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What is the link tween sexuality and spirituality? We all know that most religions have very strict codes about sex but this isn't about that. This is about your own personal ideas adn methods you use in order to experience greater spirituality through sex.

I would like to keep this from being a flame war or overly crude.

I have found Tantric practices to be helpful as well as role playing to be good for growing more spiritually. I have also discovered that there is an incredibly interesting power dynamic between whoever is top and whoever is bottom.

feel free to comment. Mods please don't delete this unless it becomes a hideous flame war of somekind.

Jessica

The past couple of nights I have had extremely bad dreams and have felt extreme anxiety during the day. The dreams are of these large beings trying to pull me up off teh ground and then flying upward with me and throwing me at the ground and then stomping on me with giant lizrd feet. As they were tormenting me they kept chanting "keep quiet! Keep quiet!"

I have done divinations and have discovered my attacker is somehow related to this forum in some way. Not that it's neccesarily someone who posts here but someone who knows about it.

Jessica

lately there have been a lot of people who have been misquoting others and taking things out of context.

I would appreciate it if everyone would learn to not read into a sentence their own disturbed little projections.

Remember It's not about YOU! there's dozens of other people in this forum. Many of teh less vocal ones have bigger issues to deal with than teh loud mouths such as DK and MYSELF.

Jessica

In several threads DK has suggested that PSD be shut down. I feel she is doing this for several reasons. So while I could go on for pages as to what's wrong with DK's logic and even more pages in regards to her.

I instead offer this place to ask why shouldn't it be shut down.
Please feel free to use as many words as you need to.

reasons I can think of are...
#1. it's entertaining.
#2. there are several posters here who are worthlistening to and conversing with despite disagreements, such as Kia, James, and Ender.
#3. There are people who need help in regards to psychic protection.
#4. To close this forum down to satisfy one persons manic whims woul be foolish and just plain wrong.

Jessica

Has anyone ever had help from a demon in banishing a harmful entity?

I am reading a book written by a demonologist in which he refers to magic known as Goetia in which demons are summoned to assist the practitioner. Have any of you had experience with these Goetic entities?

Jessica

I shall be channeling to you, the great and powerful ODIN.

If you wish to ask questions please do. I shall be relaying my first channeling shortly. I am also being assisted by Thor who shall translate any of Odins more cryptic sayings.

Jessica

and coincidly, what is woman?

One might say that genitalia makes one a man or woman. I disagree, my cat has a penis and yet he is no man, my brothers rat has a vagina but she is of course no woman.

Is it then perchance characteristics of behavior. Can we say to be a man is to be violent? No! of course not, a schizo having her period can be violent but she is no man....one could wonder if she's even really a woman.

Can we say women are weak and cry? No! 10 yr old boys are physically weak and at times they cry. They are certainly not women, and yet they are not quite men.

It is my opinion that there are very few real men and women in the world today. I beleive we have mostly little boys and girls masquerading as men and women, desperately hoping no one sees what they really are.

I was listening to a bit of American music over the net with a freind. One song came on, the singer was Paula Cole singing "where have all the cowboys gone". This paula considers herself a feminist adn a woman yet desires an ideal straight from Brothers Grimm or some other Fairy Tale genre. My male freind who was listening said that he would pose the question to Paula "where have all the women gone?"

Indeed where have all the men and women gone? What are the characteristics of Men and Women? I postulate to you...give me a characteristic of a Man and/or Woman and tell me why that characteristic.

Jessica (Daughter of Odin)

I will ask you once to stop psychically feeding on my people. You have a problem but hurting others is not the way. You do not want to cross experienced sorcerers. Please STOP what you are doing!!

Jessica

go to occultforums.com

they have many threads on necromancy, do a search then if you can't find teh answer you need then post.

Jessica

quote:Originally posted by Assult

Hey im trainin to be a necromancer and i need some tips: can ya post some?[8]

quote:Originally posted by MJ-12

Good point. Being an alpha male means you have to put up with alpha females! []

I'm an alpha female but I don't like alpha males because most are arrogant to a fault and often are insecure children when all is said and done. I like a small men who is confident and knows how to submit.

