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76  Spiritual Evolution / Welcome to Spiritual Evolution! / Re: Dancing into yourself on: May 02, 2018, 12:57:21
I only did this technique 2 times so far, till today.
Long story short, I did go through a 'traumatic' experience (I would say most the trauma is more in my brain sorta like a personality split) that has been stuck with my part of being. Even though *I* know its all ok, another part of me I would say is still effected and thinks otherwise.
And I been dealing with the whole 'who am I' journey. Seperate from my thoughts mostly. It's a long battle and many times I accepted who I was then later on discovered more about me, which meant I was wrong. And very recently, I know im all of it technically, but knowing and realizing is completly different. It's hard for the human to not compartamentalize things. 'these are my thoughts. this is my soul. this is innate. those are my cells'  
TL;DR I feel seperate from parts of myself. There is a connection missing somewhere and something wants to connect.

So I'm in bed, doing what I do, and one really neat tip I heard that has helped me a lot is if something keeps popping up, an urge perhaps to do something then you should really look into it. It's your heart/soul/higherself/yourself wanting to do something with that thing. And I strictly been resisting any urges to do anything but be aware 99% of the time. But now I can not resist urges to do stuff which is awesome. so like 90% or so which is enough breathing room for me.

So in bed, thinking about the dance thing and finally do it. Listen to my japanese music cause it pumps me up. So im going, letting certain visuals come to me. When I face my closet area I sense fear for some reason. So I keep dancing and following that feeling  It's subtle in the beggining. But when I do, 'better' thoughts and visuals come to mind. So now i feel like that entity in the closet wants to dance a little and I go from there.

I get the urge to dive deeper into the feeling, and when I do im really less concentrated on my thoughts more so. Or i notice the difference from me and my thoughts and 99% of them feel like junk when I go to a deeeeeeeeeeep level. I have my theories, but it def deals with the battle within myself and feeling like im not my thoughts. So it sees it as an enemy-ish. Like 'who is making me think this'.  

This happened last time, but I dove even deeper. My body wasnt really dancing anymore, i was just doing anything to get that energy going and i would tense up, raise my arms like im rising my energy, shake like a friggn wild animal! When I get deep, I start to tear and snot comes out. Ill give an example of a thought process I had, and one thought that really helped that part of me I feel is really hard to reach.

*snot and drool coming out, also dropping on the floor
Thoughts: "I should get something to clean up my face so it wont get all over me/floor"
me"why DO I CARE?!?!?! WHO CARES"
I shake in defiance of my thoughts even harder, to get snot and drool all over the place. I chuckel  
 (side note. when I laugh, its more of the inside part of me that I cant really reach laughs cause ill laugh literally not knowing why. same with the tears/snot sometimes. like randomly tearing)
I keep following that feeling to the fn extreme like the world literally depends on it
Thoughts: " I should lock my door so my mom doesnt come in, worrying about x y z"
me"why do i have to be scared?! who cares!!"
doesnt lock door
thoughts: "the mom part again basically
me"i dont care"
deeper me"wait, WHO CARES IF I DONT CARE?! WHY CANT I LOCK THE DOOR?!?!"
general feeling of not knowing who I am/what to do persists. locks door
thoughts: "oh, you locked the door out of fear. no bueno"
deeper me"who cares if i mess up"

And it goes like that. for a while
as you can see, i thought 'me' was me, then I felt deeper me. So at some point I realize how lost I really am and these thoughts are always going to blur me out. I keep diving as deep as possible but I pretty much max out. As the ones who have done this, well i can only speak for myself. Different state of being means different ways of feeling/thinking. So I guess I feel slightly different when Im approaching my default state cause I have to stop at some point. When i was, i just felt like i was seeing the transition of myself fading away

