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1  Spiritual Evolution / Welcome to Spiritual Evolution! / Re: Fear on: March 23, 2023, 03:58:10
Beautifully stated, and I find your experience validating the expression:

"Fear grips when Love falls short of Infinity"
2  Astral Projection & Out of Body Experiences / Welcome to Out of Body Experiences! / Re: Hi, just introducing myself on: March 21, 2023, 15:37:55
Thank you EV and Kupe for your replies.

EV I want to also add personal experience and confirmation that

1) I believe the awareness is residing outside the body. When I used to get sleep paralysis in my early 20's I explored it. I had roommates. I also slept with a mattress on the dining room floor. There were occasions that, with my eyes closed and my body supposedly asleep- I would see my roommates come into the kitchen. I had more than one roommate and would confirm with them the next day, validating who was who and what they were doing in the kitchen. In other words, I could see despite my eyes being closed. My awareness was kind of, "there" without a body. Back then the sleep paralysis used to scare me and I would scream to them for help or try to slam my head forward to no avail. It took some time getting comfortable with the vulnerability. I think this vulnerable feeling has a lot to do with a genetic association or the akashic record of our animal/physical companion. The evolution of fight or flight forged by 3D, these bodies belong to Mother Earth anyway.

2) My dogs always see me whenever I have an OBE. They always seem excited and ready to play!

To the both of you..

Yes even after all the years- the beginning seems like the desired "end." It's that experience with the new and the unknown, and learning and defining things as we experience with awe and wonder- it's our personal interactions that make it all so valuable and cherished.

 smiley Cheers!
3  Astral Projection & Out of Body Experiences / Welcome to Out of Body Experiences! / Re: Hi, just introducing myself on: March 20, 2023, 14:59:19
Huh, neat. This whole time I've been calling "Point of consciousness"

"Point of awareness"

Ultimately it's the same... But I've always called it this because I see consciousness as all there is. Typically my awareness resides nestled in the mind, behind the eyes(or so it thinks... Sometimes it is slightly further back and just above that).

Even though I am aware a "body" is not always necessary for an "out of body" experience- I still seem to rely on creating this astral body, which may be(at this point) a pattern I am accustomed to.

We are so heavily attached to our immediate senses and this personality, that it seems I(at times) will create(unknowingly) an elaborate system(like an energetic body) in order to help my conscious self understand I am no longer observing from the physical 3D body.

I suppose this is why recall, or an actual experience can be confusing when your point of awareness or "point consciousness" is warping from one thing to another and some of us(who are new or not well versed in this realm) cling to definitions and understanding derived from a world where the observer/PoA is accustomed to being associated with its physical host body.

Thanks for letting me chase my tail a little...

And I appreciate the expanded commentary!
4  Astral Chat / Welcome to Astral Chat! / Re: AI and Consciousness on: March 20, 2023, 14:45:08
Austrian physicist Erwin Schrödinger is known for the phrase “The total number of minds in the universe is one. In fact, consciousness is a singularity phasing within all beings.” which best summarizes his philosophical outlook on the nature of reality. The phrase implies that the apparent multiplicity of minds is just an illusion and that there is only one mind, or one consciousness, that expresses itself in a myriad of ways. In such a world view, a separation between subject and object does not exist, there is no existence of a subject on the one side and perception of an object on the other. In a world without the subject-object split, we are all an expression of the one.
5  Astral Projection & Out of Body Experiences / Welcome to Out of Body Experiences! / Re: Hi, just introducing myself on: March 14, 2023, 17:32:45
Hi Mike,

Great introductory thread. And, I would think even the so called experts of this realm would welcome additional data. I don't claim mastery, I rather enjoy knowing how much of this territory is unexplored, what others find in common and how others were able to navigate these experiences in unique ways- ways that would surprise even the ones so versed in the field. As "common" as the astral/mental is, it is uncommon in that the territory is mostly subconscious/unconscious with regards to societal acceptance. And, I find that people too vested in their belief systems don't allow the myriad of ways in which we can all, "get there." A different type of being stuck if you know what I mean.

