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Are those spirits malicious at all? Earth-bound ones generally are.

In this case no.  We are all teachers and we are all students, whether we are spirits having a physical experience or not.  Initially, I felt that I was teaching them, as I go inside myself to learn, and I was never told who they are or what their purpose was.  Although still curious (and after displaying a tremendously arrogant, disrespectful and obnoxious attitude to them) I still don't know much about them.  I came to realize that I was not "surprising" them at all--the pics I took were entirely within their power to offer, not mine to take.  Fear can be either rational or irrational, and I have learned great lessons.  We view our problems from their symptoms, and whatever route we take will arrive at the same conclusion.  A simple example--say we have a substance abuse "problem".  Follow that to a fear of our emotions, learning the balance in controlling them with our intellect and using the substance to block the emotions out.  What is the lesson?  The drugs are a sympton, the fear is a symptom, the lesson is gaining control of yourself.  If you do not have this, you have nothing.  Balance in these polarity realms is the most important of all lessons.  Belief is a distraction--you can believe whatever you wish, but that doesn't make it so.  Experience is all that matters, it is the teacher.  To make a long story short, my experience with these spirits has been positive--I see it on the face of my grandson and son, I hear it in their laughs.  When I pushed it too far with the pics, these spirits could have done great damage, it is within their power--instead I received gentle, almost comical nudges to back off.  So I follow my experience.....

My wife lived in the Netherlands for about ten years, and she recalls that while she was looking for a place to live, there was one that beautiful but she felt such a strong presence of evil that she would not even enter it completely.  We have never felt like that here, even when the accompanying phenomena increased which I felt was due to my excessive picture taking, there has always been a feeling of peace and warmth here.  We felt welcome from the first day we saw the house and still do.  , It is almost as though they are like an extended family. It may be because of our open attitude, the fact that we realize all of us are spirits, the difference being that we are having a physical experience.  I don't know how many of them are here, but one of my pics showed at least fifty orbs on the walls, and  we don't know who they are but  we have heard the voices of two women taking on the monitor I have set up in my son's apartment (it's a very large house).  They were not speaking loud enough to hear what they were saying, but the voices were unmistakeable.  My daughter was in the kitchen one day and my grandson was in a bassinet in the living room.  There are smalll stained glass doors for passing meals  through and it is easy to hear everything in the living room.  My daughter heard a woman's voice which stated something like "look at the baby" and ran around into the living room.  The bassinet was rocking!  Although I certainly can't say anything for sure, they seem as if they were kind and decent people-that's just my  subjective opinion based on my own observation.  That is the impression I have of them and nothing has happened to change my mind about it.  Even when the phenomena increased, it was more  of a harmless, noise making variety--to me it seemed like a gentle message to back off and show some respect, which I did.

The camera is a Sony Cybershot, 3.2 Mega-Pixels.  The records regarding the house were destroyed in a fire during the '80s in the county.  I did further research at the library however.  Another home existed here in the 19th century owned by a prominent family with the surname Islas.  It was torn down at some time and another small building built by an elderly physician named Leland Evans, and when he retired his practice and the remainder of the house was built by a physician from Czechoslovakia name Natalia Ausky.  I suspect that the fireplace was built by the Auskys as well, although there is no way of confirming this.  There are stories that all of these homes were built over native american burial grounds and/or the burial sites of settlers who were killed by the native americans who lived in this valley for many years.  My children's ancestry on their mother's side is from these same people, a little-known tribe called the Piro-Manso-Tiwa.  My son appears to have the ability to see and hear them, something I noticed years ago but as an extremely close-minded skeptic attributed to hallucinations.  When my stepfather died in 2001, there was a problem with the trustee who made a failed attempt at stealing the money.  She had cleaned out everything in my parents home regarding financial records, but had overlooked on very important book of statements.  When we pulled that book out of the drawer, a framed drawing of my stepdad that had been on the wall for about seven years "popped" right off of the wall at exactly the same time.  My son, who is autistic, was looking in a direction that appeared to have nothing but he started laughing and backing up--exactly the way he reacted around my stepdad.  He is echolalic, which means that he repeats what he hears, and in this house he laughs and says things that we have never heard him say, followed by ok? ok!  My grandson, who is nine months old apparently sees them too, as he looks in a direction that there appears to be nothing and laughs and smiles.  My dog constantly is looking all around-one minute he's lying there and the next he's up and looking everywhere.  He seems to be the most mystified by the whole thing--he doesn't bark, but it seems as if he can tell the difference between solid "people" and corporeal spirits. I took one of the pictures when he was looking up in the air at something and sure enough it was there.  I sincerely wish I could provide an answer to the origin of them--I don't even know if they stay here, or come and go.  The picture I took in my room of the two on the couch with the solid orbs was taken during the daytime.  The only way I see to find answers would be to astrally project, something I'm not capable of yet.  Beyond seeing a mist so dense (like an extreme fog) at night in the living room (you can't even see the corners of the room in low light levels) and catching a rare glimpse from the corner of my eye I am incapable of seeing or hearing them.  They have on several occasions called out my wife and daughter's name.  This did not bother my wife at all-she's from the UK and has worked in hospice for many years, but spooked the hell out of my daughter who, I think, has watched waay to many "scary" movies.  Explaining to her that they have never done anything scarier than pushing on my wife's back when she was laying on the couch, have never broken anything, and have quite obviously entertained her son to the point that he was giggling have done nothing to sway her opinion.  When she spends the night she insists on having the company of my stepdaughter, who is only 10 and has absolutely no fear whatsoever of the spirits (however when she was younger she always pointed at what she called her "angel", and I have a picture of something hovering above her at that age.  In the second "vortex" picture, she is asleep on the couch and the vortex is right above her.  Still a complete mystery to me.

