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Today I was meditating and chanting kleem in my mind for each chakra. I must have been really deep into it cause I seen myself.  Man I look different from what I perceive in the mirror. I need a hair cut bad.  I can have OBEs easy after I fall asleep but during meditation is hard.

This may seem absolutely bizarre  on what I'm about to post but I have to share this. The first time I obtained Moldavite I had a experience with a sol . She also had red hair and green eyes and was very, very pretty. I merged energy bodies with her and it felt so incredible. She looked like Arial from the little mermaid lol. When she was leaving she laughed and said my name. I also seen hallucinations of Atlantis for some reason.

Fast forward. i lost my moldavite and bought a new one from innervision crystals. 19.52 grams one of the big ones. I didn't expect anything the first night but I got an OBE and about 7 dreams. In this OBE I seen a woman at the edge of my bed when I propped up. She said I get one wish. I was like okay? I don't think that will work because you can't make things appear in the material world. I asked if I could have 100,000,000 appear on my bed when I wake up. Then I said what I stated in the previous sentence. Then she said you have to trust your fathers health in my hands. Sounds iffy, so I said no. She then started to walk away and I said Wanna have sex? Lol, I was really in the mood. Then she said no I'm married. : ( Darn it!

I then asked her if she could help me find this one person I soul merged with I mentioned in the first paragraph. She said to look through your third eye and face the right side of your room. I did and I ended up in a weird bizarre place.  I was underwater near sand. I seen her just sleeping. I noticed somthing odd. She had a tail. I hope this doesn't sound crazy. But omg so freaky. I touched her tail or whatever it was and rubbed my hand down it. Not sexually. It was so weird. It felt so real. The texture and feeling the fish scales. I still feel it on my hand just thinking about it.

What is going on with my projections? I don't even think of mermaids or none of that bs. Maybe wishes or wanting something really badly.

Looks like it means, you should take really good care of her and work together.

Thanks lol. The cards where really good haha.

"A Final Balance of Karma". I'm not quite sure exactly. I did a relationhip spread on a girl that I'm talking with. We both send huge essays to each other cause we both are into astral travel, and metaphysical stuff big time. She is perfect and gorgeous as hell.

Had a pretty cool experience after meditation today turned over and tried to take a nap then I realized I was snapping in an out of my body.
Saw a person sitting on a bed then another head pressure symptom and seen a beautiful city in the distance. There was a path way that was made of floating circular stones. The city was way in the back where I was floating. Next time I see a city I'm going to try and open my physical eyes to see if I can get a full blown OBE. 

What I've noticed when these kind of projections occur:

1. Head pressure and followed by the projection.

I hear voices in meditation sometimes 2. I think it's part of the hypnogia state. If it was a guide they would tell you. And if you start seeing things your projecting. Just open your eyes and you'll see white light flashing every where. It happened to me a while ago when I was meditating. If it was another entity they would touch your hand and talk to you. Sounds weird but I had this happen after my aunt past away. Higher beings, you would here really beautiful angelic music. And they would teach you things. Hopefully this helps. It's what I expiernced so far in altered states of consciousness.

OKay I'm not commenting on the experience but I will talk a bit about the tarot divination. The book is just a guide with the tarot cards. It's only to give you the traditional meaning or the author's variation of the card's interpretation. That interpretation is not the meaning of the card in the reading. You need to scry and intuit the reading as well as understanding the card's basic meaning. The intuitive meaning or a scryed vision with the card will give you a far more accurate meaning. When I was working with tarot I found the celtic cross spread to be way too unfocused. Readings work much better if you do a highly focused inquiry rather than a big general spread... just because it's popular doesn't mean it's best.

This goes for any form of canned divination like I ching and rune readings.

Thanks.

Reading:

   The Celtic Cross spread is one of the most popular Tarot spreads, providing varied insight into many aspects of a complex situation and your role in it. The Renaissance Tarot is a modern deck, with symbolism drawn from the heroic age and rendered in renaissance style. This deck is an excellent choice for exploring questions of passion, mastery, and the inner workings of human reason. If you would like your own copy of the Renaissance Tarot, you can buy it now!

Click for Details   The card not shown but at the center of the cross, represents the atmosphere surrounding the central issue. Two of Staves (Dominion): A decisive, perhaps early, accomplishment. Confirmation of boldness and courage.

Click for Details   The card visible at the center of the cross represents the obstacle that stands in your way - it may even be something that sounds good but is not actually to your benefit. Seven of Swords (Futility): Favorable turn of events. Hope for sustained success. Vigilance and strength.

