Quote from: Kree on June 01, 2023, 17:19:56I had that too. That's when I learned "be careful what you wish for". Every night when I closed my eyes to go to sleep, I found that when I did that, I would be stuck noticing. Sometime for hours or at least it seemed that way. I had been Phasing during the daytime and perfecting my own personal technique so much so that when I closed my eyes to go to sleep, I automatically began to "notice". One would think that is a good problem to have, except for the fact that I wanted to actually go to sleep.
By far my biggest difficulty with phasing is insomnia. A focus of any kind on anything at all ensures I will stay awake. Lying on my back has the same effect. I might stay wake for 10+ hours if I just lie on my back.
Then after I had a incredibly strong blast from a Light Sound machine that I was experimenting with, I got Trigeminal Neuralgia and have had it since. Because I received the blinding blast while my physical eyes were closed, the damage to the nerves would really reveal itself when I closed my eyes to go to sleep. Then the nerves on the left side of my face would spasming. The only way I could rectify that problem was to go to sleep holding the left side of my face. It still took a long time to finally pass out. But, I found out that it was "bittersweet" in a way. It led to me experiencing what the Tibetan's call "Tibetan Dream Yoga" and for that I am ever thankful! I have never looked back since. I will tell you one thing, that teaching came through a lot of anguish and pain.
What I do nowadays when I find myself in that "noticing" situation when I close my eyes to sleep, I immediately begin purposely looking deeper into the darkness. I look as far as I can down that "dark hallway/cave/tunnel" that I am entering. Pretty soon the feeling of motion will accompany the noticing, then I am off. I will then either enter the scenario there and then, awaken in a LD or just awaken the next morning after a good night's sleep. I am okay with all 3 of those!
