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Last night, I woke up after having a nightmare. It wasn't even a nightmare, but the stuff inside was scarier than normally would be.

I was awake, and then felt that massive astral parasite from a week ago. Then, all the electronics that were on acted up. My grandad's machine, and cordless phone notably.

Could the astral thing, because of how big it was made stuff act weird until it left?

I Ap'ed the other day. I've run across SUPER big jellyfish before. Talking about the length and width of two football fields put together.

I ran across one that is hella old. Supposedly, this one cane about during the creation of the universe, like physical - just to put numbers on how old this one is. Supposedly, it's also the first ever of it's kind. I've dubbed it The First.

According to it, it's actually going to die soon. It wants me to travel with it for a bit, because it's terrified of dying alone.

What should I do?

About a year ago, I was surfing Youtube and found this walkthrough in pieces for Dead Space. There was one part about where in one of the games, the main character gets into this big booster chair, and the chair launches, sending the character away and out of that part of the space place at really high speed, then goes direction to where you are using the suit's space-flying, dodging debris.

As I love different sci-fi sound effects, I saved the entire scene as a mp3 file, having the sounds of the launch, the flying, to the crashing end. I had this sitting around on various devices of mine, until I had a inspiring idea last night to fire up an old laptop and make a sound project out of it.

I cut the majority of the sound file away, including the launch especially, and most of the flying – notably the middle and the ending. I used a sound program to loop the thrusters of the suit, some breathing, one of the debris moving by, and the rhythmic beeping of the air indicator.

I looped it for 10+ minutes, because I had this inspired idea. I took my 10 minute mp3 QH clip that is a quick hit for astral projection, mixed it in there at a low enough volume so that, hopefully, the listener could hear both without one sound sample drowning out the other.

I used this almost straight away.

I imagined, as I lay there, in my bed, was that I shoot up from my body like a plane takes off from a strip. (I was on my stomach.) I was relaxed, envisioning myself in space, flying straight down to Earth, visualizing Earth's real space debris, timing in perfectly with the whoom sound of the piece of debris from the sound file. Nearly instantly, not even 3-4 minutes in, I felt myself exiting! Surprising to me, as the regular, unedited sound OutOfBodyQH makes me take nearly the whole length of the file to get me gone.

I exited, decided to go astral just outside of Earth's orbit, intending to zip around to where the supposed Black Knight Satellite thing is, to get a gander at what it's really about. Lost focus on this goal, ending up giving up and going elsewhere in my AP instead.

I got the sound file still, as I want to use this. Anyone want a copy to see what happens when they use it? How do you want me to send it, if the file isn't too big?

I learned, just very recently in the newest dream I had about using magic. Spells, especially ones with actual incantations, you can't just think in passing what the spell will do or what you want it to do, then turn around and mindlessly cast it. As far as incantation are concerned, you cannot preach them out in the open like reciting the alphabet or reading a news article outloud.

The powers of elements, or pure magic has to be used just like a lazer. Focus, desire, deliberation and (if needed) destination are all needed. All of this needs to be relased into the working, infusing it with all of this and life.

It's much like expecting to cook a delicious spicy dish. If you toss the correct meat in the boiling water, but then forget to add the actual spices, either the meat will be ruined or the entire dish will fall far below the expectations of what it was supposed to be.

The other day, I was on my bed, reading a book. I happened to glance over at my window, which does not have any drapes or curtains on it at the moment. I noticed someone coming up the ramp, to go past my window. Long gray hair put in a loose, low tied-back style. I recoiled a bit in shock, noticing that it was just this hairstyle - with no body attached!

As soon I realized this, the 'hair' had popped off the ramp, in a style more like teleportation, and was now far down in the front hair, right on the tree line. The so-called hair was now a very long beam of grayish light that had to been suspended six feet off the ground down there as it 'scanned' over to the fair right. It got to this spot I know so well, as that part of the forest opens up into a small path to a small creek that my sisters and I used to go to every summer.