Click for Details   The card at the top of the cross represents your goal, or the best you can achieve without a dramatic change of priorities. Queen of Coins, when reversed: A cornucopia emptied. A heart of stone. Crystalline coldness. A field barren and gone to seed. Preoccupation of wealth and security that stifles enjoyment of both.

Click for Details   The card at the bottom of the cross represents the foundation on which the situation is based. Four of Swords (Truce): Retreat from the battlefield of life. A rest from the conflicts with colleagues or competitors. Calm in the storm. Self-imposed exile.

Click for Details   The card at the left of the cross represents a passing influence or something to be released. King of Cups, when reversed: An ineffectual, unsteady person, talented but emotionally at sea.

Click for Details   The card at the right of the cross represents an approaching influence or something to be embraced. Page of Staves: A young person of faithful countenance who, even unintentionally, helps others. An unofficial Hermes: a carrier of important news, an envoy, a guide, a pleasant stranger. A suave, bring and noble soul.

Click for Details   The card at the base of the staff represents your role or attitude. The Tower: Comeuppance. Setback. Disaster. Arrogance of pride cast down by Providence. Unforeseen event. Calamity.

Click for Details   The card second from the bottom of the staff represents your environment and the people you are interacting with. Three of Staves (Virtue), when reversed: Dishonesty and conflict in affairs.

Click for Details   The card second from the top of the staff represents your hopes, fears, or an unexpected element that will come into play. The Devil, when reversed: Irresponsible pleasures. Prankishness. Childish panic. Undignified behavior. Fare baccano, to "paint the town."

Click for Details   The card at the top of the staff represents the ultimate outcome should you continue on this course. Nine of Cups (Happiness), when reversed: Misleading freedom. Refusal to cleave to others.

Forgot I had a piece of Golden Tektite next to my bed wrapped in a velvet case. I woke up thinking why would I have a past life dream. I didn't have know crystals around me at the time. My azeztulite and my huge amethyst where on the other side of the room.

I did AP/LD tonight (more like early morning) and I looked in a mirror. I was me but slightly off. Mirror was also moving, kinda like water in a bowl, if you hold a bowl in hands and move it, there were no waves, just movement.

I remembered people saying that you can use them as portals so I wanted to try. I put my hand into the mirror and it went in, it kinda swallowed it. It wasn't even solid-ish, like walls were in my dream, I had to use some effort to go though the wall but not mirror, it just swallowed my hand. And it felt that if I would push deep enough I would end up inside of it, somewhere else in the other side.

I was wishing for mirror to bring me somewhere and show me around the place. I was asking for it to bring me to some kind of entity, either real or subconscious, that could explain me things about astral plane and show me the place and how stuff works, or in worst case just interact with my subconscious mind. I was about to go in but then I woke up.

I don't know what is that about dreams that they end in the worst possible moment there is... 

Man, I'm glad this thread is getting some good replies. Thank for sharing

I remember once when I was projecting, I came upon a movie screen with some movie playing on it... I don't know what it was... but I tried to "enter" the scene.  I took a run at it... jumped... and SMASHED my face into the brick wall behind the screen.  Yeah, true story.  >_<

Obviously it didn't hurt, but it did knock me back stunned for a second... LOL

My Intent was pretty bad at that point.

I had that happen 2. I was looking at the wall when suddenly it turned into a 1900's scene.

Hey there guys. I had a weird OBE that involved someone else telling me about their OBEs lol.
I woke up to find myself in a big house. I was a girl named Tara or Tarra. I don't know how it was spelled. Luckily I was able to hold on to the projection in time to figure it out. Anyways, I was there with my mother and I guess betrayed her trust or something and she got really angry and lit the house on fire.   Here's how the fire started, she was on the phone with my older sister who lived in new york. she started yelling saying I trusted...her. Then she slammed the phone down and lit the place on fire. After that the scene changed to me and the other girl said run Tarra. But everything went black and I heard all these weird winning noises. Very high pitched by the way. I held on after that as well to see if I could uncover anymore information but I woke up .

The origin of this attack is likely to be within you. Your generating shadows.  Focus is very important you need to totally withdraw your attention from shadow and focus on a positive being.

I think so as well.

Your crystal grid may have worked for you. It set your intent on meeting someone and you did. It wasn't who you expected but the girl was referenced. The grid is a tool, with some tools the blade needs to be respected. Fears will manifest and perhaps a little doubt allowed this to play out as it did.
In reality you only need to think of meeting the girl and add to that thought nothing hostile will be around too.
If it's for good reasons you may be successful. If any underlying ego is present, you may see what you did originally as the ego will also appear in some way.