I'm getting the expression, "there are multiple ways to skin a cat"

"Variety is the spice of life"

Bringing your understanding to the fore is a part of the collaborative process that we should all enjoy. So please, don't worry.

I really like the quote you provided.
In another post above, I warbled on about reading Frank’s post to the site on 18February2005 in which he wrote “we place a veil between the place we call “here” and the place we call “there” for the purposes of our experience” For some reason, that cascaded into a myriad of thoughts that that led to my becoming “unstuck” Had Frank been able, I feel he would have explained exactly what he was pointing to.

Which brings me to a question. I am aware that I am very much a newcomer both to this site and to the endeavour of inner journeying, but I think I can add to that comment of Frank’s and make the issue of access other reality states much more achievable, especially to those who are not electrical engineers! Would it be presumptuous of me to add on to the body of work that, quite rightfully, belongs to Frank?

I would value your response.


So that's my response, to the quote above. And I see you're already moving on. Good.  smiley I look forward to your contributions.

I am but a child in this vast mostly *unaware* realm. Here's to us becoming aware... And learning to make peace with our temporal experience with these 3D bodies granted to us by our gracious Host.
6  Astral Projection & Out of Body Experiences / Welcome to Astral Projection Experiences! / Re: Projection Journal- tides2dust. Entries, Past Experiences, Notes and Questions on: February 20, 2023, 02:27:01
5 days ago I woke up to six gentle knocks on my bedroom door at 3AM.
"Knock, knock, knock."
"Knock, knock, knock."

No one was there.

That night I dreamt about a member here, Nameless and a Guru I once visited was also present in the dreams.

Last night I woke up at 3AM again. I woke up to a frequency happening at the subtle level. It was like a really fast heart beat. My heart was naturally trying to sync with this, but I do not align with this frequency. I did not like it and did not want it. I think I may have been picking up the energy of the environment. It was a little brighter than normal outside, I thought it was 6AM, and I heard cars off in the distance racing. This faint drumming of a rapid heart beat carried on to 4AM. I could feel and hear it in the background to the immediate reality. I wonder who is doing this and am not appreciative.

I fell back asleep and had an OBE. This OBE did not take place in my room, but in either a psych ward or place of business... But it felt entirely like an OBE- the energetic sensations... all of it.
Here is the journal,

i remember seeing my astral self reflected off a monitor screen, and my physical self in bed. it was really cool because i've never seen both before. it was still a little difficult holding the energy and moving around. so instead of becoming obsessed with what i saw in the reflection i decided to push through the door. before pushing through i told my self... why am i walking? i'll just levitate... and suddenly i am hovering above the ground just a little... and with confidence i phase through the door. there's a gentle momentum pulling me like a current in a river. i let myself be pulled across halls of a hospital or office building. i look at the people in different rooms. one room has three girls working on computers and they're gossiping. i continue to float across and into another room with a lone woman dressed in business attire. she looks up as i am passing by like she might have felt my presence...

the last room i float through is more like a psych ward and there's a little girl with amazing blue eyes who sees me and waves. i wave back as i float by, and there's another man with pale skin and really blue eyes who also sees me and i wave to him as he stares at me with his mouth agape. he had really curly blonde hair.

i realize suddenly i can't hold on to this form much longer and collapse or phase out of the entire experience before descending into a dream


Later today, after work, our total sales were 3333.66
An extremely rare occurrence.

I believe all of these events are somehow connected.

Even though the frequency was received as a negative experience... I think it may just have been the environment in that moment. I did initially think there was an outside force trying to induce mass anxiety on the populace. It may not be so sinister.

I also had a pleasant thought today...

I have this belief that God is in everything and everyone. I wish to address life as if God is standing before me. Even though at times it's just an idea... Somedays it feels like that idea is actualized, even if it is just a brief experience... It's the ultimate salve, the most amazing experience... I get so sidetracked with life... And I really need to shut my little self up sometimes to try and cultivate this belief into regular experience...