So im in the given up state-ish as well. Like how in the heck am i supposed to figure this shiz out. the battle is near impossible. even the thoughts im having about this battle isnt me. I cant keep the whole diving thing up forever. and even then, now i second guess my thoughts way more so it will be hader to get to the deepest me.
And the thoughts during that or right after were akin to
"well you KNOW I(default state of being) am following my heart"
deeper me/me"you're right. wait.... hahahahahaha"

I laugh because every single part of me knows that if we follow are hearts there is no way we are 'losing'. even the tinest fraction possible will win the battle.
And let's say my thoughts are trying to beat my deeper self. BUT they are truely following thier hearts. There is no way there wont be a scenerio where we both win. whatever winning means. It's been only 20 minutes since then but Deeper me, or the part that I cant really reach as well is really just chillin and at peace. And default me is as well. And been seeing things in a different light too. I can tell my perspective has changed even if i have the same thoughts.

I really cant beleive this worked soooooooooo well for me. I would have never guessed. So anyway, just wanted to give some credibility to this techique! not really. i just wanted to express myself and throw out the idea about diving as deep as you possibly can. I mean go super sayian mode dude!

Love you all so much <3 thanks for reading!
thoughts "aight, time to spell check this"
me " Lol nah"
thoughts "aight time for me to re-read so i can make some parts easier to understand cause im always confusing a.f"
me "lol nah"
77  Astral Chat / Welcome to Astral Chat! / Re: Just a General Chat on: May 02, 2018, 12:21:09
O wow! I dig you on the 'he was I and I was him' part. I had some similar dream where there was a part that some part of a being was covered in black energy dots and was trying to push it off of him with great force. And i mentioned that 'you are only fighting yourself' then woke up shortly after. Which i relate to a lot.

But this is great news! You definitely are living life with your heart/soul leading you more than the mind if I had to conclude a general statement for your dream, and that you are making great progress on your journey  grin
78  Astral Chat / Welcome to Astral Chat! / Re: Just a General Chat on: April 27, 2018, 12:59:00
off topic, but on topic since it is a general chat

Tis late and dont have time to post it on my thread, so this will be a great sub.
I've made a milestone on the journey to my enlightenment! As in, I am in a new state of being. not queit 10/10 enlightenment but I have the essence im looking for. even if its a 1/10 its way better than w.e state of being i was in. And i havnt fallen out of it really, so i dont think im ever going to be as 'unconscious' as i was before, and boy let me tell you!

Will just say that i can finally live in the present with ease. without having to use my brain, or focus into it at all. Def will explain more but man, is it great  grin grin grin grin
79  Healing / Welcome to the Healing place! / Re: Breast Cancer on: April 12, 2018, 10:36:46
Actually sending good energy your way with more intent than I ever do. smiley smiley
80  Astral Projection & Out of Body Experiences / Welcome to Out of Body Experiences! / Re: I'm not sure what was happening on: April 04, 2018, 08:43:35
Sounds like ap but maybe you're teleporting!  grin
81  Spiritual Evolution / Welcome to Spiritual Evolution! / Re: The Event - Mass Awakening - Dimensional Transcendence on: April 01, 2018, 07:37:44
I listen to the kyron channeler, and kryon talks about the 'new energy' that we started to have starting at 2012. Think it was fully developed like in 2014 but none the less, you could say that was the big change that is going to let the change we want to happen. Also I do agree we already did move up dimensions or w.e based on personal experience. 

The next big gloabal shift starts is when 1% of people are 'enlightened' and that is something I beleive that is going to happen in my lifetime. Or at least it will be waaaaay more common, like 1/1000 people at least which is still huge. Awesome that everyone doesnt have to go on that journey to make a global shift to start.

I also agree that we are collectively choosing to acheive this 'ourselves' for the most part. Not like a random event where some alien comes and changes everything, or changes something in earth itself that will cause us to change.

I do think we will have those powers eventually on a more global scale. I beleive we can do it now. Thats something I plan on working on anyway after enlightenment.

