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Hello!  It's been several years since I have posted on this forum.  I went through a period of depression , and I eventually stopped trying to AP, as my experiences are usually pretty negative during those times, and it was affecting my mental health negatively and vice versa.  Now that I am in better shape mentally, I've started working on AP again.  I am able to phase and have the sensation of leaving my body.  I've always done this quite naturally since I was very young. However, the only thing that ever happens is that I feel like I am on a speeding rollercoaster, either falling fast or shooting straight into the air.  I see nothing at all during this time.  If I stay there, that is all that happens, like a never-ending wormhole, and it's not very pleasant lol.  If I'm patient, nothing else happens.  If I try to change it, I am either back in my body, or I have a sensation of a negative being with me, and I "wake" myself as fast as I can.  Any ideas why?  I missed this place. 

Heaven looks a lot like work to me lol

Not crazy at all.  I have heard of this happening to astronauts after spending time in a centrifuge.  They would be above themselves and watching themselves while they were walking down a hall afterwards  

Swe-an Kjona

Well said Noy

Angie

What Kailaurius said

Not saying it can't happen, but she rules her own destiny too. 

to ask that question

Life does go on, but part of life is sometimes the feeling of sadness/grief when change comes about to our lives, and it's okay to experience that however you need to for however long you need to.

sending healing your way...

you will find your way through this xxx

Why wouldn't it be 'okay?'  It can be a highly emotional area.  However, I find that I can get more out of the experience if I have my emotions in check when I go.

Hiya Ryan   I haven't been on here all that long, and feels weird to me too lol

Happy birthday youngin!

I don't believe one way or another whether chakras exist, but it was the only way I could describe the sensation.  I first felt 2 energy areas open up, and then I thought "are these the chakras?" before the rest of them did.  There was no forethought/desire/intention to work with them. 

Done

Well the poor lad does need help... or maybe some structure to his day to day life? It's obviously past his beddy bye time. At this hour he probably figured the mods were asleep as well... perfect time to spam an innocent message board and have himself a little field day. It's the highlight of his night, guys... let him have his fun, he'll do poopy and nod off to silent bliss eventually.

  I'm outa here for tonight.  Hopefully, he will have nobody else to make posts to the rest of the evening and get bored.

That sounds like a threat synapz

I'm thinking it is a combination

thought so lol

ummm...thought you said you were leaving?

LOL

Just wanted to insert a warning for us morbidly curious people....there are a bunch of viruses going around claiming to pics/videos of Osama's body.  I wouldn't click on anything like that just yet.

People are dead.  This is no reason for celebration no matter what you think the person did.  I am disappointed and disgusted.

Murder is not a happy occasion no matter who was on the giving end and who was on the receiving end.

Oh, and people are already reporting that he has been dead for 10 years, or that this isn't really him.  So there's no need to comment in this thread about how he's not dead or has been dead like you're providing us with some glorious revelation.  This is a null topic.  Someone was murdered and mourning/celebration of the person's life is all we should do.  Anything else and we should jsut keep it to ourselves.

Nodding in agreement.  It makes me sad to see the celebrations.

are you sure that the city wasn't in the RTZ? It sounds like it could possibly be a city that was abandoned after a disaster like this one http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pripyat,_Ukraine

I am not sure of anything...lol. 

Friday night, a friend of my niece (8th graders) and another girl decided together to take their own lives.  My heart is aching, but I am especially asking for healing for my niece and for these girl's families.  Thank you