is partially true in my opinion.  Both are avenues of achieving the same effect, the retrieval of these emotional bookmarks. 

I may continue writing on this later, but for now, what you need to take away is that when you are doing your exit technique, remember that your emotional memories combined with your intent/thought are what will help you successfully project.  This means that whatever your practice, make it as real as you can.  Use your memory of situations that are similar.  Find what you feel emotionally (senses and "feeling") in that situation and then adapt it into this abstract situation that you're visualizing for your exit.  If you're climbing a rope, remember the feeling of climbing the rope, the physical sensation, the internal sensations, how you feel about it and adapt it to this abstract experience of climbing a non-existent rope.  If you're doing a phasing rundown, make it as involved as possible.  Don't just feel the textures or hear the sounds, what would you be feeling inside, what would be your 'emotional' reaction if you were actually doing what you're doing in this rundown?  When you include these emotional bookmarks you are moving reality thereby making what you're doing REAL. 
#2552
LoL, Kurt's memory still burns bright.

It's ready for Kurt.  I don't think he's gone into mass production yet.  lol. 

You can still contact him through his website if you have questions.

http://mindbasedtechnology.com
#2553
word.  it's a relationship cultivated from the beginning of their apprenticeship (with their plant ally). 

they don't use it for enlightenment, they use it to bridge the gap between worlds to support their community.

as stookie says, drugs aren't the topic here, yet it still comes up a lot (which i don't see how one could think it wouldn't in a forum to discuss altered states of consciousness....).  My concern is like yours mushroom man, and i've said it before, I don't want an uninformed person who's probably gonna do the drug anyway to do it without experiential information for those of us that have been there.  I may have even said that in this topic. 

Stookie, maybe you should set up a topic that says "DRUGS" and just says, "Don't talk about it here" and has a like to a site like Erowid or something.  I dunno.
#2554
That's the focusing tool that I use.  I read about it in Robert Patterson's first book.

People call this the "triangle" method, but it just intuitively feels right which is why i did it.

(earplugs may help hear the ringing better, it's called tinnitus)

Focus on the ringing in your ears, split your focus between each ear.

Once you have a good hold on the ringing, split your focus again to include your 3rd eye (middle of your forehead).

Continue to focus solely on this triangle and allow everything else to fall away.  The goal is a single-minded focus.

You will feel like you are almost asleep, this is what you want.  Let yourself float down, deeper and deeper. 

Eventually (takes me about an hour, though it feels much faster because i'm deep in trance) your consciousness will flicker between waking and sleep.  Once you reach this point you may feel a buzzing, don't stress it if you don't, just use your will to raise yourself up above your body.  Then use a method of exit like rolling out, backwards somersault (my favorite) or something similar.

Ta Da! You're projecting.
#2555
Welcome to Dreams! / Re: Lethal Dreams
May 06, 2010, 19:53:38
i'm confused on the gross platform bit too.

i've died in a dream and didn't die.

i was a woman and i was in a war.  i got fatally wounded but wasn't dead yet.  i was begging people to kill me but no one would, finally someone shot me in the head.  everything just went black and i spent what felt like years just existing in nothingness.
#2556
you didn't offend me mushroom wo/man.  i said, IF i were capable of really being offended you would have offended me. 

we're straight.  i just wanted to share my experience. 

i do agree with you.  i'm a psych student, so we have a lot in common.  (almost done with undergrad though, it's a natural talent)

i can't imagine the way shamans use their brews to be frowned upon.  i mean it's a beautiful relationship they have with their plants.

but i can also understand your point.  maybe it specific to you.  probably me too.
#2557
I love Frasier
#2558
Sorry, this was an inappropriate post and started something I didn't mean to start.  Apologies.
#2559
I know that we're not "forced" to (yet) live this way, but the structure of society is formulated to encourage this lifestyle.  We can sit here and talk about the freedom we have once we realize it, but most people don't realize it and aren't given an opportunity to.
#2560
Stookie, in my definition, NWO is just an convenient title, we're not waiting for it to happen, i has already happened.  It has been in effect for centuries,  millenia even.  What people have been tinkling themselves over is just the next evolution, they're waiting for 1984 to happen.  Naturally the world govt. (which already exists in my opinion) can't do it exactly like orwell said, it would be TOO obvious.

Take for example language.  In 1984 the ruling party limited the use of words so as to dumb down the populations ability to articulate their thoughts and feelings.......political correctness anyone?
#2561
I wholeheartedly agree capt.

We are literally products owned by America Inc.  (not a metaphor, America is a publicly traded company)

When you see your name written in all CAPS on a legal document it is referring to the product you, not the you you.

