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ive been listening to hemi sync on youtube and i dint sleep for 27 hours i took 6 hour sleep then in the evning i wanted to take nap see if i can get vibrations induced so i think it was still 5 pm on clock when i look so i just try to fall a sleep felt tired and my AC  now keeps kicking my breaker i usely sleep with light on but during day i cut off so i fall a sleep its been awahile since i had any vibrations so i start having vibrations
i wanted make em stronger and i did i wanted leave my body and i like get up look in my room oh my breaker kicked again i just walked to kitchen tried turn the breaker on i think i still heard my ac runing i walked back to my room im like thats odd my room still dark i turn the light on look at light odd its not brigt enough
then realise that im still in bed so im like ok il go to kitched i walked to kitchen door was open its was sunny i just walk outside and think of flying i fly in the sky stay in there for little while and i was back in my room im like oh its over so i turn on my back in bed open my eyes i still feel vibration odd then got up
walked again to kitched outside this time it was dark like night i walk around look in sky seen starts i person and little girl in dress i try to talk to them and tehy act like they not see me then i was back in my room again i tought i was talking on game cause i saw my mic icon before that i wanted to see my friend from game catgaro and i did see him but like on pc i was sitting on chair talking to him i asked u are here and he like what you talking about u come here all the time then i woke this all took like one hour sorry im not english speaking person






 

Hello i was a child i was terrified of darkness i guess all children do my English is not very good
i started to get repressed memories back when i was a little boy i decide to fight my fear of darkness
so i went in basement it was pitch black darkness i sit there i would just stare in darkness
so darkness felt familiar i was not as scared i guess i kind explore my body with my mind like focus on different
part of my body some times later idk how long i found my self floating by my body and for some reason i had this idea to stop my heart with my hands and i did it stopped i panicked and i try to get my heart beat again
then out of curiosity i would repeat it over and over till i head loud man voice
he said something like why did you summon me mortal i dont remember more conversation but i think it was death
meaby i just breath to much gas and hallucinate it


 
 

it happend in Ukraine long time ago me and my friend was lured in apartment he was killed i was rescued but he was able to choke me before they could save me
i rember i flew over top off the budling i could fly i saw my dad he was asking some body have they see me i think about my best freinds what he was doing
he was doing his homework i rememebr watching my dad run towards the ambulance i remember getting zapped with defribilators and i wake up he shine light in my eyes
he smile he said you climbed out 

my English is bad

so some thing happened that this kid committed suicide right in front of me he jumped he told me he will never forgive me I was like 7 or 8yo so I run to my 13 floor apartment in Kiev Ukraine i try to drink poisen dint kill me so i run to the door were firesteps are and balcony I run screaming
i dint want to live my dad was just coming home he chase me he was able to grab my hand i hang on the edge of balcony but my hand slip out of my dad hand I was falling some body catch me and they lower me till some body was able to pull me in but he was screaming at me and
shaking me in hands but I pulled my self out and land in metal trash catcher took me awhile to remember why I was inside and i jump to the ground it was maybe about little        below 2th floor

then strange stuff I remember I was in hospital in ICU  there was people around me but then they just was gone I was left in darkness I knew I was alone then I remember  there was light above me it was dark around but light above me and then i rember strange memories I maybe I was outside
there was people around me I don't remember much conversations but I'm remembering they point in the sky they told me god will appear in the sky and I look I don't   remember  much but i do remember  they told me some body wants to see you ad there was a boy and hug him and ask him to forgive me he hug me and he told me I already forgive you then i think he or some body said i cant stay here but they told me he will be waiting for me. I remember  this memory i was inside me apartment i was looking for my dad some time he smokes in bathroom i open the door
but i dint see my dad i saw a person he was sitting there and for some reason i  think he was a god or i knew he was a GOD so i just give him a hug and i rember as soon as hug him i rember every become bright a bright light cover me felt so amazing i felt energry get inside me it feel like is going
tear my chest but dint hurt it felt amazing was i dead for short time idk or my soul left my body