Jessica

Not me[]

Jessica

quote:Originally posted by SomeBloke

In his post regarding year 2004 predictions Oazaki said:

"Q: In Book III of his Gnosis, Mouravieff discusses what he calls "pre-Adamic humanity" and "Adamic humanity." As I read this I could see that the thing I was struggling to understand in terms of psychopathy as discussed in the Adventures Series, was exactly what Mouravieff was describing. However, he was using the Bible to explain it, and that just didn't quite work. Nevertheless, the basic idea is that pre-Adamic human types basically have no "soul," nor any possibility of growing one. This is certainly shocking, but there have been many recent scholarly discussions of this matter based on what seems to be clinical evidence that, indeed, there are human beings who are just "mechanical" and have no "inner" or "higher self" at all. Gurdjieff talked about this and so did Castaneda. So, I asked if his ideas about the two basic TYPES of humans were, as far as they went, accurate.
A: Indeed, though again, there is a "Biblical Gloss." [The pre-Adamic types are] "organic" portals between levels of density.
'This, of course, raised the issue of whether or not trying to "help" or "save" such individuals was a waste of time.
A: Pretty much. Most of them are very efficient machines. The ones that you have identified as psychopaths are "failures."
The best ones cannot be discerned except by long and careful observation. One of the longtime members of the group then wanted to know if any of us had ever encountered one of these "organic portals" and if so, would the C's identify one for the sake of instruction.
A: If you consider that the population is equally distributed, then you will understand that in an ordinary "souled" person's life, that person will encounter half as many organic portals as souled individuals."
* * * * * * *'

I would like to open this quote for discussion.
I have conflicting views on the subject - on the one hand I find it impossible to imagine that, say, even a squirrel does not have the divine spark in it, the little nutter.  On the other hand, some apparently humans seem to derive pleasure from inflicting suffering in a way that 'lower' organisms do not.  Can there really, all around us, exist beings which are 'organically' identical to us, but which have less soul than a squirrel?

There is a test which allegedly attempts to determine the difference between a sentient being and a computer program - it is called the Turing test.  Look it up.  Can anyone suggest a test that might descriminate between these different types of people, (if any such distinction really exists at all?)

I myself had a really bizarre experience that I choose to call 'spiritual' that I considered at the time to be a metaphorical description of this.  At the time, the Kabbalistic idea of The Golem was my interpretation of this, although The Golem represented a group of creations rather than an individual 'clay man'.  And rather than them being soul-less they were merely physical manifestations of a soul restricted in their own unique way as are we all.

There's several updated versions of the Goetia. When the original was written it was written by extremely superstitious fearful Christian mages.

There have been many experiences which were positive when the people were polite and respectful to the demons.

occultforums.com has a lot on ceremonial magick.

Jessica

quote:Originally posted by findtruth

[The goetic methods of demonic incantation are insulting to the demons as many of the "foreign words" used are actually words of insult and binding to the demons, and many of the "foreign words" are actually the alias'es of Yaweh, Jehova and Allah.
How can you expect demons to treat you with respect if you dont give them respect in return? My advice is unless you know what it is your saying, say nothing at all.]

So, how would it be possible to summon Vassago without insulting him and without allowing him to break free and proceed to play various tricks on the summoner.  Or... how would one channel Vassago or any demon for that matter?

Do not fear the darkness. Seize it! Transform it! Make it your own and rejoice! there is a great strength in this darkness. Run from it and it shall catch you. Hunt it and yo will be victoious

Jessica
*WARNING: Cryptic when drunk*

quote:Originally posted by Life_afterdeath



  I have had a history of coming across black animals.  I've had a black ginuea pig, a black dog, two black cats, and a black rabbit.  These animals are all deceased, all but just one.  The black cat.  I have hypothesized that there is a pattern here.  None of these animals have ever existed at the same time.  They have all been part of my life at different points.  However, these animals come to be under my ownership by accidental means.  This dream I about to tell you of what may be the case, though very unlikely.

 In this dream I had, I was with this black cat.  Things were normal.  I was petting it and paying attention to it as I usually do.  Somehow, a thought hit me in the dream that scared me.  It scared me because of its likelyness.  Some voice in my dream told me that there is a dark soul that is drawn to ME, which is being reborn through numerous animals.  Its dark nature causes the animal that it is born into to have dark colored fur at birth.  Every time the soul becomes mature enough to remember its purpose, the animal dies.  After this, the soul must be reborn into another, and must change fate to find its way to me.  Not until this dark soul gets to me will the line of black animals end.  