7  Astral Projection & Out of Body Experiences / Welcome to Out of Body Experiences! / Re: Earthquake on: February 16, 2023, 01:50:57
Hi LightBeam.


Wow, what an experience. I really appreciate you sharing it.

I wanted you to know I was visited by a Master last night too.

My heart goes out to all those effected by the Earthquake... Death toll over 41,000 that we know of. A sudden loss in life like that is an earthquake in its own.

Separately my heart hurts for those effected on the Eastern side of the US suffering from one of the greatest environmental disasters of our time(Palestine, OH).

Unfortunately I don't remember what the Master had to say... Only that he interrupted my regular dreaming for satsang. I believe when it comes to these kind of encounters, the message is delivered either way.

Prayers for our people and our mother Earth...
8  Metaphysics / Welcome to Metaphysics! / Re: I want to summon ETs on: January 27, 2023, 15:41:12
Hi ocpaul20,

Welcome to the forums. I am a newbie here myself- sorry I hadn't replied to your earlier inquiry. I am a fan of the overall message relayed by Steven Greer which is to  make the effort now, and not wait for a government body to disclose or even attempt to regulate something like ET communication. His film was awesome and inspiring. I hope one day to attend a CE-5 event, but for now I have found other ways to accomplish the desire stated in this thread.

I have found communities, like this forum(and others) which help me understand the subtler realities happening around us. A member here, "omcasey" Casey Claar has a forum called the galactic travel channel where we record our dreams regularly. Recording my dreams every night has really helped me solidify concepts, the mysteries of the 'subconscious' and the reality behind things like communication with ET's.

This cost zero dollars, requires no app to download, and does not even ask I leave my current residence. All it takes is time, and the discipline to dig deep and really inquire as to who or what we are. I believe the OP in this thread is a real experience, and while there are no doubt countless 'techniques' to enhance ones awareness- simply recording your dreams is a fantastic way to understand the reality of consciousness and the interconnectedness with Being. Dr. Greers technique is a type of remote viewing, isn't it? The ever-present, omnipotent intelligence is not something solely reserved for human experience. It seems there are other beings, 'out there'/'within' that understand this- and that there might be loving guides with which we share a deeper connection at the ready, assisting us with the endeavor of understanding our true nature and expanding our perceptions with "reality."

By recording my dreams regularly, I've learned that I am in contact with beings... I go out, they come in... Or vice versa. I don't pretend to understand, to the extent that I am witnessing things in their true form or remembering every detail- I am still filtering through a limited perception... And I am still anchored to a denser vibration/reality found upon the map of consciousness. My point being, again, that by practicing disciplines which cultivate self awareness we will understand a greater being which involves regular communication with guides that might be considered, "ET" and going beyond that, we come to understand or experience beauty and magic that many seekers accredit as belonging to, "God."

To make God alive, to learn and to understand- this is the greatest joy. Yes, learning up on remote viewing is one way. Praying is another. Meditating, journaling. We have to inquire the nature of reality, the existence of some intelligent force outside what we call, 'our self' acknowledging and communicating with what we think to be our secret thoughts -

Whether some want to make God a part of the equation or not, we can start small- and try to see how things in our dreams communicate with things in our, 'waking' state... And the beginning will be like the end, it seems small- and it is one of the biggest ways to Discover... To experience more, and to evolve.

Best of luck all. We don't need to buy anything- we only need a sincere intent and to really try to uncover the mystery of being alive. To want to understand. This is the most important step.
9  Astral Projection & Out of Body Experiences / Welcome to Astral Projection Experiences! / Re: Projection Journal- tides2dust. Entries, Past Experiences, Notes and Questions on: January 26, 2023, 14:16:39
An OBE and strange sex dream. Interesting thoughts about the experience...

I had an OBE! I did not record it right away, I was so very- very tired. But I remember it fairly well.

