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I suspect I've been abused in my childhood, or then it is some implantation of negs. Anyway, now when I am an adult those things have come up again but they are targeted at OTHER youth. Been trying to get
away those perverted sick thoughts for sometime now with different
techniques but haven't really succeeded.

Then I read about the Core Image removal and just tried it out. A dramatic change happened and it reduced significantly. I forgot
about it and the perverted thoughts and compulsions grew in strength again.

Then yesterday I was furious and went into a deep trance with my Holy FlameThrower(tm) on my left arm and my fierce Blue Flaming Sword in my right hand and started digging through the images. This time I had really decided to give _NO_ pity to anything I found that I did not like.

I started with thinking about the pedophilic compulsion, made the image smaller and turned the image with my awareness hands. Had to put alot of effort into turning it and immediately when it was turned huge tentacles attacked me instantly. Sliced and burned 'em to hell. After that I followed the tentacle to its root and it lead me to another Image where I saw a huge black Spider. That I sliced with my Blue flaming sword and burned the remains.

After that I handled my 'f**k everything that moves' compulsion and did the same thing. Found again some blobs and tentacles and burned 'em all. At some time I found a weird alien that was oval in shape and had a mouth in it's middle. It didn't appear 'evil' or bad. It just was there, but the minute I decided to leave it alone it moved and entered my groins, that moment I felt a sting in my groins, I got furious and started burning my whole body by mere thought, inflicted some pain upon myself also.

Then I found some other tentacles that 'took away' my weapons so I had to summon up some fireballs and burn 'em with that. hehe. In the end I found a very dark demonic presence. It was transparent and I couldn't do anything about it. It just 'laughed' and I knew that the Spiders and blobs were just minor entities which are easilly removed but this one was totally different. This one is very powerful, cunning and intelligent. I have the feeling that this one has clinged on to me since my childhood. I really could not do anything to it at this time,
but that time will come yet.

Anyway the summasumarum of this all was that today I have had _NO_ compulsions or perverted sexual thoughts. A real 'miracle' cure []

I also noticed how this last entity alters my thoughts. It also puts its own thoughts in me. But these are more easy to identify because the 'source' of the thought feels different. Even though it always changes the feeling of its 'source'.

I noticed that the ones that are more difficult to notice are these kind of thought alterings/attachments.

For example:

This is my OWN thought:
"What a beautiful day! I will go to the beach and swim a little."

This is the modified thought:
"What a beautiful day! I will go to the beach, swim a little and try to score a girl for myself."

Another example:

Own thought:
"That person annoys me a little"

Modified thought:
"That person annoys me and it would be right to bitchslap him!"

I will continue to write about it as I advance in this. [^]

Why are they even 'building' up a 10-11 dimensional theory of 'everything'. Are they too stupid to see the real facts of reality???

Spatial 4D can still be imagined by some very very few persons in
this world. 5Th and above I would say is pretty impossible for
us who live in this 3D world.

So how in the hell do you build a 10-11 dimensional theory of everything when you can only grasp 4D and very few shadows of the 5Th?
Of course it is all mathematically possible to calculate with N-dimensions but the problem starts when you try to put them into a framework of this reality.

Another of the most stupidest things the scientists has said is that
the extra dimensions are CURLED UP in smaller places than the atoms.
WHAT UTTER PURE BULLS**T. Their only speculation is that this is why we don't see them. Which is also a wrong speculation.

Imagine being a 2D guy in Flatland(we all know this story right? ).
Anyway let us take this a bit further. Imagine our world being on
a regular chain of circles. Then we take our chain and bend it into 3D space like a sheet of paper just bent in half. Now we can start to
do anything with the chain in our 3D world and _NOTHING_ will go through the 2D guys Flatland world. Everything will be completely normal for him even if we make knots of the chain or tinkle on it.

Now let us take this one step further. We are in this 3D world which
is a building block for the 4D world and is just as solid in the 4D object as the chain. So we can make changes in 4D world and make things rotate and maybe flip the places of 2x 3D worlds and we still do not notice a difference.

Though now an alarm bell sounds in my head, because something tells me that in the higher dimensions (5th and above) there are impossible intersections.

Once I start getting heavy and feeling vibrations I usually get the feeling that I am not breathing or that I am suffocating.
Or then I start double-breathing (I breath normally but then I
consciously interrupt that breathing and start breathing with force).

Of course the result of this is that the vibrations vanish and projection fails...

Got any suggestions on how to tamper this problem?

Anyone got a suggestion what it is when I almost always when I try to OBE get a loud snapping noise in my room. Kind of sounds a bit like a table that would croak.

Usually when in a deeper state I get wild strobo flashes from these sounds and sometimes even get a bit startled by them.

The oddest thing is that they very rearly appear if I am NOT trying to OBE And I'm not the only one that hears them, if there is someone there, he/she can hear them too... For example my  girlfriend got herself very startled when she tried to sleep beside me when I tried to project

Suggestions?

Hmm, I'm wondering what they are because I am feeling
them all the time I am awake.

Also I can feel them almost instantly when I close my eyes and or go and lie down. Is it the etheric body I feel or?

The vibrations are not so heavy, they are very subtle.