 After the voice told me this, I became very fearful, dropping the cat.  The cat then began to mock me, sickly.  It's meow became deep and bellowful.  Its eyes finallly showed the dark, gruesome character that it beared.  This scared the living hell out of me.

 Not long after this point in the dream, the voice had reached me once again.  It told me of a secret that only I had ever been told before.  The dark soul(s), which the animals that keep finding their way to my life are part of, have a secret lettering.  It is a lettering that relays ideas...as well as emotion.  I have named this lettering, "The lettering of hate."  It can be seen only by those who recognize it.  Its composition resembles that of normal words, but with a different shape.  The voice in the dream tried to explain this to me.  It is like scrambled bits of words, mixed up in swirls.  They are very hard to sort out.  Some of it makes hardly any sense to someone who sees it, since the lettering can be upsidedown, sidways, or backwards.  However, these bits of lettering are everywhere, and should be feared when seen.  

  Also, the voice told me of a location in Europe that is the source of the evil.  It is a four-storey structure in the side of a mountain, with spiritual doors that represent a new breed of dark soul.  The names of the top two, as well as the bottom were very odd names that I can't recall, but I recall the third.  So altogether, the structure appeared like this.

1. The top section



2. The lower section



3. The midriff



4. Bottom doors.


  This structure, as described by the voice, is very large.  At least 150 feet high.  The midriff section is composed of a sandy floor.  It resembles a small desert environment.  The bottom represents the purest of evil.  The top two, I cannot remember what the voice said they resemble.  

  When I woke up from this dream, I was terrified.  In my room, it was pure darkness, all except my computer monitor which was still on.  For me, this created an ominous room where this dream felt like it would continue on.  I got up as quick as I could, turning on a light, being glad it was over.  Leaving this dream was like exiting from a true, dark realm.  

  Although this was a dream, it could have meant something.  The subconscious does not usually relay thoughts this well.  What was the voice I was hearing?  I'm not quite certain of that.  I surely hope that I don't see any "lettering of hate" though.  For this will show me the truth and validity of the dream, so I will dread the day I see any.  I'm confused about what I should think of all this?  Has anyone heard anything similar?

quote:Originally posted by Tayesin

Hi,
The older I get the more insane some things seem !  I agree that no firearm should have been present on site.  Maybe it's time for the American public to seriously think about firearms control in the general population?

yes Yes. give up all your guns...that way the brownshirts will feel safer when they kick your door in and haul you off to the camps.

Jessica

Worshipping, channeling, and summoning are three different activities inherent in various magickal workings.

Look up the terms in teh dictionary.
Channeling is closer to evoking than worshipping. Though one does need to summon teh entity before evoking it.

BAHHHHHHH!!!!!

Figure it out for yourself, I've no time for this at teh moment

quote:Originally posted by hysterix

quote:Originally posted by rhinegirl

you are ignorant....

P.S. summoning and working with demons isn't the same as worshipping them.

quote:Originally posted by rhinegirl

Summoning and channeling are very different.

Hahaha, so rhinegirl how many times are you going to contradict yourself in this thread?  First you talk about summoning and working with demons, (implying you know what your talking about from experience); then you later go on to say summoning and channeling are very diffrent?

Either your completly contradicting yourself, or your b.s.'ing in the first place; and I want to know who you think your fooling over here really?

Originally posted by Kerrblur
No no, I'm talking the physical too! But the astral would be more romantic [].

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IF i can litterally teleport to the astral, I wouldnt come back. i swear to god!

[:I]Promise?

Jessica

quote:Originally posted by Kerrblur

 I invited her to a restraunt here in town.  

Liar[V]

And I was speaking of physically teleporting in this plane, not teh astral.

Jessica

*CLAP...CLAP...CLAP...YAWN*

Jessica

quote:Originally posted by Kerrblur

I feel pretty proud of myself, I created a pretty popular post speaking on how young i was on this forum! people gotta give me props!!
*CLAP CLAP CLAP CLAP*
December 3rd, 2003 until january 8th, 2004.
And alot of posts in little more than a month!