When it got to the spot, it suddenly and instantaneously turned to a bright spot of light, like a small star but now only five feet off the ground. As soon as it did this, it winked out and was seemingly gone completely.

I think there was a high probability that someone AP'ed, passed through and I happened to see them for that short while until they went completely out of phase or returned from where they came.

I have not, since October, done any Calea. And have not done any Mugwort for much longer than that. I wasn't even remotely napping, so that counts that out.   

Someone told me recently that a good way to get better at casting spells and using other magics was to go into astral and do it there. They said that I can get a better handle on the mechanics of the spells that way, so that when I use the magics in the physical world, I won't be messing up on them as much.

Does this even sound like good advice. I think it does, but want to get a view fresh eyes on it.

I been somewhere recently in AP. I keep going back because the people there are decent to be around. They act like they are alive, in the sense of the word that it's a business area. Suits, ties, power suits type deal. I do not know if it is spirits setting up a stage, or if I am RTZ.

They seem to see me, and a handful, including their boss wants to talk to me sometimes. They even like talking to me when they don't have board meeting and stuff to do. The boss even prefers now I call him by his first name. The problem with this place is the general area is boring overall. I don't, and by extension, can't use any of my 'special' AP stuff. In other words, anything other than walking around and interacting with the area like a physical person I've put on a self-imposed ban for myself. I do not think these people will cotton on to me suddenly turning into "Magic-Mindy" and flying about up in the air around them.

Is that normal or do I need to start doing special things to test the water? 

I have had a few strange dreams the past couple of days about my friend's house. I didn't put the dreams of here or anywhere else, as it was just vague snippets. i never even told my friend the dream. I called her today and we got talking.

Turns out her mom noticed some stuff moving by itself. Door close by themselves without drafts or anything. Even their fridge door does it too now. None of this stuff did it before.

Can my dreams and this be connected? Like, Am I visiting briefly and causing this stuff to happen in a low-keyed way and only remember seeing bits and pieces?

Can a projector going to another location, like someone else's house, cause electric stuff to go on the fritz and people sensitive to electric stuff to be affected?

The reason that I am asking is that last night, whilst getting ready for bed, the hall light grew brighter. not like bam!Boom! but just increased brightness slowly, almost softly. At the same time, I felt a weird warm pressure in the entire small of my back. I started getting this senstitive to electric things a couple of years ago after doing chakra work. 

I asked my mom just to see if she noticied it happening before, just to rule anything out. She says yes, only a couple of more times. She was the one who then told me, "Spirits passing through areas can make stuff act up."

I just don't want there to be a short in the wiring somewhere in the house.

I decided a few nights ago, no more just slamming through AP on adventures. not for awhile
anyway. I decided to take my time, stay in the general area of my body and take in all what
I see, hear and feel. Build up my experience more.

I did this last night and look down, wishing to see the cord that binds the astral self to
body. There were many of them? It was thick cables, loosely bundled into a VERY loose braid.
These things were glowing white. I drew a picture soon after, roughly detailing generally
what I was dealing with. The image I included shows a rough sketch of what my cord(s) looked
like. I wasn't overly afraid or concerned about the even itself, however, the events that
happened shortly after DO have me slightly concerned.

I went to one place, where I saw one spirit bullying another. The hotheaded one left the
area, not seeing me as I had my stealth slammed up. I went to the other one, the doormat
one. I kind of chide him for not standing up to the other. I see an Angel, who doesn't know
what to make of me.

The hotheaded one comes back and the doormat one, the bully and I stand around, chatting
away. I show my link off (I usually have it hidden for some reason) The bully sees it, this
loose braid, and like earlier, still glows with an ethereal glowing light. He is amazed.

In a bad way.

He is slightly horrified, I can hear it in his voice, and he asks, "How can you have so many
connections?"

What was this all about?   