I initially woke up because the boy dog was crying. I got up and used the restroom- went downstairs to see what the commotion was about. He was trying to wake my Dad up who fell asleep on the recliner. Paying no mind I went back to bed. I could feel how tired I was, and that I was completely aware of my body shutting back down to sleep. As if by habit, I pulled "my self" up from my bed. I got about half way "out" realizing- my physical self was still sleeping in bed. That's when it hit me I was being given an opportunity for an OBE. Wasting no time, I drudgingly pulled the rest of my self out. I was a little wobbly at first... But I was on a mission. I did not spend too much time feeling all the sensations as I usually do. Instead I looked at my door and put my hands in front of me- and I phased through my bedroom door. "Still remember how to do that" I tell my self. I glide down my stairs and don't even bother looking at my Dad asleep on his recliner, I do hear the TV on in the background, but instead I am now trying to phase through the front door. I push myself through and my one leg gets stuck, near the ankle, in the door! I'm being held up! And all I want to do is go up towards the stars.

Why did my leg get stuck? Next thing I know I'm back in my bed. Again, I do not hesitate. I realize my body is attempting to enter into a deep slumber, noting the position of my left arm behind my pillow- and again I pull myself back out of my body. Once more I phase through the door, glide down the stairs and phase through the front door- this time no problem. I'm out on the streets and I look up at the sky. The street light is out, making the sky all the more visible. And as I really start to gaze at the stars, this waxing sheen glosses over the clear sky and even more stars come into view. I have to choose one. I see a small cluster slightly up and to my left, I zero in on the one and I start levitating up towards it. I'm walking vertically towards the star until I remember that I used to swim up as a child. I start swimming up, never losing focus of the one star. After experiencing the swimming sensation briefly, I am now locked in on the star with a tunneling effect, I am suddenly on my back and being pulled up towards it. "Beam me up scotty" is what I think jokingly as the star is pulling me towards it. But, suddenly, I feel a prick on my left shoulder. It's like the plastic bottom of a ball point pen pushing into a tiny spot on my shoulder. When this happens I am descended back into my body, never making it to my destination...

I'm given a third attempt to push out of my body but with the descending feeling I realize I am kind of entering more of a dream state. I project once more but instead of attempting to leave my house I notice a red energy coming from my sisters bedroom. There's a fear associated here as I being to feel like someone else is with me, and her door closes on its own. I put my hand on the door and try to open it, but this angry energy is letting me know I'm not welcomed in this room. I'm not sure how necessary this part is, and there are probably beings rolling their eyes, but maybe it was my own fear that spurred this- instinctually I start saying the name Jesus Christ and commanding whatever is in my sisters room to *get out.* The door opens and I imagine I am splashing holy water in the corners of her room.

I'm pretty sure, from there, I wake up and realize I had an OBE but decide to go back to sleep because of how tired I am. *As a side note* a part of me thinks that red energy, anger, fear is all my a part of my self- and sadly, instead of facing it- i 'descended' into dogmatic behavior. I think I could have made a really cool discovery if I wasn't overcome with fear and anger. Although saying his name did put an end to the experience, I'm not sure that was the route I wanted to take... Next time... Next time *rubs temples*

Later I dream as a black man belonging to a group of car salesman. I am having an upgrade in vehicle and also reminiscing with the boys about this old lot we would sell cars at. I have an intimate relationship with a beautiful african american woman. It gets really strange as this guy is narrating about another man(maybe it is the man I am initially dreaming as, but I am no longer him) who "broke"(sexually) three women. They were all left "wanting" him. There was the african american woman, a white woman, and a trans-person(and sorry for the detail, I was beginning to feel gross as the narration was tied to showing each woman naked and stretched out the questionable trans person with a prolapsed organ). Last vision I have is witnessing another man, married, with a really tiny pecker asking another man to satisfy his wife the way the man who broke her did. She is at first performing oral sex on her husband, and then this volunteer. I feel like I received something with this woman before too but I feel a disgust towards it all(white trash is what I think) and I mentally back out before waking up. It was as I was pulling away from the scene that I realized these people were in a public space- a park and the woman on her knees in front of an audience.
10  Dreams / