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#1
so i keep doing the mind awake body asleep method i mentioned in a few post a while back... i get buzzes.. vibrations and i get just black... and then i wake up in the morning i don't think that i am just falling asleep not then at least it just a blip of somthing and im really tired when i wake up. i keep preying and telling myself to remember but to no avail but i am pretty sure i am doing it .. just that feeling you know that i know i did more than sleep...
i dont know what to do i think i am finally just going to start trying during the day maybe then it will be more easier ... but so many distractions .. could i be projecting?
#2
i got a test and no preggers for me .. wooooooo thank god
#3
well my period are helter skelter and it's been a few months since ive seen one but my mom has been asking me constantly if i am preg she says i have a belly on me and im like thanks mom thanks!!!!!but i wasnt worried about being preg at all until the dream now it is bugging the crap out of me even my husband is saying i look preggers !!!!!!!!!! i better not be lol
#4
That is freaky once i had an online friend who i claimed to be an astral projector and that he can see and do things that most people cannot ... he claimed that he had been all my sexual partners and knew things about myself that only a lover could know for example the way i move and that i have a mole on my thigh which isnt something i tell many people told me how i kiss men on the neck and that i love to nibble ears and even told me the things that i have done with my other partners who and wear and what the places looked like .. Now i think how would anyone have any way of knowing theese things about differnt people .. it affected me so much that i stopped talking to him ..
#5
i still need some help i hope someone looks at this and helps me i mean it isnt making sense to me but it tells me that it was important i mean why else would i be so worried about it? my subconscious is trying to reveal something to me .. or maybe even my gramma
#6
I am putting this into this section becuase i was really close to projection last night ... however i fell asleep and i had the oddest most crazy dream i have ever had.... i mean im pretty sure i had it because my mom has asked me if i am pregnant the last 3 days everyday she says i have a pouch ... anyhow this is my dream


I had a premature baby my husband never existed in my dream ... it was with some black guy lol name javon and the babies was Dravon... Go figure anyhow My gramma was in my dream and she has been dead for 5 years now. But everything felt super real like i was living it . I kept crying and everything cuz my baby wouldnt eat much and it was scaring me really bad.. but when i would look at my baby in my dream i would just fall in love with it instantly like i remember thinking so this is what motherhood is ? But while i was freaking out my gramma sat me down and she was like dont worry you are going to be a great mother she was like.. I raised you and i Raised you to Raise . So my question is was my gramma really talking to me from the other side? or am i just have a nonsensical dream??? It felt weird i had no control in it what so ever and my house was different same house but just really weird things were there that were not and things that are here now wernt it was so odd .. By far the oddest dream that i have ever had but a part of me wants to go back to sleep back to my dream so i can feel that love again ? does that make any sense?


HELP ME!!!
#7
when i was a kid i used to see all kinds of colors behind my eyelids when i would go to sleep when i was scared or nervous i would watch the differnt colors turning and dancing i always called it a light show and it would put me to sleep at somepoint i stopped seeing the colors behind my eyes . i never knew it was associated with obe .. they say kids are more in tune with the spirit world maybe if had know to think out of body i would have had obe's back then .... worth thinking on ....
#8
i have noticed the same thing i think it is called sychronicity or something like that . Every thing in my life seems to be heading in one direction for example my sister in law just had a baby last week but the friday before she had her baby i was on my way to a person's house that i had seen on craigslist selling baby clothes ... my mom called me while i was on my way to tell me my sister was having twins and she was due on june 27th having one boy and one girl.... the same day my brother in law brought his new girl toy to our house and i was talking to them about my sister having twins.. turns out this girl is a twin and there was one boy one girl .. and there birthday is june 27th... i felt like i was in the damn twilight zone!!!!!!!!!!