Imagine if it went two months, or 3! wowsers!

quote:Originally posted by Kerrblur

Whats the problem Dummes Weibchen, you got something to laugh about? PM me

*watches little american twitch and froth at the mouth*

Jessica[}:)]

ROFLMAO!!!!![][][][][][^]

Jessica

quote:Originally posted by Kerrblur

theres no arugeing this because i aint replying to this after today:

You people who think psi vamp is real kewl, well karma is whats going to hurting you in the long run, plus pyro4571, you are a big crooked liar, you were it, i know you were the first day that Thread was started, you mmessaged me on instant messager infact i still got your s/n and i could feel you stealing my energy. i am not stupid, I am prolly one the the most prominant energy practictioners on this f*cking forum. You definently have bad vibes, you have bad karma, and I hope its gonna affect you one of these days for the rest of your life, Only reason I dont drain you everyday that I breath is because I wont go as low as you.  You would be miserable if I did.  God doesnt look down after children who misuse God's generous gift of life.  But I am going to perform a DV Technique on you, Maybe give you a glipse of what people feel when you do this accidentally or purposely, or even doing it, but thinking your doing good but Consistently 'accidentally' draining people STILL!

Some people HAVE to get energy from other people, but alot of times thoughs people go through there lifes not knowing a THING about this stuff. but once you have the knowledge of it, thats a key to learn to control it if you gain knowledge of it.  You are someone who Drains people on your own will.  

Go to occultforums.com

They have a graet deal of info on these subjects.

Jessica

quote:Originally posted by MAGUS89

Hello, I have a Few  Questions on Tools.

You see Im trying to get my tools ready, because I want to practice
Summoning Spirits ( good ones) such as angels and olympic spirits.
The kinstantinos book calles for a Very WIERD hard wand to make, and
Goblet with shaped as a crocus and a T shaped athame.

Is it Possible for my to use any Goblet i feel is right? such as a
Wine Glass? and For the Wand to cut the Wand from a tree and use
that, intead of the one with the ACORN top? And for the T shaped
athame, can
I just use a Nomral Knife, thatI feel will do the job?  I wil Still
be writting the Symbols on the objects though.

but will the objects I choose  Work? Or does it have to be the ones
that The books call for?

And as the tool for evocation, can i just use my black Cauldron, Its
kinda small though, but when i put water its putchess black. And If
i can how big does it have to be or does size matter?

thanks

Yes but what if one is a psyvamp. can they be rehabilitated? Can they have semi-normal lives? How do you differentiate tween those who have vampyric tendencies and thos who trully are the vamPYRE?

Jessica

Must....feeeeeeeeeeeeed *bites into Nitas aura*

quote:Originally posted by Nita

Hello Everyone
  I know that some claim to be psyvamps. I also know that half of the forum is a little high of an estimate. The best way to know is how you feel from a persons post. You can feel the difference with some people. When that happens you just cut any emotional cords of a negative nature or not read their posts.
  Psyvamps do hurt others and their drawing the energy will cause health problems and other problems with them having to change victims after a while because they can not draw the energy off of them. I do not find them harmless.
  No one needs to do this because energy is there for everyone.
           Nita

I myself am a psychic vampire. If you want to know more about tehm I suggest you check out occultforums.com There's many of us there and its a great site about magic and other phenomena.

Read the rules FIRST. They don't suffer fools gladly.

Jessica.

quote:Originally posted by picklehead

Okay. I know this is a selfe defense forum but you guys seem to know more about psi vamps than the psi vamps themselves. I don't know if I am one and would like to know how to figure it out.

I do know that I suck energy out of people. Sometimes I pull so much energy that my body cannot physically hold it and shakes uncontrollably. I don't do this on purpose, but I do it all the time.

I can't even stand near people without taking their energy. They can't feel it leaving them, they only know that they get completely exhausted when I move away. I have no control over who I take it from, when, and how. I have tried to figure out how to give back the energy or get rid of the energy but it only increases the amount I take.

Does anyone know what I can do to control this and how I can teach the people around me to prevent me from invading?

quote:Originally posted by Blackstream

Personally I think summoning demons is a bit foolhardy and dangerous

Now onto what this demon said, I'm kinda curious as to why you are channeling a demon for advice however

Summoning and channeling are very different.

Jessica

quote:Originally posted by vitality84

 it's 'satin,' or how I would spell it 'satan.' You wear satin,

satan, satin. A satiny satanic satin was wrapped tightly around mustardseed. LOL!

Jessica *drinking tonight and finding herself to be very amusing*