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In my opinion, the only way we move to a 5th Dimension is to remove all memory of this one. Otherwise the new dimension would become corrupted as well
Im not sure why we would need a dimension thats not corrupted. I dont think it ends at 5, so what would seperate 5 from 6? Just curious on your view about this in general. Havnt delved into that thing really anywho.
The memory thing, I see what your saying. The past changes but the memory isnt really the relevant part as we cant remember a change we cant be in. So somethign can remember about a thing that never happened. Semantics.  tongue
82  Astral Chat / Welcome to Astral Chat! / Appreciation Post on: March 28, 2018, 12:14:57
Hello all and thank you all.
I just wanted to say I finally found my tune. I know what to follow I guess you can say.

It's been quiet a journey to get to this place and this place has helped me a lot. From the day one members to the one day members  grin
And this place is the only place I felt comfortable enough to express myself and just write down whatever I want because everyone is so open minded and accepts the fact that one persons experience doesnt mean its like that for another; the world can be anything.

There is always support, and a big thanks to the mods to answer the same questions that have been asked again and again tongue

There is soo much useful information on here and the format is pleasent and personal. It's not like other forum sites that seem more distant, and that really adds je ne sais quoi ('it' factor) I wouldnt want this site to ever go down, and I'd buy it myself in the years to come if it came down to that!

Thanks for being the support group for my spiritual journey that I never had in real life

E> E> E> E>  grin smiley cool cheesy wink rolleyes
83  Energy Body and The Chakras / Welcome to Energy Body and The Chakras / Re: Good way to unlock energy? on: March 20, 2018, 02:30:38
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are you implying i should do the whole 'turn a lucid dream into a astral projection?'
Experiment and ask yourself this question.

Thats just one way to do it. Follow your intuition and go with it. Dont worry about if you can actaully hear your intuition/spirit and do the best with what you have. practice doing w.e you do will only help. And to decide if something isnt working for you, you have to do it first to know. But also have patience because if you keep hoping from one tech to the other, and do them all, and repeat the process, you will eventually have to stick to something. So hell, do it all till that happens or stick with whatever feels the most right for you.

But really, most of the techniques involve the same essential things. If you feel like something is too complicated for your taste, or you want to alter it a bit then do so. If you feel like its better for you than it will be better. The mindset will make you feel more comfortable with what your doing. If it's too much stress for you, or you are impatient with the technique, then do something that will just be more fun in general. Such as visualizing your fantasy world and exploring it. I could go on and on, and even though this isnt well explained I hope you get what im trying to say.

 IF energy blocks to exist to some degree, dont worry about them. its better for most to just treat it as a metaphor.
84  Energy Body and The Chakras / Welcome to Energy Body and The Chakras / Re: Good way to unlock energy? on: March 18, 2018, 12:43:11
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7c3AVj66ahg&index=7&list=PLi6qQ3PUrURuPipfQzei8XV9pTgyY7scQ&t=4s (talks about the heart chakra and scientifically too)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p1M_gymB6_4&index=8&list=PLi6qQ3PUrURuPipfQzei8XV9pTgyY7scQ (emotions can be considered blockages so here's one way to deal)
I agree with xanths in a sense and you should ask yourself 'what should I do?' Probably best to do it in a state you trust in. As in, dont ask that when you are grumpy, but more at peace or whatever is your cup of tea.

Also, I dont beleive any energy block will stop you from ap. MAYBE it might make it harder, but if you ever lucid dream before, you can ap. And anyone can become lucid during a dream , blockages or not. If you havent, try napping or w.e during the daytime. Its much easier to be lucid/ap for me and many others. Or after you wake up and move around for a bit.

You can try and figure out where the blockage resides and maybe coorlate it to a chakra and what it represents and try to pin down what you should work on, but using the other pleadeans method, you wont have to know all the specifics to remove.