so yasterday i was just having normal day i was wide a wake and 1 time i felt weird i had  strange feeling
for short few seconds or 1 second i felt like my physical amr was down but i kind of felt like my none physysical arm was up

i had anther experience this time i have been noticing lately that i dreaming more often then normal this time i realise i was dreaming i felt vibrations and i try to stay calm i rember sometimes u had to fight to try leave your body but this time was more easy i just imagine me getting up from my bed and i felt i was yank backwards
everything was dark hard to i try look at my body  but i could not see it so i wake up and open my eyes my eyes was opeen and i felt a line of vibration going trough my chest kind of same u feel right before big vibrations comes over

i had 2th day in the row vibrations i had difficult time falling a sleep a soon as a fall a sleep i felt vibrations and it was scary again 3 or times i had vibrations and on 2th i feel like some body choking me
so i stoped and my heart was pounding when i got up  but before all day i think i will have the vibration trough the day and i did

sorry my English is not very good
i took sleeping medication trazadone to help me sleep
i went to bed about 12:18 and i was falling a sleep
then at some point meaby had dream or something
i had white light in front off my eye sight
and some how i realized i was dreaming
then after thinking i was dreaming i told to my self i want to have out of body experience
then i start feeling vibrations after vibration stoped i feel some body grab from behind i got very scared   
i got very scared  and try to wake up feeling of some body holding my back go away i guess i was still a sleep
and then another vibrations started and same thing happened 2th time i feel like female person is grabing by my back i got scared again
then i feel vibration 3rd time this time some thing grabbed me again and said ( i got you) i got scared again i try to wake up
And 4th time vibration start p pray to the god to protect me and i was reading the little prayer in my mind i got feel less scared and vibration happend again
this time there was no body there i got up from my bed i go to the my door it was my room and i try go trough the door u bump in teh door i could not go trough it
so open door physicaly and walk in the living room and kitchen i saw my stepdad he told me he go go somewere and he run outside to the truck and look he cant run cause he got COPD
and i went back to my room i try to turn on my computer i turn the screen on but i can baerly seen the screen cause it feel like my eyes was closed but i could make it a little i was trying play world of warcraft lol
it was like a long dream i vist some palces like weird places meet people talk to them just random stuff i cant rember what they talk about it
after lil while i woke up look at my computer screen and it was saying like 2:02 am
all this long dream i tough i sleep like for hours and hours

my mom was born in USSR in 1962 so around age 12 she got some kind of food poisen so collapsed on the ground and pass out
she then told me that she saw her own body laying on the group her my and dad and 4 of her brother screaming in panic for my mom to wake up she saw it from above the ground
she then see and tunel and the light im not sure what happend next eather she wake up or she flow to her body she never told her mom and dad or her brothers about it

My English is not very good i do not have proper grammar
so i go to sleep about 2 am next thing i remember see my body in my room iit look very werid like it was compressed and i felt strange sensation in my chest is kind of simular what i have when i lay down is like im going explode from inside and it feel very werd so i have to move my boyd around for it to go away this stuff happen on and off trough my whole life  whne i try to laydown
so this next experience i had today i was laying on my side in my room  i open my eyes see part of my bed the clock and close my eyes then it got weird i was able to turn my head around i look at the door of my room and i saw it open and black figure open my door walked inside and i got scared i was praying to my self  to god i was scared and i try to wake up i knew i was dreaming i open my eyes again i want to get up to  turn the light on but dint feel like getting up so i close my eyes again
and i was able to look at the door again i hear voice i was able turn my head to look at my door i felt like some body touching me then i open eyes again i saw my bed my cock again and this time i was to get up and turn the light on
night before i was falling a sleep and i realize was in dream or that i was dreaming and itodl my self i wanted for my soul to leave my body and i felt vebration but i felt my head was close to rails of my bed and i felt it was hitting the bed and it was r noise
so i was able to travel around the house  i go to kitchen i was my stepdad in the kitchen light was on and i go back to my room and wake up and i dint check if my stepdad was in kitchen i just go back to sleep