I had my surgery the 9th.

I had to rig up my Astral Watcher to purposefully yank me out of my body and instantly take me to some people i knew that already knew of what I was going to do.

I called on them the tenth for verification. They were astral, but only saw me for a couple of seconds. There, but only long enough to wave then bye as the drugs drug me in deeper, forcing me back.

I have a surgery coming up next month. I will be placed under general anesthesia. is there anyway I can utilize that moment for AP?

The surgery is going to last about 1 or more hours and if possible I'd rather kill time phasing if I can, rather than not try. I'd figure it would be like blackness then Boom!awake after surgery. I've been through GA before and was aware of the period of blackness. 

I found a bunch of pen and paper dream journals I've made over the years 07-13.

Is it okay if I back-post some of these, or are the more recent dreams preferred?

I AP'ed many times recently, visiting this one guy. I go to a dimension where a TV show is real.

I visit this one website, a fan page of sorts of the actor who plays the guy.  I can see posts when not logged in, but never posted any replies or anything to the people there, so they have no idea of what I've been to. I never even talk to them via Facebook or Skype or anything.

Recently, in the past maybe 2 weeks or so, bunches of members have posted reports saying they've been dreaming about this actor a whole lot, way more than they usually do. And it's been spreading to other members on the board.

The thing is that this started kicking off like this when I started frequently visiting the TV character in AP. I started in with the heavy visits 2 weeks ago. And this is when the bunch of people had their dreams, which they are even admitting the sheer amounts of them are getting ridiculous. I have three possible things as why this might be happening:

1. Coincidence.

2. When I come back to this reality, in astral body to rejoin with my physical one, I am accidentally sending out 'leak-outs' of impressions of the meetings with the character. This, in turn, is blended up in the higher dimensions here and thus some people pick them up. Many people might not be clued in, and thus end up projecting and think they are dreaming about meeting with the actor or his character.

3. The dude follows me back AP. Doesn't have body to get to over here, so just bangs about a bit and people, when they dream, (project) run into him.

Number 3 to me makes the most sense, but what do y'all think?

   

This keeps popping up in APs and stuff. Occasionally but when tallied up, it is alot. Pretty much have gotten concerning, but nowhere to the point where I am flipping out.

Specific type of Entities in Astral, NOT Human APers, tell me this strange line from time to time. "I Want to (or "I am going to) keep you alive, mind, body heart AND soul." Sometimes they add, as if clarifying for me, "The whole package." 

Is this just these things don't want people to die early or does it mean something sinister that I have no idea about? I love the traveling, but still am clueless pretty much about Astral flora and fauna. I have run into just a few, but lately one type. 

I was in this room in Astral. I was hanging out with someone else who AP'ed, or was a spirit. We were walking around the room, chatting and near the end, had a serious discussion.

Suddenly, when I am in the middle of my turn to talk, this faces pops into existence for about two seconds. it was Human sized and super impose over an object that I was in front of, but not close to. it looked Healthy, and Human. No hair, as it was like someone's face from a magazine that someone cut out, skipping all head hair and ears. No blood, or gore, just the cut out. There was no indication that this was going to happen, it was just as someone flicked on a light switch and the face was just there.

My acquaintance saw it as well, and pretty much flipped their stuff. They roamed the room, convinced someone was pulling a prank on us. I pretended to look around for the 'perpetrator', but I wasn't flipping out or anything.

I thought that it was someone who peeked in, AP and exploring, saw two people in discussion and left. Did the discussion bore them? I don't know. I just thought it was a strange, if not humorous experience that I decided to share.



 

I keep getting this loveley message whenever I try to post to my dream journal thread. But I can post in this to say I have a problem. 

"Internal Server Error
The server encountered an internal error or misconfiguration and was unable to complete your request.
Please contact the server administrator, webmaster@astralpulse.com and inform them of the time the error occurred, and anything you might have done that may have caused the error.
More information about this error may be available in the server error log.
Additionally, a 404 Not Found error was encountered while trying to use an ErrorDocument to handle the request."

my family owns a dog who stays on our backporch sometimes. We have brought him inside for the night.