Feel free to message me if you need more explanation on the videos or help with the process in general.

p.s You got this!  cool
85  Astral Projection & Out of Body Experiences / Welcome to Astral Projection Experiences! / Re: Dreams & AP attempt - Please help me understand. on: March 15, 2018, 01:14:30
Your sign post can definatly change. I personally dont get vibrations anymore.
And practice is the best way. There are other things that you can do throuh out the day to help you with projecting. I think someone calles it the wiggle method on this site.
What you do is move your 'ethiric' body. Your imaginary body. Astral body, what have you. You just dont visualize it, but actually move this invisible body. You might feel the urge to feel the real body, if this occurs then you are doing it. Heck, Ive heard a study where people imagined they were exercising and got stronger! random

Also you can use 'tools'. Some use the devils lettuce  evil (marijuana) or 'dream tea'. There is like 3 certain herbs that help with lucid dreaming (basically astral projection) and such. Or headsets.

Taking a 'nap' randomly during the day is the best method for me personally.

(only read the questions part. Sorry if i missed anything else) rolleyes
86  Spiritual Evolution / Welcome to Spiritual Evolution! / Dancing into yourself on: March 07, 2018, 05:13:44
Love making clickbait threads xD

But really, here's an excerices I would like you all to try. It might be hard to get into, but once you do it's soooo wonderful. It makes me feel good.

I first got into this by not really dancing. I would try to relax a little and just move my body. You can imagine if your body had a mind on its own, finding your own flow, what have you. get creative if you wish or just take a dance and mix it up yourself.  I didnt really think too much but I might swing my arms, do a really stiff motion in the beggining, then I get into a different mode. When I move from a position I have been in for a while, such as stepping side to side, and do something else, I feel this energy. And if i play with it, I can ususally do moves that bring this energy up more.
Afterwards i might sit down and chill, meditate for a bit and then get back up if i feel.

One thing I notice is fear of someone walking in on me, seeing me with headphones in, eyes closed, doing horrendous dancing and it compelese me to lock the door. Which is fine, but being exposed is something humans shy from it seems.

Dance like nobody is watching you. Lock the door if you have to. Put on some kick@** anime music or classical and let your imagination flow. You dont have to do it for a specific reason except to have a good time by yourself for a couple minutes. I imagine this is how people feel when they are embracing something. Like playing the violin.

Just something I wanted to share. I personally like to imagine im dancing with the universe and with my soul, having a couple of 'solo' moments where all I notice is me.
Get to jivin folx!  grin
87  Astral Projection & Out of Body Experiences / Welcome to Astral Consciousness! / Re: Relax - Enjoy - You Will Succeed on: March 03, 2018, 09:08:53
It's funny that this topic is here. Recently I've been getting what I beleive to be signs from the universe to relax. But after a while I would, and I would feel the urge to do something. Make myself feel better, think of happy thoughts, observe instensly, send light to the world (which is talked about a lot among other entities especially) etc. I just watched a video the other day and had an outpour of emotions come out. It was an ending to a video game Undertale. Anywho, I didnt have any desires except for enlightenment. But after that, I didnt care anymore. I just wanted people to experience something better and for some moments  I was just sending the most radient light I could. I mean like Goku lossing his friend krillen and going super sayin mode type power (I mesaure the amount by the feeling, and my imagination or what have you seems to gauge my emotions well)

So time passes and I kinda give up. I still want it to happen but im letting go, but im only striving to become enlightened and obtain money at the same time. But im not TRYING. Any technique or vibration or what have you is something I dont force. I seem to default to an awareness level since I've been doing nothing but that 12 hours of the day at least. And when I get distracted, it happens. When I come back, I dont tell myself 'this is the place you NEED to be to get x, y z'.

The thing is if someone is telling you 'you're doing it wrong' then you tend to beleive it when you dont see success. Not to say there isnt better ways. But this the thing, when you FEEL like you are never really doing it right, that feeling is going to slow you down. At some point you have to stop searching for techniques, googling testimonies, reading every spiritual/metaphysical book under the sun and develope YOUR style. And find your FLOW.