Anyone else got this?

I noticed that I've noticed this ability to raise my energy
at any time. It is a bit hard to explain but it gives me goosebumps everytime I start doing it.

It feels like my body would expand about 2-3cm outward from every direction, the strongest feelings are in the legs and the hands. If I try too hard I usually get a small brief headache. It is a bit like you would notice all the electrical places in your body at the same time and start raising the electricity in it. If anyone has seen the comic Dragonball-Z it feels a bit like they do =)

It feels almost exactly the same as in some dreams I saw as a child where I noticed that I could teleport to places and manipulate objects(telekinesis) and fly with it. Everytime I did it, it had the same feeling.

My question about this is: Can it be used for healing/something other useful?

Also if this has got any definition it would be nice to read more about it.

Actually hypnosis has nothing to do with deep relaxation.
But deep relaxation is a way to get access easier to the
subconsciousness. []

Any guru can tell you that the brow centre is related
to the pituitary gland and that the crown centre is related
to the pineal gland.

Not everyone gets fried by lightning []
Try next time in a deep meditation to project yourself into a
thunderstorm, after that see yourself being hit by lightning,
all that energy going through you.

For me it made goosebumps all over my body and energized me
a LOT. []

I believe in reincarnation but I'm pretty sure it is more optional
than mandatory. Besides some NDEs have told that they have
been welcomed there almost as heroes and Great Adventurers just
because they have lived here. [|)]

Edit note:

When you die you'll have your ego remove which means that you will
not be you but you will still be you. Since you are not you, many
of the earthly assumptions and structures are trashed. (Just look
into your subconscious to see how many PURE junk behavior programs
there are). [)]

Yes I get a lot of flashbacks during the day. Sometimes
I remember a large piece of that dream because of that
flashback. The flashbacks are more intensified during meditation.

Use a source to draw energy upon.

The Sun, The Moon or the plastic mug for example

Here's some great ones []

Aphex Twin
Autechre - Heliosphan
Biosphere
Blamstrain
Brothom States
Shpongle
Sasha - Airdrawndagger <-- awesome album!!
Leftfield
Dj Krush
Aztech
The Brotherhood - Elementalz <-- Best hiphop album ever made,
unsanely divine shamanistic africanistic lyrics [:O][:O][:O]
Sigur Ros
Telefon Tel Aviv
Massive Attack

Astrix
Akanoid
Chi a.d.
Electric Universe
Infected Mushroom
X-dream

...and the list goes on and on []

Electronic, Psy, Goa, Chillout, nu-metal etc. etc. whatever that sounds good goes []

Nope, but it can prove as one way to get proof of
that something else exists than this world.

The negativity gets removed when they are used therapeutically []
Though in some cases they are a key to release subconscious locks.

The easiest way is to just DO IT!
Get a friend with whom you can practice and then just start
practicing. It doesn't matter where on earth he is but
it is prolly very important to know the 'atmosphere' of that
person.

We've done so that the other projects a shape with some color
and the other one reads that shape and color. After a while
we change the other way.

Coben I advice you balance your crown energy centre.
Because when it is unbalanced it gives EXACTLY the kind of thoughts
you have written in your post. Spiritually arrogant, yes I've
been there myself and everynow and then I slip there []

But the truth is that we are all equally valued since every
human soul has a unique gem inside it that no one else has.
I were very arrogant a long time and then I were at a chakra workshop
where they told about the energy centres and how they affect our
thoughts. When I've read about it I thought it was just pure bovine excrement,
but when the lecturer spoke from his own experience it all opened
up.

So I stimulated my crown centre, BANG, all my arrogant thoughts
disappeared [:O] Try it out []

It is called bindu visarga or something like that.
Supposedly it is the place for the nectar of life, when
you activate this you don't need to intake food etc.

You should find more information on google about it.

I very much doubt that they will make permanent damage
to OBE. As Rastus said it is probably that you never learn
to OBE.

Thank you for your input. Guess this will
be a long and rocky road [:O]

quote:Originally posted by Moonburn33

i will do it for free if you pledge to do 10 hours of community service.

What if that is my everyday work? []

Try hypnosis, it helps VERY much.

Yes this is possible. Has happened to me and my partner,
though we were not in the astral but in our bodies.

Though I suspect we might be very much the same being anyways
so that could be the reason.

While being a single unit you still have 2 consciousness points.
Hard to explain anything about it in words.

It definately worked to raise my vibration. What I really
did to go into the astral while being in your own body.
I went to higher places and it really isolated me from the rest
of the people. It made me feel 'separate' from them and no
negativity came to me.

What I also noticed was that whenever a low-energy (negative)
thought popped into my mind and my frequency got lowered.

Thank you all, you have been very helpful []

Logic, you look like the kind of guy that would
be a very close friend to me []
Sloppy, intelligent and explorative...
Prolly got a lot of good music for me too [|)]

Because this thread got so boring I'll spam it with yet
another pic []

It's not edited at all, it's just a picture of my natural
enviroment [}:)]

I would recommend Quantum Psychology by Robert Anton Wilson
VERY strongly. One of the best books I've ever read []
It's informative and he has got a good sense of humour also.
Look it up and check the reviews!