Tonight, my time, around ten pm, we went ahead and brought him in for the night. A few minutes ago, around 11, my sister and I are in the kitchen together. I heard from the backporch, through the glass door, his signature "yelling" hell. It was once, then no more. I didn't say anything, thinking my mom brought him back outside for a bit. 

My sister looks over at the glass doors like WTF. "He's still in the bathroom!"

my thought is that a residual haunting of one of the times he was howling outside. Which isn't a haunting like ghosts or anything, just events enmeshed in time so down-deep that they replay from time to time. If my hypothesis is correct, then it would be the instance of one of the dog's howls.

I know it sounds weird, but I couldn't put it any other way.

Lately, for nearly a week my mom has gotten extremely bitter about everything. I can understand why, but she verbally snipes about everyone if she is still awake in the wee hours of the morning and she thinks everyone else is asleep.

What happens then is that even if I am asleep, I can still hear her voice. While it might not wake me up, her voice has made me dreams things. While it is cool to dream, I want to go back to doing it without outside factors corrupting it into something it shouldn't have been in the first place.

I should not have to be reduced to wearing my earplug earbuds without music just so I can try to drown out someone's voice while I am sleeping! Is there any try earplugs I can get to drown out all sound? The earbuds work good by themselves, but it doesn't cut all sound out.

I was out for a bit, nearly seeing the details of someplace I was going to. I heard music. not just a few notes, though. it was a stanza from Imagine Dragons's "Radioactive"

I'm waking up, I feel it in my bones
Enough to make my systems blow
Welcome to the new age, to the new age
Welcome to the new age, to the new age
Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh, whoa, oh, oh, oh, I'm radioactive, radioactive
Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh, whoa, oh, oh, oh, I'm radioactive, radioactive

I heard the vocals, but at down volume, complete with instruments and everything. It was only this stanza, then ended. I had on the earplug type of earbuds, and had the OBE thing going that I usually do, so it wasn't me picking up any of music from radios or computers.

I am assuming that, the way the lyrics are worded, it was a symbolic thing about me being awake spiritually enough to project.

i think it might have made my AP way easier. I had to stay up for it as I was casting this huge magic spell. It worked well for me because it was the day and hour of Mars (The mid point was at 3:46 my time) It was a huge affair and I also needed to invoke the magical names of the hour, season, Earth and Moon.

I got done and went to sleep around early 4:00, when the Blood Moon wasn't supposed to be done yet. I played my sound file and pretty much in the first few seconds, i started the separation process! I got that AP "Random sound clips playing" that I've seen some people talk about while APing. I was trying to get to this one area that I knew a woman named Clara would be in. Nothing hinky, but I think she's a spirit or something being chased by a guy (Another spirit, i think.) He's obsessive over her or something and stalking her and stuff. I found out about these two by accident a week ago.

But anyway, One of the "sound clips" that played was my dad calling out for my mom like he did in the house when he was still alive and needed something.

"Honey," His voice began. "Hon! Where are ya?"

I only heard this once and tried ignoring it and getting to the other location, but it kind of harshed the whole thing.   

I was listless until late. Not tired nor completely bored, so I decided to AP. I did it 13 times, nearly all in one go - the only break is when I got up to recharge the battery on my MP3 player for about 2-3 hours. Out of all those times, I had 3 successful travels and the other 10 where duds. The 3 travels were spaced throughout the 13 attempts.

I went to mainly two different places, two different time periods. (i will garner enough motivation to go to even more places soon.)