Your relaxing could be you doing x y z. It doesnt mean you have to DO nothing, cause doing nothing was hard for me. I couldnt do nothing when i tried! lol.That emotion of not doing it right pulled me to do something. Which is fine if doing nothing isnt your flow.

NOW i can 'relax' in my own way, and before I couldnt. I had to do things, but eventually I've had enough and just broke down you could say. But I dont feel broken down, I feel good about it. Before when I broke down, it would last for a while and Id get up because I didnt have enough to stay broken down.
I dont want to confuse anyone by saying you should stop to get where your going cause that's just another technique. One not used enough, and people dont really hype it up too much so who knows what that could bring you. Test it out for yourself.

But for me it was hard to relax thinking 'ok im relaxing, when am i going see some progress?! hurry hurry!'. So i leave with this, relax. Learn patience too. If you stop relaxing, gain everything you want to add to your library of knowledge till you can not worry about the future, or 'it' happening. dont feel bad for not relaxing and tell yourself 'you need to do it to get x y z'. Dont treat it like you do other technique because its slightly different IMO. If you learn how to relax then you will see what im talking about. If you cant relax, figure out why perhaps if you really want to relax, and work on whatever obstacles that arrive.

For me, having certain beliefs helps me relax. Knowing that all things are possible. I can relax and it still can happen.

Im not sure how to word this because it seems to not make sense. But i hope you get the jist. I had to chime and give a little bit of advice on the topic since I literally just learned how to relax, lol.

Thank you a lot Nameless for bringing this up!

88  Astral Chat / Welcome to Astral Chat! / Re: my useful information for ALL beings on: February 26, 2018, 03:51:31
Just making a thread for information I want to save. Also it could help others.


https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLi6qQ3PUrURuPipfQzei8XV9pTgyY7scQ
My playlist. The only version of spreading information that Im really comfortable with to ANYONE. Believer or not. I think everything else I explain on here is covered in these videos so no need to read the rest.
  Feel free to watch other videos that are by these people and others. The order doesnt really matter. And the first video is aimed at people who are not into 'these things'. Helps you open up to pondering on how things actually are or what they COULD be. To do more of thier own research. But for the pulse, not really something you have to watch to get the rest since we are all pretty open. Still interesting to say the least


Also, I can debate if need be or clear things up. The thing is it will take so long to explain that this post will be a couple of pages long. I just give enough to make you ponder upon it. Not to think to yourself 'this isnt how it exactly works, some things sound wrong'. I simply dont feel like explaining everything thoroughly.   

Some things I would like to add are some of my truths. It doesnt matter what is true or not, It's how I resonate with it. For example, i resonated with other beleifs I HAD but now dropped. It helped me get to this place even though it wasnt all really as true as I thought. If it's 80% 'true' or if i resonate with it at that level at LEAST, then I will play around with it. I might find flaws in a beleif but that isnt as important as you think.

Understanding yourself will help you so much with everything else. If you dont know if you resonate with something for example, it will be more of a proccess in deciding what you want to do with life.

So desires are a big one. Why do you desire it? To escape your reality? To control a situation? Because people NEED help? For happiness? Keep questioning your desires, ask why and ask why again.

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4bDMT0cAly8&index=3&t=644s&list=PLi6qQ3PUrURuPipfQzei8XV9pTgyY7scQ explains

http://elenalist.wixsite.com/startravelermessages/belief-systems Also just helps figure out your beleifs, and invisible ones you dont think you have.

Another thing is the power of observing and noticing has helped me SOOOO much. You can find tune on how you do it, but trying to play with it has helped me a lot. Science behind mindfullness.

Pleadians talk about sublte frequency a lot and i've played with it. Such as when Im doing x,y,z I notice my thoughts, sensatoins, feelings, etc. In one state of being I kept getting more frustrating thoughts. In another I got positive thoughts. I never TRY to think about something, I just let thoughts come in.