We are slaves in this country, slaves to consumerism.  Our lives are forced to the brim with material concerns for the sole purpose of preventing proper spiritual development.  I wonder why?

You can't argue with that Xanth.  I don't know how they do things in Canada Town, but in a capitalist system they forces you to sit at your job 8 hours a day doing something you don't care about.

Ahh, if we only had replicators (the star trek kind, not the stargate kind)
#2563
Matt Damon
#2564
Psilibus,

I'm 24 and a recovering heroin addict and if i were someone capable of being offended I might be offended by your statement.  I learn A LOT about human behavior through heroin addiction.  A LOT.  I also learned a lot about non-attachment. 

I understand and agree with what you're saying to a degree, but if castaneda is your only evidence then you ought to do some reasearch into REAL shamanic practices, much of which doesn't revolve around the plants, though they are a part of a comprehensive practice.

I agree though that strengthening one's mind is a more effective practice, but that doesn't completely discount the experience of drug use.
I don't mean to promote drug use, it's not a good idea to use drugs.

BUT, having been through the experience I think you're out of line in saying that the experience is useless.
#2565
That's a really interesting question that i never really considered before.

kudos poster.

I'm gonna look into it when i start projecting again.
#2566
let's respect our common humanity.

we're supposedly the "enlightened" humans.

we should set the example.

we're the one's who are showing others how to go within to find truth.

let's cooperate and share some humility.
#2567
You can learn the mantras associated with chakra....

i think its

LAM  VAM  RAM  YAM  HAM (hum)  AUM  (silent AUM)
root to crown respectively.

learn the color correspondences, it's ROY G. BIV  (Red, Orange, Yellow, Green, Blue, Indigo, Violet)
root to crown respectively.

perhaps meditate with crystals of corresponding colors.
#2568
Xanth,

does Frank ever write about Focus level/trance level correspondences or ways to identify your focus level?
#2569
I think the phenomenon of consciousness is a lot more complex than we're used to accepting.  I'm not a fan of RB's Mind-Split effect, but I have experienced what he describes as Mind-Split.  I think that we're always simultaneously occupying various perspectives of our reality.  Under normal circumstances we're intently focused in "one", the 'normal' awareness of physicality.  Sometimes, especially when you start a spiritual practice, our focus here begins to loosen.  The result is the occasional feeling of being split.  I think it's entirely normal and natural, just unknown and even unexpected. 

I've had this happen during AP, but I've also had it happen in my normal waking life.  In waking consciousness it seems to correspond with times that I'm intentionally putting myself in a psychically open state.  I've been doing a lot of psychic development lately so I've noticed it quite a bit.  I've had it happen a lot when I'm doing readings for people, I see the person but I also see myself from a perspective that is near the other person.  It's a bit freaky indeed.
#2570
that's awesome.  i've been eating alkaline off and on for a while but i never did the water thing.  you've converted me.

i don't usually drink water anyway but i'm gonna start.

i spy a bottle of nose spray in the background there.  i am a nose spray addict.
#2571
Kurt got out of line.

I like kurt, I still talk to him through email.

But he stepped over a line and isn't here anymore because of it.

Capt. we're cool so I don't wanna start anything with you, but you've been here for what, a month?  You have seen a very small amount of Xanth's contribution to this forum.

zareste.....
#2572
What doesn't compute? The 13 month lunar calendar?
#2573
Xanth has contributed a great deal to this forum, look at his number of posts.  You dont get that many posts by hanging around a forum "trolling".  If you dont like what he says ignore him and respond to something else. 

His views, thoughts, opinions, beliefs or whatever aside, xanth deserves a degree of mutual respect for the time and effort he has put into doing his part to assist the people that come here for help.  He has contributed more here than almost anyone else, especially more than the people giving him crap lately.  I dont agree with half the stuff he says but I respect the energy that he has PUT INTO this forum (as opposed to 'sucking it out'), energy that he didnt have to share but did.

8-)
#2574
If anyone is really interested in alkalizing, there is a really good book out there called "Alkalize or Die" by Theodore A. Baroody.

It has a good explanation of Alkalizing one's diet along with a 7-day transition diet and a shopping list.  It also has some good recipes in the back.  It's definitely worth checking out if you're interested.

I suppose the idea is that many foods break down in the body and turn very acidic which in turn causes our internal systems to be more acidic.  And many foods that one may even think are acidic turn alkaline, like citrus fruits.  Acidic environments are the ideal breeding ground for disease and lethargy.  Alkalizing counters that.
#2575
it wasn't, you got the cheap stuff.  that's what i've smoke too and nothing happened.

they say you have the get the highly concentrated stuff thats like $60 a gram or something.