She's always had those eyes, her brother too.  I was a single dad for many  years, and probably not strict enough about her watching scary movies (not slasher ones!).  She is amazingly open minded about most things, and her capacity for critical thought is excellent.  In this particular area however, she tends to get really "spooked".

There are two reasons why taking spirit's pictures may bother them.  I believe that you can only take their pictures if they allow you to.  Beings that can travel at the speed of thought and pass through walls can hide very easily.  First of all, most spirit activity occurs at night in the dark for some reason, or at least seems to.  They many not like the light in this realm.  A far more accurate answer in my opinion is that--we are all spirits, the only difference being that we are having a physical, 3rd density experience and they are not.  I believe that they retain the same qualities they had while they were in 3rd density bodies.  If we lived in the same house and I was chasing after you with a camera taking your picture all the time, you might tend to get angry.  I sense there was a purpose in allowing this, but now that the purpose has been fulfilled (which I assume was to assist me in completing my passage out of the extreme close-minded skepticism for so many years, these pictures wiping out the last percentage of that), it is pointless for me to continue and I may simply be irritating them when I should be very grateful).  My curiousity is not more important than their right to privacy, and since we seem to exist in the same space but not the same realm it should be a two-way street.   The increase in accompanying phenomena when I felt like I was "pushing" it too much subsided when I stopped taking the pics.  If you attempt to view it as more of a family issue, it makes more sense.

later page

I decided to relocate the shadow ghost series to be more inclusive.  They are on a later page in the form of a photo essay of sorts.

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We have all noticed here that not only are they non-malicious (there is an extreme feeling of peace in this house) my dog sees them and his ears stay in the relaxed, friendly position, my grandsons sees them and he laughs and smiles, and my autistic son, who I've known for some time is capable of seeing spirits, reacts with laughter, and since he is echolalic he is saying thing which he has not heard from any of us.  I reached a conclusion awhile back that they are more like family than anything else, and I am happy they are here.  I don't have the ability to see or hear them, but I got a strong feeling that the camera was annoying them which is why I stopped taking pictures.  So although we exist in separate realms, we recognize that we are all spirits, us having a physical experience.  I believe some of the pictures are of astral wildlife, but only because they are so unlike the others and because of some articles I read.

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I've received some photos from you. I was able to open only three of them, and there are rapidly moving lights in all of them. If you didn't seen those things when taking a photo, then metaphysical presence in your house must be really high. Normally it should manifest only in the form of barely visible orbs. Maybe this house was used for some kind of magick? Links that you've posted don't work, could you PM me with fireplace photos?
Have you had any strange dreams when sleeping in this house? You could also try to OOBE and look how does the house look in astral.

The fireplace was constructed by a physician from Czechoslovakia and her husband.   The only dreams we've had concernng the house was a common one that my wife and I had.  W didn't realize it until we started to talk about dreams we had just as many people do, and were shocked that we had such an exact duplicate  This house if very large, and we dreamed that we came upon a basement and entered it, but after leaving it could not find it again.  Upon further research, we learned that there was indeed a basement there at one time, but it was filled in (they are unusual for New Mexico anyway).