A good thing to practice is thinking about a memory that made you smile. Or think 'what would if feel like if.'  When you say 'i am happy' but arnt, there might be more resistance because your not. So when you word it differently 'what would it feel like if' it's easier to embrace that feeling.

And lastly, one of the most important ones for me is learning patience. I didnt realize how important it was but having little patience really effects everything else you do, because you can always be impatient about it until you get that validation or gratification i should say. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uDc5CXnmzpw&list=PLi6qQ3PUrURuPipfQzei8XV9pTgyY7scQ&index=14

OH! Trusting yourself is a good one to remember.  grin

These are the tools I use to become different, and experiance reality differently. And to 'manifest' something else. But along my journey, all the things I thought I actually wanted became something else. I feel more whole. The same but more whole. The playlist has many things that helped me click everything together. I might have missed somethings I wanted to put in but you can venture out and find more material by the people.


Honestly, I feel like I went through a lot in a little amount of time. Lets say there is some type of 'acenion' process. Basically a way to become you best self. And all of that process to get 95% there is what i've been through in a short time. Im SO close.
My mind went through a lot. One of my qualities Ive had is perfection. Or just doing the MOST efficient thing I can find. Such as, what is the MOST efficient emotion I could have? I would spend 95% trying to figure it out and never being at peace with any one that I've picked because I have that nagging mind thinking 'is this the best? Should I do something else'. And with that mindset in general you do A LOT of research. You watch video after video looking for that something.. taking notes. Well im done with the searching and at peace with everything that I beleive in, that I am. Im not 'there yet' but im at a place to where I am comfortable enought and trust myself enough to get there without any other knowledge that I know. Or knowing 'what should i do next? meditate? process emotion? observe?'. Im past that as I know myself more than before.


TL;DR
Again, here is the playlist. If you feel like it's too lengyh, there is a setting that can allow you to watch the video in 1.5x speed or 2x. Bottom right. You have to use desktop version if you are using phone. https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLi6qQ3PUrURuPipfQzei8XV9pTgyY7scQ

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89  Bug Reports and Questions / Forums Bugs Reports and Questions / Search engine on: February 26, 2018, 01:44:57
Just wondering if there is a way to search by username only.
Like if i want to look at all karxx gxx THREADS or Xanth's or ... ?
Would be cool to add that but pretty sure adrian has to be the one to do that.
90  Astral Projection & Out of Body Experiences / Welcome to Out of Body Experiences! / Re: Ayahuasca on: February 21, 2018, 10:49:08
Glad someone cleared that up because people have changed thier reality perspective because of trips or what have you. It's just a different path to go on.
91  Astral Projection & Out of Body Experiences / Welcome to Out of Body Experiences! / Re: Ayahuasca on: February 18, 2018, 14:19:47
Yea, I feel you on that. I'm like that with a certain thing too. But I doubt I need it to get there, but just as a backup Ill go to any extent to achieve what I want to in life
92  Astral Chat / Welcome to Members Introductions! / Re: Hello there Pulse! on: February 15, 2018, 09:11:18
observing is sooooo good to learn for everything
93  Astral Projection & Out of Body Experiences / Welcome to Astral Consciousness! / Re: Non-Physical Personality/Awareness/Character on: February 11, 2018, 06:46:42
Well I guess I didnt think about it, but I guess NP personalities are a thing.
Maybe when I Project, I will try to be more of an observer and not identify as myself. The NP could start reacting differntly. Not sure. This is a whole 'nother ballgame.
Also thought forms are a thing, and they can become sentient. Just got into a subject called Tulpas. Basically an imaginary friend but more real. So I dont think you are crazy. I guess that makes me crazy  tongue

Not much good input, but i support the sidekick to being real! I think you could make here more real with intention or (insert techniques).
94  Astral Chat / Welcome to Astral Chat! / Re: Just some observations. on: February 11, 2018, 03:00:10
At first I wanted to AP for knowledge, to talk to my higherself to know 'what to do next'. I personally want to change. I also feared on what change would happen but I decided that the life I am living, the lense that i see through and my perspective on things was not enough. It never really is enough.