One main place this woman was being stalked by someone apparently very dangerous - her name was Clara. The dangerous guy, I saw him go after her The way he acted, - I think it was an Astral Neg who thought too big of himself. At one point, during my travel there, I think he caught her, as I heard her scream and somehow heard it physically with my ears, making me jerk back into my body, thus ruining the AP. Then a short nightmare, for a drifted off in a short nap, where I am floating in this area and the same guy is glaring at me. I have no pants on in my 'nightmare' He is making sexually vulgar and abusive comments about my lack of pants at this point. Nightmare ends.


The other place was in France.

In one of my failed attempts, I heard my dad's voice crystal clear, but through the headphones .... His voice sounded frail, the one he sounded until a month before his death. I heard his voice say, "I love you." The voice ended, no other sounds so far.

I heard the pulsing whoosh too throughout all of my tries. So, it was a loaded evening for me. One of  the best since a couple months ago.

The other night, I was sleeping on my stomach. I do that all of the time as it is what is most comfortable for me. I was listening to a different sort of OBE sound file than I usually so. It started putting me under more quickly than the other I usually listen to.

I soon got to the stage where I felt my body slowing down for sleep. Nearly soon after, just surfing the feeling of non-feeling, I could view around me like I was standing up and could see behind me. I hadn't separated yet, i knew.

I instantly felt and saw a guy in the room with this mind's eye vision. Whomever was there, a guide or whatever, it had taken the form Captain Treville from the BBC Musketeers show. He was wearing his full uniform, even down down the breastplate he sometimes wears. he had that blue cloak/coat thing strapped to his side as well as wearing his Musketeer hat. The mind's eye thing ends and I am back in darkness, aware of my numb body.

"...Saddle," He heard Treville's voice say, albeit muddied. It was like he had said more words before that, but my brain only picked up saddle. I could still feel his presence behind the bed I was on.

Instantly, tinglies happened in my torso area. it felt like two pairs of medium sized hands, opened palm pressing up through the mattress, prodding at my chest and stomach. Each entire length of each hand felt as if they had mild electric currents running through them. They didn't prod harshly, only darting and gentle. The feeling was kind of uncomfortable so I moaned by accident.

That stopped and I had this weird imagination thing playing in my head while I was aware of my body still powered down. In my imagination bout, i was walking around my room slowly while talking to 'Treville", who was still there. It didn't seem at times he was my guide, more like protection based on what character it was modeled after. he talked to me as well and we just shot the breeze.

Suddenly, it happened! My internal play ended, my mind jerked back to my body quickly. I felt the familiar rush of elation as I felt myself rocketing up towards my ceiling! Instantly, I saw everything and that, indeed the Treville thing was still there. Strangely, his eyes were widened in utter shock!

"What's happening?" he demanded.

"Awesome!" I actually squealed in astral. "I am so out of here!" I hit the roof, and fell down on a pile of clothes that were strewn near the bed. I could see my body on the bed next to me. I stood up, the guide gazing at me, concerned. "That sucked."

I looked at my astral body's hand, flexed it then properly phased through the room's large windows when I leaped through them. I soared up into the area, seeing a brief aerial view of my house and some of my property, namely the backyard. I turned in air, just like and Eagle and came back down. I merged with my body and ended the travel.     

1. Not from a supernatural stance, but from a physics one, is it possible for two or more realities to briefly and seamlessly be overlapped.

I.E. In Reality A,  Person A walks down a street in daylight and looks up. At that moment, for whatever reason, Reality B makes a brief overlapping and Person A sees an airplane from Reality B go overhead and out of sight. Things go back to normal and those places are "separate" again.

2. Someone told me awhile ago of a neat sounding idea. I am not sure if this hypothesis or proven.

"There are many multi verses. Think of each one as a glass jar. As an example, set up two jars. Take two sets of marbles, exactly twenty six each set. All of the colors must be a common color theme - but with a different layout of the colors in each of the marbles. Put one set in one and the the other set in the other."

Basically, each multi verse has a set of events and people congruent to that multi verse. Since this person read somewhere that physics has found out there is only 26 realities, groups of 26 must be part of other multi verses. So each multi verse = 26 ways of switched around stuff for those people and events!

