I'm still pretty new to understanding everything about astral projection but I figured it would be a good idea to learn as much as I can about it. I've had quite a few experiences with it and a lot of them really confuse me and scare me. I've also gotten sleep paralysis, which I think is related to this... right?
I'll share what happened when my bf came over to visit. I went to sleep on my back and I remember waking up and seeing my bf next to me. My eyes were closed but I could still see everything. I started to get kind of scared because I didn't exactly know if I was awake or not. I started talking to my bf and he said something about a book and cigars. And I told him that I felt like I was insane and that I couldn't open my eyes. And I asked if that was normal and He said "No, it's not." Then I walked out into the living room with him and I saw my mom and her bf. I ended up getting scared, I think something felt like it touched me so I jumped. And my moms bf commented about me acting crazy. Everything felt really intense, especially when he touched me. I went back into my room and I started to think bad thoughts and then it felt like something was breathing into my ear. I knew that I would start really freaking out so I decided to think sexual thoughts instead. I figured if I had sex with my bf then I could change it into a good experience. But the next second I just feel this head start going in between my legs. It was a girl (I always see a girl) and it felt nice when she starting kissing my thighs but she looked kind of scary and I don't think she had a body, it was just her head. Then I grabbed her face or whatever and she bit my leg.. so I grabbed her head and chucked it at the wall. Then I woke up and told my bf. But the whole time I thought it was real and that I was mental. He was like "No we didn't have a conversation, you were asleep."
Oh and when it was happening, I felt like I was disconnected from my body. And that I was just like looking through my eyes instead of actually having them, I guess. If that makes sense... I don't know if it was just a dream or if it really was astral projection. But it just felt like I was stuck like that for so long. It was pretty scary, honestly. Anyhow Hello everyone. ^_^
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