AP had the potential to change that. I could be in a different reality so to speak. Escaping earth and doing something more worth while. AP though has not changed me one bit. But I havnt had enough dedicatoin to really try so I didnt learn any life changing informatoin. Instead I learned it here through the internet and through experience.
I saw the world through a different lense for about  a minute or so and it was unreal. It was how I want to live life. You could call it enlightenment on a low level perhaps. It's different for everyone, but essentially you can just say I ascended to the next level.

You dont HAVE to do anything. These tests COULD help you in the next process but you can stay as long as you like. People dont really get that. If you happen to change then so be it. The thing is you are scared of what could happen. When you change it's not like you are not you. You dont have to drop family or anything. Imagine you as who you are with new information. Do you think I could tell you anything that will make you drop your family? If you are so sure then you shouldnt worry about such things. In my experience, I did not want to drop anyone. In fact I wanted to have a great connection with people even more so.

If you really beleive you will change then simply dont do it. You might struggle within yourself but that's what you rather do, so you should be fine with it. Unfortunatly, how I assume most poeple work... The heart is hard to ignore. That yearn for something is hard to ignore. Even if you're batshite scared, a part of you will want to OBE ,in your case ,regardless of the risk. But your mind says otherwise.

If it's too much I'd work on observing. You dont have to obe, but just bring up that fear of change. Now observe it and watch it. Dont keep it there on purpose, forcing yourself to fear. Just bring up some thoughts that will simply bring it up to surface. Many people and beings (channelers  that talked for them) talk about similar technique. Well this technique. That and thinking of something that makes you smile and holding that to connect with your heart.

You will probably be really good at this, but fear is what limits that from happening. Which isnt bad! But thinking can only get you so far. I've been there as well, scared I will do x y z, that I will not follow my ego-ic dreams and such. But now I expect the best because I feel in control of my reality.

Betterment of self is subjective. Most people just happen to agree on what better is. Enlightenment just seems about bettering self, but really it's just about connecting with yourself. If your a doosh at heart then that's just who you are. Cats are a holes sometimes, but I can never be mad because that's just who they are. We on the other hand mask ourselves.
I tell you this because it might help you believe that you wont change after 'bettering yourself'. It's irrelevant. There are  many paths to enlightenment. For some it happens out of no where. Orthers practice on a technique. Others through depression. So dont worry about what you will become. Just be who you are. I'd say youre someone who wants to explore  smiley

95  Astral Chat / Welcome to Astral Chat! / Re: Just some observations. on: February 11, 2018, 01:53:08


This might not be relevant but I really havnt gone exploring. I tried but I usually lose my lucidness to an extent, if not all of it. That and I always end up in my room most of the time. It's usually hard for me to move, see, and even get out of my own house if doors are shut.
There are definitely fundamentals you should learn when you start AP'ing. But the most important one is to

write down what you experienced. When you see a pattern then try to figure out something. Your scientific mind will do well with this  wink
It's really important to look at these patterns because they could be tests you have to face to go on to the next level. You dont HAVE to pass them to do x y z, but they could help you with your travels. So if you traveled to a scary place you will be well prepared.

Im always in my room. It started with fear tests but I've overcome that plenty of times. At first I thought it was a test to leave but apparently it is not because I have multiple times and I never find anything interesting. It might be because Im not lucid enough. So I need to work on that at least whilst working on other things.

Learn how to become even more lucid. Learn how things 'manifest'. For example, a lot of people have luck by saying 'CLARITY NOW'. They become more lucid, and for me I can move easier and I can see better. Everything is so dark but it brightens up afterwords.