Like I said, sounds neat to me, but I am on the fence about this one!       

I learned years ago this forcecraft chant.

Last night, I was outside and decided to experiment with the chant. I do still experiment will spells and different practices.

I stood, closed my eyes and chanted the chant at a cadence, while repeating it. I was also using a method I also learned some years ago to draw in energy from the Earth itself. Even as I was sucking in the energy, I was muttering the chant as usual. I was mid-way in, about fifth or sixth time repeating it. I felt myself being drawn upwards, as if I was starting to AP! i did not let this spook me, but continued with the chanting.

Each time I got to the end of the chant, before repeating it over again, this large image like an after image would pulse behind my eyelids for exactly two seconds. Then would go away, only to come back exactly in the same manner when i again reach the end of the chant.

It was like this: o) but turned around so that the circle is pointed upwards. it was colored a muted blue/green. As soon as I stopped the chanting, no more after image - just gone, not like a regular light exposure afterimage. i know for a fact that those tend to stay for awhile once you're exposed to light.   
                                                                         

Can someone who astrally projects conceivably go to a reality or whatever where characters, events, etc from Video games and/or Television Shows are real?

Because I AP'ed on purpose this morning, ran into a weird looking butterfly and got shunted off to some pretty cool places.

[you]

I have a main dream journal on another site, but I will post a dream journal on here too. No matter how wild (to a edited PG extent, of course.) or if its about TV shows, movies, or whatever!

October 20, 2013

Character Mashups

The dream took place in my POV, but I was more like a camera. I saw this area in broad daylight. It looked like it took place in my house, but it wasn't my house because Officer Mathias from Longmire TV show owned it. Joe Dominguez from Nash Bridges was Mathias best friend. One day, Joe had an argument with his wife, Inger about their adult daughter. Joe had to crash at Mathias's house and it started to storm. Downstairs, in the basement was this huge bed, about a King sized I believe. Joe had to sleep on one side and Mathias on the other. In the split second, I became Joe laying down on his side of the bed, saying goodnight to Mathias. Beforehand, Joe had put his gun and holster upstairs, draping it over a chair.

The next day, the storm was over and Camera-Me was upstairs, looking around the living room. Somehow during the night, when both men slept downstairs, someone stole the gun from the wooden chair, even moving it.

Joe showed up in broad daylight at his job. He still worked with Nash Bridges and the others. Later, someone robbed a store and shot up loads place places, with Joe's gun! Joe nearly got into huge trouble, but Mathias, in his cop uniform, vouched for Joe's whereabouts and actually witnessed where Joe put his gun and that it wasn't there when they got up for the day! Joe got out of being in trouble and the hunt for the robber began.

Way later, Joe gets a call from Inger at this huge shopping center, furious! He made the travel there and found his wife and Lucia waiting for him! The whole fight had been about Lucia seeing this guy she was into! it turns out that Lucia had just now found out the guy had been tested for Chlamydia and came back positive! She had been using protection beforehand, even before she knew about him having it, but asks her parents, what if she stopped because she wanted a baby?

Joe found the guy, who was Dr. Lee Rosen from Alphas, and scolded him. Lee left the area, forbade from having anything to do with Lucia ever again! Cam-Me also saw Jamie Lannister in his armor wandering about as well.

Blinking Pictures and Beings Acting Sexy   

In this dream, I was back in the room at a friends house that I saw the thing with the glowing blue eyes. The room was very well lit and her laptop was on and the monitor showing. The background saved was this large group of people. It was some musical guy band. All of the others were kind of out of focus for me, except this hunk of a guy that was sitting down in the lower right corner of the group. There was a slight movement that caught my eye. I stared hard at this guy and then it happened again: He blinked his eyes. I sat down slowly at the edge of the bed, watching as it happened again. I was thinking that it was cool: That my friend invested in making a GIF as a desktop background!