my English is bad so i was just taking a nap  about 6pm i feel a  sleep and at one point i woke up and decide to just sleep some more
and i start feeling little weird i knew i was a about to have vibration so it's start at my chest pulling feeling  and vibration come over at me
all the sudden i start to hear noises like i was at playing  ground was high pitch ikd like a girl screaming
and there was body sitting beside me and patting my back as i was trying get out f my body and so i just start to dream and it was it
i dream about my bed it was empty i moved the pillows and i cant rember anythign else

i found this Channel on youtube simular to robert monroe Binural beats https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC95DQJkYyyKpehkDCAWIDTA check it  out

well i took a nap and as few times before i reliase i was sleeping on my couch
and few sec later i start having vebrations so i start thinking like i was falling for sec when i start falling i think i was fabric of my couch
and then it's was like i was falling down trough top of some kinds of building's and then i end i start walking around it's was really dark
and  so i decide so i start rubing my hands and blowing air in on them i felt like i was rubing a hand  and i see my hands n front of my face
then i think of place were i used to live and try to go there i it felt scenery was warping
and i wake up was at lucid dream

my english not good
so i was taking afternoon nap on my couch i feel a sleep on and off i look up at a clock it was 7:24 so i just laid on my back i usely sleep on my side
so i feel in sleep start to have prety vivid dream then i woke i think i open my eyes i knew i was laying on my couch and i just close em
i waited if felt my heart beat and every once and while when my heart beat i felt short like electic shock i was starting drifting in dream again
cause i saw pieces of paper on me chest i was kind of looking at while laying down and looking down on my chest and then i felt strong vabrations
i hear like metal vabration sound but i felt like  was gasping for air so i got scared and wake up i look at my clock it was 7:44

hello ive started to notice this it happends often but no all time meaby 80%
i would get up at 6 am il do some work around the house etc and decide to take a nap
then il lay down listen to brainwave application  astral projection stuff hemi-sync
then i listen for few min  and i go take a nap and think about astral projection
i did this 2 days in the row first day il lay down after listing to hemi-sync and just like i want go to sleep
then i fell a sleep and i start to dream normaly i dont see any dreams or rember them but i start having a dream
and i relise that i was a sleep  and i told my self i taht im dreaming and i want to have out of body expiriance
i would feel vabrations  and i would see strange symbols like text scrloing trught my eyes then i just fal a sleep again
and 2th day i was sleeping tkaing a nap and again i realise that im dreaming i told my self that i want to have out of body expiriance
and i have to strange sinsation taht like energy rushing trough my body kind of like vibration then it's last only for few sec
and i woud loose it
i was semi awake
i knw taht i was laying down
and i keep counting to tree and say on number 3 i would fee vabration and i did for short time im trying ehhe but dint have good obe yet
befire i get feeling of wen i was having vabration like something pulled me in the air i flew hit a wall and wake up but every thing was kind of grey purple coller

 Hello im starting to practice my Astral projection im using the hemi-sync thingy android app well i think it works my Eng sucks
well so i decied to practice my astral projection well in this episode i laydown and close my eyes i start my app on my phone
then i just relax listing to the sound
well nothing for lil bit then i felt like i was getting heavy my body was lil buzy im not 100 % relaxed cause i feel my mouth getting dry
it was realy weird like your body wana raise up and it's want to move and then i felt like my hand and my arm got twisted like they 80 degres got turned
so i i keep laying and i felt like i was sufcating my heartbat was racing for 1 min  and i start feeling some kind of vebration in my eyes
and then i some for short time i felt like my body was weird it was spining  and all kinds of directions  then i saw picture in my head
so i wanted to look closer and i felt like i my head was saying down towards it and back it's weird