Wow thanks for the reply Sxaxx! I guess it did work then.I might just set the crystal grid back up again. I know the person in real life but I wanna get to know them more deeper on a soul level. I had 3 out of body expediences involving the same person in a row! Don't know why. She was telling me something that was happening to her that was bad. Made me worry a little bit.

Sometimes AP's are just like dream, you lose your focus for just a second for something to happen, exactly like in a dream, I had a lot of dreams where I got attacked by shadow thoughts forms and there's nothing wrong with it really same goes for AP.
The crystals is not the source of those attacks, it's just your fears that come back when you're less aware.
They are tests for you to keep improving.
When you learn to keep your focus all the way through, this stuff won't happen as much.

Thanks for the reply. I had an interesting meditation today where I felt like I was falling off my bed. After that I just went to sleep and wound up out of body anyway. I seen my cousin leaning on this sofa that was in front of a wooden railing. The wooden railing broke and the coach tipped over. I didn't see the rest of it though. After that it ended and I started to see my den. It was all purple though and could barley make out some of the furnishings. There was also a small thing of white light in the corner of the vision.

I had a crystal grid setup to bring someone in the astral world to me. Then last night someone attacked me out of body saying to leave her alone. These things where going threw me and they where slowing me down. I don't know what they where. I thought they where trying to get on me or something. After I woke up I destroyed the crystal grid and put the crystals away. Maybe I should just stick with lucid dreaming.  I had a very cool LD after that but I ended up getting excited by climbing up a wall and ruining it. I hate that. In the lucid dream I kept with the flow but I would ask girls to show me their tits and they would. When I became lucid I debated weather to do it or not. There was this kid in my class and he said he couldn't believe she did that. After that I asked every girl to do it lol. I didn't try to change the scene or anything. I just went with the flow and kept awareness that I was dreaming.

On Saturday I got a new crystal in the mail called Azeztulite. It really is remarkable and the energies from this stone are crazy. I had my doubts when purchasing the stone. It came with a certificate of authenticity. That night I put the crystal to the test and I had 7 or more lucid dreams. I never had so many. It was like every dream I had I was aware I was dreaming. I even had one dream where I was aware of my physical body in bed while in the dream state. This morning I found my self in an unusual place. It kind of looked like my house but it wasn't. There was a Buddha statue in the corner of the yard broken in half. I have no idea what that represents. Then there was a sign that had the word "Free" on it in one section. I walked down to this tree where red flowers where falling off it kind of like a Japanese sakura tree. There was these two men there that where making fun/ talking about siddhis. Which means a special power. Then they asked why haven't you been two school in the past 2 days? I said I've been trying to find my lifes purpose and maybe I'll find it in the next. Then I realized I had a female voice lol. After that the 2 guys asked if I wanted to come to the farm and work. The car that they drove looked like a old ford. There where 3 kids in the back seat. 2 boys and 1 girl. They looked about 5-6 years old. I remember the girl smiling at me for some reason. Then I turned away and thought about walking over to the buddha statue and reading what the rest of the sign said. Then it ended when I tried to do that.

Two days ago I bought a Azeztulight crystal from a shop online from: http://azeztulite.com/. I was having my doubts about it and thought I'd see if I can channel the beings myself and I did. Well at least I think I did lol. I did my normal meditation that I do to get out of body which ejects me out really fast. I have to say sexual energy is probably the quickest way get get out of body. After I turend over I asked to channel the Azez beings. Then I heard this puling noise like Riiiing, Riiing. Possibly vibrations of some sort. I kept going with it and then I seen a bunch of stars like I was falling into the sky. Then a being appeared. I don't know if it was a man or woman but the being was made of pure white light. It was really cool. They said where coming. Be prepared. Then after that I started falling again or traveling really fast. That's probably why I see a lot of darkness all the time. I seen some strange faces as well. One really vivid image of a monk with his balled head lol.

After that the head pulses started to get worse and worse so I decided to end it and ?wake up? When I woke up I seen a bunch of static electricity buzzing everywhere.

This morning I had a very cool experience. I don't know if this was real telepathy but before I experienced this I heard really beautiful music and two people where talking 2 me. One person said that I had to learn 1 thing per year to be a master. I couldn't see anything but my I could here them. All I seen was purple and weird electricity tentacles coming from my third eye. After that something interesting happened involving telepathy which sounds ridicules but I connect with my ex and I could really feel her. It was so freaky. I wasn't able to see anything but I could feel it.