Later, I am at my house, standing on my back porch. Nothing remarkable is happening. From the corner of my eye, from the other side of the porch I thought I saw Jack standing, wearing his usual suit. He is staring me down in this ..... way. I do not know if it was really Jack, because he had this stubble.

I only get this quick glimpse of who looks like Jack before I focus my gaze in front of me, over my backyard. These arms softly grab me from above and pull. At this point, I zoom up, now heading out of my dream, right into projecting!

The effect fades and I am projected, inside my basement. I am at this old desk that my family used to have ages ago. I wrap my head around the enormity of the dreams that I had so far that had so much detail. The one I had recently, the ones with Mathias and Joe especially.

"What a dream," I say out loud. Since I am projecting, I don't vocalize it with my mouth, but from my own head and it comes out audible to my ears.  Suddenly, someone grabs me from behind gently, wrapping their arms under mine, and sliding them up towards my collarbone. The embrace was firm, yet gentle. It was surprising yet not frightening. Somehow, I knew it was a man that held me.

"This is no dream," The figure purred into my ear from behind. About his speech; when I say purr, it might have been literally at this point. The voice did not sound what a typical Human male voice would sound. It sounded like someone took an animistic big cat growl and dubbed the hell out of it over a Human voice. A tiger or Lion forced into Human Speech; that's as close as I can come to describing it. As strange as it seems, this did not scare me. He said some other stuff.

And yeah, it stopped being a dream when I went into projecting - I knew this. I was just saying my observation on a previous dream. I happened to look onto the basement floor and saw that me and the figure behind me were casting shadows! It was a guy, but his silhouette gave nothing away as to who he was. "Who are you?" I asked him after running possible things through my head. there was no answer, just the slight growling of glee in my ear. "No, seriously, I ran across other people in my life. I can't remember who might want to search me out." No answer, so I asked, "Why did you come to me?"

"Money, power, fame, Sex." He replied in that strange voice. Then, sighing, dreamily, "I want you." He went back to sighing in my ear.

During the whole exchange, even before the I want you statement, the guy switching between gently holding me, nuzzling my neck to massaging my shoulders and making me start to think things that I don't normally think. "I am honored, I really am."  I find it harder to think aloud my messages. 

The environment faded, leaving me back on my stomach, in my bed. I realize that I have stopped projecting. The guy is still there, I can still sort of feel him pressing against me from above, still gently holding me. I cannot hear his playing sighs and growls. there is no more communication and the feeling of him holding me finally ends and I get up from my bed physically and leave the room to see what time it is.         

I have been keeping low on traveling since my last post, as I want my shoulder to not hurt before heading out again. I think that must have heavily contributed to the assault by Jack. Fear mixed in with pain, no matter how minute.   

But I saw something the other day before I put a temporary hold on conscious projection. I was on some beach, looked real nice. Farther down the coast of the beach there was something like a very small graveyard. Nothing scary at all about it and it was alluded to by someone I ran into that it was a graveyard for children. Every once in a while, you'd see shadowy figures teleporting in an out of the graveyard and hurrying around. Nothing scary ever happened and the whole beach area was serene. I didn't get to go inland, but if I ever find that place again - I will.

Sometimes when I am waking up, but be awake enough to tell what's what, I'll have weird trippy things happen like I did LSD. I never and and never will do LSD. I did not even smoke my Mugwort blend before bed. I did project to talk to a dude, not Walt but another guy named Jack. I have also created a watcher to help me with making stuff/scanning ect. Suffice to say, after this, I will most likely not ever wear my headphones to bed again.