 Hello my name is Sasha, I'm 26yo old male English is my Native Language
Well i had something like vibration  so i had em before quite of few times
but im still not sure what it is meaby  im just having health problems and it's not normal well i went to sleep i was up for long time dint sleep much meaby5 ot 6 hours that day
so i feel a sleep and some time during that time i start feeling vibrations  i had em before and it's was still like dreamy  so i felt it very intensive so i i start im start imaging that im falling trough the my bad i feel like like something was pussing me and then pulling me and i start hearing the voice and like i felt some kind of presence and i hear voice like a human voice of but could not made it out so i got so i got scared  and fear and the crazy thing soem times i felt like my body was hard like a rock  and  i tried to stop vibration cause i  i was in fear if i go out of my body il get possed by something that was beside me so i made my vabration stop  and tnen i guess i jsut think i just go back to sleep and vibrations would come back aagain  and next thing i  was able to open my eyes i watched the wall  and part of my bed my eyes were wide open i dont sleep in dark room i always have light on dim light like desk lamp so i have my eyes open  and i still have this strong vabrations and amazing i have my eyes open  and funny thing thne few sec later my eye leads starts trying to shot em close
all i see is cenemiter by cenimeter my eye leads getting lower and lower i open em again and keep trying to close it
and i have feeling like im sleeping but im mentaly awake then i just force my self to get up and vibration stoped meaby i had sleep paralasyis

MY ENGLISH SUCKS


Hello i went to sleep  and after good while after i fall a sleep something happened kind of like alot of energy tingle my body  i thought it was vibrations i felt it before  some times when it happens  i tell my self i want to have out of body experience and i want to fall trough my bed 3 times it worked i felt my self getting lifted in the air but it was realy short
but this kind tingle sensation kind of same last nite i start having tingle sensation i tried everything rolling of my bed but all it did i was spining on my bed and i felt like i was was getting pulled back a little but then moved back in position
then i just end up opening my eyes and i seen my lcd monitor was on and again i start feeling vibrations or tingle then i rember that u can try exit trough your head so i tired i felt my self getting smaller and i was in my head but i could move any more and i wake up and give and vent back to sleep but i post every time staff like this happends to me

Well today i took a nap what i was doing  is just try go to sleep but not for long i keep waking my self cause i want to see my favorite show so i keep looking at the clock and go back to sleep meaby every 5 min or 10 but some times when i wake i could feel my body is strange i knew i was awake and i think about astral projection bam il get vabrations  and i try exit technque
and i feelt strong vabrations and i felt i was pulled back but it kind of hurt verry unpleant feeling so that make me zap back to my body
and then it kind of felt like my body was hard as rock  and  could not move so i told my self again i want astral projection and again the vabrations started and i felt pulling my self back
but then it's got all weird i was in some place i guess i had wet dream

Hello if felt em 4 tiems alredy  ok but i only get em after i fall a sleep some times  now all the tiems i get em  from when im a lseep and have a dream
so today i had vabrations with in one hour and half when i  go to sleep i start idk cant recal if i was having a dream  so i starting having a vibration first they are usely mild in the begining
but i tell my slef i want em to be stronger and they will get intense so then i tell my self i want to fall trough my bed and  i had 5 vabatrin recetly 4/5 i felt like i was pulled in air
and i float up the celling and then back to my body and again vabrations and again flaot up and back to my body and then i got in t he dream
other times ive hit the wall and see part of the atic but most of time it's never clear all kind of bluish collor and kind of black and white meaby it's all in my head but 4/5 times i had vabration i felt like somting was pulling me up

Well yastday i took a nap and i had a dream and i release that i was dreaming  and there it is i feel vabrations i was laying on my stomach and i start having vabrations  and i told my self i want my sould to fall trough the bed and sure well it it  fall trough the bed i felt somthing pulling me in the air going up feel like ive been lifted first obe i was in my hosue i was scared open my eyes but i knew were i was i was in my room it was dark but then i start warping around places lst thing i rember seeing was counstructionb site and some guy working

