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it's called a psiball

well, when i first really started realizing that it was something that maybe not all people either do not possess or rather, more likely, do possess, just do not care enough/take enough time concentrating on/developing.. was with aura's/vibes, the way you feel comfortable with some people, you can feel there "love," and with others you can feel there "malice/jelousy," that was basically the most basic, telepathy i remember noticing, and thinking... hmm, i wonder if everyone experiences this... then i started studying body language, and realized that telepathy, is alot like body language, it's a sort of, subconscious, but conscious at the same time system... it's more basic than speaking...  for me, words don't really come across the telepathic channel i open with someone, it's more basic than that, it's emotions, vibrations, and memorys (usually in still photography connected to an emotion)

one other thing that i like to do when i begin to "read" someone, is imagine sort of an electronic grid, made of a blueish/white light, this grid is about 3 feet above every person (that's how i imagine it, like a web/grid hovering above everyone's heads) with "drops" to the crown chakra of everyone, everyones connected with this grid, like the internet connects our computers... same principle...

so yeah, when i open the "connection" to other people, i imagine the grid, imagine the blue/white light coming from my crown shakra, connecting to the grid surface, and then dropping down right above there crown shakra, forming the connection. 

hope that helps, when remote viewing i also visualize this same type of energy, but more, bubble like? if you will, like say i want to remote view into my kitchen, i'll imagine this beam of blueish white energy except when remote viewing, it leaves from my solar plexus, moves very fast, in a line (usually the path i would walk there) and stopping where i wish to view from, and then i visualize what is there

nah, gonna experiment with it tonight, it's only started happening recently, gonna play with it

lol no, it's definitely not that i'm seeing through the crack left by my eyelids not shutting all the way, it's definitely with the mind's eye, i would imagine it's the same way blind people "see"

its psi energy

i can feel peoples tension, emotions, and i've successfully sent and received shapes and colours telepathicallly with another person...

when i read someone i receive, still photography from events in there life that seem to be important to them, sometimes i get images of there homes, i've gotten "smells." before, when they start talking about there children, i feel the universal pure love feeling...

that's how telepathy/empathy goes for me

lids.... and, in the dark...


i'll move my head around, and be able to see the shapes of my TV, dresser, the opening to my closet, WITH MY EYES CLOSED, i know it's totally reasonable, just cool that i've just started doing it with such ease..

the other night i actually got up and walked across my room keeping my eyes closed, just to make sure i was really seeing what was really there... i was, i maneuvered past my recliner, and grabbed the door handle, with grace   really neet, i guess this is considered "synesthesia"

i think this kind of thing is completely possible, look at like light, and the way our eyes work.. there like solar panels they absorb photons, and then convert the light, which reflects and refracts of everything in your field of vision, via your optic nerve, to your brain to process into what we call sight so, basically, your brain is creating your reality, i could see how the tree being not there could be possible... why couldn't it be.. our brain is like a computer, a very very efficent and powerful computer actually, i think humans are capable of WAY MORE than people like to think they are... for whatever reason.. but our brains running a program... it's like "earth conssciuossnesss" it's just running this program but you can theoretically edit the code/program/life while it's running real time.. the next moment is what we're building, past doesnt exist, the "now" is when we are building the next moment



i would imagine we've lived past lives before, i've seen visions of past lives in the egyptian days, in a time i lived in a castle in a very green place, no idea where, times i lived in an odd 4 story very old house that for some reason i hated going on the third floor, LOVED the rest of the house though.. it feels like "home" more than anything else (being a poor college student home changes alot lol.. i've lived in 3 houses with 2 diff friends the last year..

also i experimented alot with LSD at one point in my life, and it led me to believe that there is alot more going on then what our human body "catches" we only see a portion of the light that is actually there.. so that's completely possible and probable as well..

there is energy all around is, some people call it psi, it's just energy emitted from everything, everything has a vibration, an aura, and this sent, it's just energy, it can be manipulated, it can be concentraded with you mind, we are constantly reflecting this light, i like to call it the devine light.

it actually fits really well with current events in my life, i have to appear in court for a public intox ticket i got earlier, stupid i know.... anyway, i was contemplating whether or not to plead no contest, and just see what they offer, or if it would be better (i've heard of this happening before, not sure if true) to plead not guilty, and if the officer doesnt show up, or they dont even want to waste the money to actually take you to court, they give you time served instead, or possibly even dismiss it altogether. especially, if like me, you spent a day and night in jail before the slowass processing got to my bond.

true true, was just kinda looking for somewhere to start i guess..

okay this dream was strange, i dreamt i was in my house, and there were these people, i have never seen, trying to break in and kill me.. but i was lucid, and i controlled everything, i knew they could not harm me, but they kept coming.. eventually i had a handful of throwing knives (i know nothing about throwing knives, this was strange) and could throw them perfectly, each one that i threw landed right where i wanted it, and they would poof, dissapear right when i hit them.. a strange thing about the knives is that when i threw them, i would hold the handle of the knife, and not the blade, when i threw... (unlike you see in movies, etc) another very strange thing i noticed, these people trying to kill me.. wore swastikas! they wore regular clothes, not nazi uniforms, but they would either have a swastika in the third eye position, in red.. or on their T shirts over the heart chakra, also, i think i saw a swastica painted in my kitchen on the cabinet door, i remember being upset over seeing this in my dream and i think i willed it to be erased...  i'm not jewish, i believe in GOD.  Oneness, the devine, but i dont associate with any one religion, just the Good. the beauty. these nasty beings also seemed... dead... they seemed pale in color, with black eyes, no life to them at all....

i slept WAY longer than i normally do, almost 12 hours, i usually sleep 6-8, depending on when i get to bed, and if i have class that morning... and i woke up feeling... confused, but the sleep was satisfying...

anyway, looking for a dream interpretation, thanks

Thanks so much for the warm welcome

bless you

Hi, i'm Zane.  and, a silent witness to forever  i'm a reader, a visionary, psychic, whatever you wanna call it.. i like to just say.. i "see."

not so much into the future, more like i see right through people/objects, i see things that are attached, it comes in pictures, sounds, tastes, smells, i feel tension in rooms rise and fall, i feel people's emotions, sometimes i can even read thoughts (this is strange though, and harder to do without being very comfortable with the person/knowing them well)  however upon meeting a new person, i can immediately sense there "aura," it's not a color for me, it's more like a "feeling" i guess, of malevolence, or filth, and then the images come, i can stare into someones eyes and almost be overwhelmed by what i read, sometimes i have to filter it

i've also gotten pretty good at conversational hypnosis, emotional hypnosis, anchoring, suggestion/persuasion, stealthiness... i know these are things you have to be VERY careful when practicing... so i am.  i try very very hard, to be only good... i notice i "psychically project" <--not sure if this is a real term, just what i call it.. alot more than most people.. when i get frustrated, or lose my cool... it causes everyone around me to lose it too, i can literally raise a room into hysteria if i get hysteric (even if i dont make a sound/face/show any external reflection of my internal state)

i also lucid dream/astral project/remote view... this is where i'm the weakest however, practicing constantly however..

as for religion, i'd say i'm.... i believe in God. the One. the devine.  and i get on my knees often to thank his holyness for this beautiful creation.

i also relate to the wiccan/pagan thoughts, as well as the Buddhas teachings, i love the writings of Carlos Castoneda, he was a very wise man
i don't cast spells, don't feel the need, when i need to manipulate this existence, i just will it... lay foundations, visualize, then realize.

anyway, love the site, been a lurker for a while, decided to make an account and let you know a little about me