That is just one example of how many coincidences or not coincidences are strong in my life. but since ive been meditating and researching obe again yeah things are really strong.. even my esp seems to be getting stronger.. when i watch tv .. i know what teh ending is like 2 minutes into the show and always know who the killer is .. 
#9
I really dont like the idea of mornings it just doesnt seem like me i have tried it 2 or 3 times and i always have this voice in my mind saying time to get up .. hmm i wonder what is on tv .. wow it's time to go .. lalalala and my brain just keeps talking .. i like my nights alot better but i believe it is time to get into bed and try some more..
#10
SWEET!!
#11
hello there great expierience i wish i could leave my body coming here before i try always gives me the motivation to try yet again.. speaking of the inauguration i watched it all day long it was great....
#12
last night i was trying the same mond body technique i mentioned a few days ago i had my arms over my head and i kept meditating and i thought i was holding my hands and i woke up a little and went to grab my hand a little harder only to notice i was not holding hands and there was at least a foot between my hands do you think i was holding my astral hands together ?
#13
sorry i have not been able to try this one again i had some kind of flu i couldnt eat or drink anything so im going tio start trying it again tonight hopefully i can leave my body...... i think it is a good one let me know how it works for you all ...
#14
All i have to say is wow i tried a tek that i got from the permanent section i pasted at the bottom of this .. finally i could use my astral hearing and the buzzing was getting really loud but the only thing was for some reason it was making me a little dizzy. will keep trying i think i can make this one work for me .....







This method workes wonders for many people. This method is copyrighted the only people that can publish this are JB and Robert Bruce. Thanks you omega

Mind Awake=Body Asleep this is all you need to AP you don't need a technique at all. Here is how you do it when your rested repeat in your mind. Mind Awake and try to move your consinious to your brain. Then say Body Asleep in your mind and move your consciousness to your body its that easy. What I do is make two different colors so I can switch back and forth from Mind Awake and Body Asleep. I imagine my Body is a light blue and my brain is orange. When you inhale say in your mind Mind Awake then imagine your body is a light blue with an orange brain. Since your mind is awake increase the color of your orange brain make it brighter and your body dimmer. Then do the opposite when you exhale Say in your mind Body Asleep and dim your orange brain and make your light blue body brighter. You have to remember to say Mind awake or Body asleep in your mind depending on witch one your moving your consciousness to. This is a very easy method you have to try it.
#15
wow thats pretty cool i am trying to leave my body right now do you have msn, yahoo or aim? ide love talking to you ...
#16
i had some topics awhile back .. im still trying to project today im just pooped  i have been trying to AP since this morning i kept feeling the heavy arms but thats as far as i could go i tried liek every 2 hours or so for about an hour each time visualizing the house i grew up in. im just so tired i feel like im spiritually dead there is so much i want to do and i keep trying to no avail i have been trying at least once a day for the past month or so ..
#17
hey!! great post but as for an ego or I standpoint ... I think god has one after all in the bible God created man and the angels because "HE!" was lonely ... it also says that we were made in his image ... my 2 cents for the day ...


Jess
#18
wow thank you for the interesting read my friend!
#19
hey thanks guys , ive just been listening to brainwaves the last few days .. theres a program called idoser thats pretty nifty!! anyhow it has one called obe and astral and i think i am getting close .. last night i didnt feel my limbs any more so i think i am starting to get closer like i used to!
#20
yeah ide love to go into paintings or create my own world by drawing it out and then jumping into while OB but i doubt such a thing is possible however it would be a great book ..
#21
ok i have a question to add to this when trying to enter the vibrational stage i get way too excited like my body just tightens up because im so excited it is very frustratiing!
#22
wow thank you for all of your advice you are right thank you! it's just hard trying to relax you know ? i will definetly keep my head up... i have come very very close a few times
#23
i think it is prolly my belief system, as i was raised a jehovahs witness . it is like they are "whispering in my ear this is wrong" anyhow i rea;;y believe in OBE and all that stuff but it is liek my body thinks differently than i do..
#24
Welcome to Astral Chat! / i need guidance!
May 06, 2008, 11:43:10
Hello, i am 20 years old and i learned about AP when i was just a kid , My cousin who was my best friend was older than me and he researched AP when he was a preteen i guess ..any how ive read books... visualized .. felt vibrations listened to binural brainwave beats and i just cant get out! no matter what i do . i dont know what it is i have my aim and msn info in my account please anyone who has aped and gotten past the body please i would love to talk one on one with you.. books just arent cutting it! thank you so much!



Jez