2th obe i think day 2 i was dreaming and again i release i was dreaming sure enough i start having first mild vebrations and same thing i was liften in air and flew to my dorr hiting the the door and the wall seeeing part of atic and wake up  when i woke i felt my whole body was numb and tingly

well today i stay up all night i dint have much sleep and i start having a dream omg im so excited i went to sleep about little bit before 8 am meaby like 7.45 but now it's 8:48 it was short
realy short i cant still feel litle vabrations in my stomach i felt it before but this time was realy difrent
ok
so ive been practicing ap relax  etc and vbefore i go to sleep i di breathing exersize sorry english so today after little ap with i said i need get some sleep i lay down i usely sleep on my stomach and i start having a dream something iwas boy in school i cant recal much of it but i wake up a little and images come in my head part pf same dream i see like school year book
and then i told my self im dreaming i want to have obe and bam i start to get the vabration mild one and then i got intense and new sign a freaking lod cricket sound and ive in my mind told my self i want go trough like fall trough my bed  but i felt difrtent
instead of going down i felt like i was rubber i start feeling somthing was pulling me up and up and then suddley i feel like im freee and my i guess astrall body go to my wall and get in normal possition but then i i felt moved out of room i was scared to open my eyes and i got fear when i had vabration so i just told my self everything would be fine and then ive managed open my eyes it was still un clear images but it was sure not dream  but every thing was warping last thing i rember see some guy on costrucction site  wearing what ya call the helmet so brick dont hurt his head and green pick up dodge and green helmet on his head and then idk how it fell i felt like i was back to my body

lately ive been try to project all of it i dint have any sucess i tried idoser bwgen well my first Hemi-sync was the Robert Monroe  hemi-sync Gateway expiriance
ive listen it for a while i keep listeing first few mp3  trying fallow the directions of course i started felling very difrent when listening the tapes  and it's was cool
so after listening few mp3 the begining ones some times i just try to relax with out tapes and time to time ive will seee images pop in my head well i was thinking of my work what i did
some times ive seen some like picture like images float in front my eyes  and some tiems i will seee when i get those paterns of greeen yellow blue ligts in the darkness of my eyes
they will move like some kind of fluid.
Sorry my english is bad but im going to ged classes to learn how to wright properly and i try to post everything i get unsuale
so today i woke from phone call and spent like one hour just watch some tv and i decide just go back and take more sleep i was thinking about OBE  like after start liseting Robert monroe
ive start notice lets say not all the time but more often when i wake early  and just do some work and like at afternoon il take a nap during the nap il get vabrations most of the time is random but some times i can tell im dreaming and i told my self this is a dream and i want to obe  and i would fell start from the chest il get feeling of vabration and i kind get my awake in my mind il try get up and it's hard
and i go back to today sorry so i went take a nap some idk with point some thing crazy happend all teh sudeen i start floating towars my computer and then i thik to my self im having an obe so i start floating to the  kitchen  were we go door i got the door and i just tried go trough the door and it was solid and i tried turning the door knob it's seems was locked and i turn the lock on it and it open ive seen some sky i spet outisde the house and i think in my mind i want to see my sister with is far away. and bam i was back in my room i tought i wake up
and well i was like darn i just woke up  so i sit infront of my computer it had webpage open so i google some thing  and bam it's was a dream  so i had soem dream after that and i woke up
but on the way to kitchen i flet like my body was swaying side to side was it dream or partial obe

well there is one i fell a sleep i had dream so i relasie that was a dream and i felt vebrations some times i be able to get out and some times i just go back to the dream when they over
but they so strong some times i try calm them down fels like my chest about explode but some times when i wake up i could have fast heart beat
so obe i think  i get out of my body it was short and kind of feelt like a dream and i fly to the door my door in my room locked all the time so i try go past a door i hit it and it was solid i use hand try to turn the door knob and then i get in dream again
onther obe this one is more vivid i think it's obe i felt vabration in dream and i told my self i want to have an obe  and i was able to sit up but i felt realy heavy  weight so grab my bed and just start to drag my self with my hands but funy i dint see any hands and all the sudden i felt like my body snaped in half i was able to stand up
i look in my bed i dint see my body and i had botte with some water in it and i knock it over and spill some water and i pick it up and palce back on table
and i could feel the bottle in my hands i was able to squise it hehe and then i lay down on the bed and stand up real quikc again but the spot was dry were water was spilled was it just in my head and i just laydown i felt a sleep again and wather dried up or can soul move staff