If anyone knows about this path of the masters I am really interested in it. I don't know who these people are but every time they come to me really beautiful music plays.

Some past life's are not meant to be seen. Last night, I woke up screaming. You'll go to Hell if you commit suicide. I don't believe in Hell at all, because you make your own hell and your own heaven. I found my self own a slave trade ship back in the American Civil War. They had this one lady on her knees. I think she was my wife or something. She was of african american. I think I might have been to but I didn't get to see because there was no mirrors around. She had a knife in her right hand and the soldiers on the ship shot her once in the knee. Then she took the knife and put it to her throat and that's when I yelled that sentence I mentioned above. I heard myself say it aloud while I was projecting. She then cut her throat and after that I jumped off the ship into the ocean. I could feel the waves and myself tumble against the ship. Everything went black after that. 

Be careful exploring past life's. The feelings could come rushing back.

Why are you someone else when ever you look in a mirror via lucid dream or OBE? I had a lucid dream this morning and I looked into my mirror in the bathroom which seemed real as hell and I was a girl. And yes of course I checked myself out. I was of latin/americac descent and was around 5"1 or 5"3. I had long brown hair and was skinny. I even lifted up my shirt and my cup size was at least a b or c.  Everything always feels so real when you look in mirrors and things project back at you. I think mirrors might reveal past lives when you gaze into them. After that I opened my door and there was this girl in my room and I gave her a high five lol. Then I stepped out side and the scene changed to me being chased in the woods. I was with this guy who I trusted and he also got chased by another guy. The other guy had a golf club and stuck him in the head. There was another club next to me. It was old and rusted. It looks like he killed people here with golf clubs and burred the bodies in the woods around the vicinity.  After he hit the guy I picked up the rust club to defend myself and then he rushed toward me and then everything went black.

Note: I arrived to the scene by car in a old pickup truck.

Date: 11-17-14
How this lucid dream experience started: Woke up during REM and laid still.
Time: 5:30 am
Type: Sexual

Experience:

After laying still for about a minute or so I began to see things. I then fell asleep and realized I was dreaming. At the time I was aware of my physical body lying in bed and my dream body. I tried to make my physical body have an orgasm which seems impossible but it isn't. I tried many things: having intercourse, filling the room with love juice. Didn't work. Having intercourse with my ex-girl friend. Didn't work. I don't know why I wasn't able to do it? I now figured out how to control my dream characters by SHOUTING out loud commands. I used to say it all up in my head. But apparently you have to say it with your voice. When I first attempted this in another lucid dream I thought I was sleep talking because I had dual awareness in that exp. as well.   
 

This morning I had a wonderful experience. I literally met one of my dream characters in a lucid dream. I wasat standing on a corner of road next to a market watching this car go by. I then said to MYSELF tire pop now! Kinda evil I know. Then I wondered why that didn't work. Then after that I went around the corner and saw this girl walking with her mom. I said come her now but it didn't work. After that I said it aloud Come here now. Then she did. I then said What's your name? She said, Arcaya. I never heard that name before and I really liked it lol. Then I shook her hand and said nice to meet you. I then asked where do you come from? She said your mind and laughed. I said do you like it there? She said something about my mind being very musical. I like music a lot and play guitar and make my own techno music.

Thoughts on this guys? This was a wonderful experience. Plus if you know what Arcaya means please let me know. I tried to google it but it just came up with some a old spanish family name.

Last night around 1:37 I had a person from a dream tell me that I was going to have an OBE when the the light touched me. The light then hovered over me and I shoot up like I did in my very first OBE. When I soared to the sky, I heard a bunch of noises/vibrations. I could also see white light and darkness. I was kind of scared because I didn't want to project to a low level plain. These experiences that I have with the intense vibrations and the sound are the scariest ones because I become awake while upon hearing the noises. I got out before using the noises and vibrations but it's always in the real time zone. When I would successfully exit I just use all my will to push my consciousness out side my body and it works. I don't use any methods because they never worked for me.

It's just those sounds and vibrations it feels like my head is having a fit.

Turned over and found myself looking at earth from outer space. I couldn't see it really clear but there was this bright little light that was shinning. It looked like a warm whole or something. There was someone with me a girl who said she was going to show me around the universe. I don't know if I was asleep or in a meditative state. I then went through the tiny whole and then I saw a bunch of weird clouds. Like nebula clouds for example. I also seen asteroids floating around. Then a really weird spaceship. I could literally hear the person speak to me in my ear while in my physical body.