I am awaking up for no apparent reason. My room is nearly pitch black, the way I like it. My MP3 device dead, the battery having ran out when I was was projecting/asleep. I feel this creeped out feeling and sort of sluggish in the head. Like beng half-asleep, but something different than that.  My headphones are the newer ones like earbuds, but with the big pluggy things that you can stick right in your ears. Suddenly, I knew beyond a shadow of a doubt that they were little skulls, not speakers in my ears. They were opening their mouths open and shut while inside my ears!. I gut understandably grossed out, yanked them out and flung them to the floor. They weren't skulls,but regular headphones. I was moderately freaked out, flung myself back on my pillow, eyes wide and didn't go back to sleep for at least ten minutes. After which, nothing else strange happened.

I don't know if this Jack guy screwed around with stuff or I was still partially projected or had a SP thing going on. Or even if it was the type of music I was listening to earlier. Which it wasn't even music but an astral beat I got off YT a couple of months ago.

I had an OBE the other night. I met this guy who was awesome. Talked for awhile.

I guess I lost focus and fell asleep after the chat. I was still OBE'ing after the chat. Next thing I know, I aware, back in my bed. I am on my stomach. I can hear my mom and dad arguing about something up in the living room. There is this band of warmness horizontally across the small of the my back, from hip to hip. I feel hands there, laying and grasping. I think at this point I am sort of OBE, as I can read energy around me at this point. I knew, just knew at that point that the same guy I met while OBE was there. It was more like he was trying to grab onto my astral self to pull me up out to try to get me to OBE.

Has anyone done this before? Use various items and gateways into dreams?

I remember one experience that stuck out for me is when I used the family TV set in a dream years ago. I was watching Stargate in my dream and decided right then and there to go through it into what I called "Stargate-World."

Completely on purpose, I went through the TV, squeezing into it. When I came out the other end, it was as as if my TV was an actual Stargate! I ended up coming through the Stargate into the gate-room! Everyone there was like, WTF and I had loads of explaining to do!

I even used this blacktop area that was a school at night in my dreams to act as a springboard to other dreams. There was a big deep black hole in the middle that you jumped down into to go to other dreams. At first, I was the only one who did this. Not too long after, people whom I took for other dreamers showed up. One night, there was at least ten other people waiting to jump into the hole. Some times, sieges would happen where Zombie and stuff would attack and me and whomever was around would have to defeat them. When they were defeated, then we would use the hole as usual.     

I was staying the night at a friend's house. We were going to bed in separate rooms.

In my dream, I am in the dark in the room. I wake up halfway (not really, but in the dream) and move my arm out, flex it out to my side. Somehow my arm is able to stretch that far and I end up placing my hand all of the way across to the other side and touching the power outlet. Suddenly, in the dark, there was some figure standing in silence at the end of the bed I was sleeping in. It was a black silhouette from what i saw and it was shaped like a fit dude. Where the eyes should be were literally glowing and very angry. It seemed like the type of eyes that the Illusive man had, but this dude was angry. Somehow, I knew the guy was angry because I touched the power outlet!

I was freaked out in the dream and flopped over quickly to my other side so I wouldn't have to see that thing with the eyes. "Sorry, sorry, sorry." I felt myself mumbling. "i didn't realize it (the outlet) would be over there."

That dream drifted out to be one of the Winchesters and Crowley.

I astral traveled the other night, around the 17th or so and I think i might have gotten to the island. I only got as far at the beach, didn't get too far into the island just because of something really strange that I saw. I hope it was a projection, because it felt too epic for just a dream.

Way in the air, off to the side of the island someone came in from elsewhere. They had this massive ship or something with them. It was ruined, nearly a husk and looked nearly like the Citadel when it was busted up at the end of Mass Effect 3. I asked them, as they had their astral watcher with them helping out, what was going on. the main person told me they found about API and this was the only safe port to make repairs on it. They tethered it in one place with some bands of pink energy and promised that as soon as repairs were made, it was to be gone from there, back to where it came from. The team quickly set up a few beacons and a sign advertising about the repairs.

They called their watcher Zoe. Zoe was evidently programmed to look and sound exactly like number 6 from BSG. Very strange.....