Quote from: Frostytraveler on October 03, 2024, 06:58:14Even today manifestation is a tough one for me, but I understand it and don't discount its validity. For me and based on my experience, there is a set path that has little deviation ability no matter how much we are aware of this path, and no matter how much we identify certain obstacles we end up having to face them. Let's call this the trunk of the tree, the main track we are on. This is the path and experiences we may have agreed to before coming here. Then there are the variants we can alter, let's call these the branches of the tree. This is where the power of the mind/consciousness comes in, manifestation, the theory of like attracts like. Others may have a different experience altogether and were successful at changing the trunk, which is no easy task.
That appears to be the case. Each personality has its own unique theme that is chosen by the lager spirit along with main lessons, challenges, agreements to interact with certain people, etc. It's like designing a video game and choosing your avatar. The designer of the game knows that once the avatar is activated, it will have no direct awareness of being the designer. It will only perceive itself from a narrow standpoint of the avatar with its chosen characteristics and environment. The designer always leave open doors through which the avatar can receive information, but it will be up to the avatar to understand it. The avatar may learn how to click out of the game periodically and become aware of its larger self. Regardless, of what may appear to be learned or not, ALL experiences are valuable, and certain lifetimes serve very narrow set of experiences. Someone may be a potato digger all their life, and that is perfectly ok. This is what the spirit wanted to experience.
Each theme has its purpose. We have to understand what the purpose is to be at peace with who we are. If we try to be someone else and dislike what our current expression is, then we deny our own creation. We cant change our theme, but we have the free will to experience the theme in variety of ways. There is always room to become the best version of ourselves. For example, currently I am not a fairy, I cant change my current theme being human, but I can pull the feeling being a fairy from another life and enjoy the echo. During AP I can experience being a fairy first hand and I have. I have experienced being many things, beings, elements, etc first hand. But while oriented towards the physical we have to play the role of this expression. We have to be proud of our uniqueness, as nothing else can replicate it. We can add soooooo much to our current personality, or remove believes that do not serve us. WE just have to take actions, change our perspective and change our behavior according to what we envision the best version of ourselves is.