There are tips and tricks posted somewhere. I can link it sometime. They can be useful when traveling, such as flying or teleportation, telepathy, etc.

I'd recomend to learn how to believe in yourself and your abilities. It will make doing everything a lot easier. you can achieve this of course through practice. Just try to do what FEELS right. What resonates with you, what gets you excited, etc.  Get connected with your heart Or just think of something that makes you smile and hold that feeling. Operating through there might help, but could be hard since you are mind heavy. Thats just something I personally try to do.

Speaking of, feelings are VERY important in the astral. One person here finds it best to simply have a curious mindset. Not really excpeting a certain outcome, but just curious on what will unfold next. I keep forgetting to do this but it has its merit. Experiment with not controlling what you do with actions, but with mostly feelings. That's probably what my tests want me to do.

Oh, intent is defiantly important in the astral realm too. This is why commands work it seems. like clarity now.

Hope this helped in some way.
 
link for abilities http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/welcome_to_astral_consciousness/how_to_do_things_powers_and_abilities_in_dream_astral_worlds_realms-t47019.0.html

Do what you think feels right!
96  Astral Projection & Out of Body Experiences / Welcome to Astral Consciousness! / Re: Does anyone had constant success with phasing? on: February 11, 2018, 01:27:52
Phasing is what some of the more 'experienced' projectors use often because of it's success rate and practicality.
Xanth struggled for 10 years with it, and within 3-4 weeks he had more success than in those 10 years.
The same with others.

I've heard if you are more of a tactile person then OBE techniques might be for you
Otherwise phase. Depends on how well your imagination is I suppose. How well you can engage what you imagine. Too much work for me personally. Im a lazy one.

Its great because its like no-technique technique. You dont focus on energy raising, putting awarenss outside of body or what have you.
You simply just relax for a bit and notice essentially.
I just phased this morning and last night. I just wait basically. WAY easier after when you first wake up cause I dont have to wait 2 hours to phase lol. Like 10 minitues or so
97  Astral Projection & Out of Body Experiences / Welcome to Out of Body Experiences! / Re: Willpower's role in AP on: February 09, 2018, 15:15:49
Even using that angel, you dont have to prove something to know it. If you are aware, you KNOW you are aware. Now what you define YOU to be is something else.
You could say "there is awarness over there" in the same way "there is feeling here, inside the body".

What concept you put behind it is what you dont know. But going past concepts I would think it would just be really close to being aware of x y z.
98  Astral Projection & Out of Body Experiences / Welcome to Astral Projection Experiences! / Re: V.S on: February 08, 2018, 07:16:52
Could be tests. I was in a lot of fear tests when I projected.
It may be annoying and such, but try to just observe that feeling of annoyance, or whatever you experience. I think things settle down when you dont react as much because you arnt going to keep projecting similar ideas.

Example. I hear the person sob so i think i have to go save her, so an elaborate dream takes place on me trying to save her. Or I could just observe, knowing if I do that I wont have to do anything particular. The sobing wont go on forever, but instead something will change without me doing much to make it change. If that makes sense.
99  Astral Projection & Out of Body Experiences / Welcome to Astral Consciousness! / Re: My best friend told me his "secret" - Imaginary world on: February 08, 2018, 07:00:31
Question about this world. When I think of some charcters I've thought about before, they look more like an anime than real. It's hard to think of a real life image. Im curious how it looks in 3d if I projected and met them.

His his more real or anime like?
100  Astral Projection & Out of Body Experiences / Welcome to Astral Consciousness! / Re: My best friend told me his "secret" - Imaginary world on: February 07, 2018, 10:43:47
Thats awesome to have a memory like that.
I'd say it's more than imagination at that point. With so much though put into it constantly, Id say a similar world at the least now exists on some plane. Enough to actually be visited by him and maybe others in some way. Wouldnt doubt that id be able to visit what his imagination has manifested in the astral! 
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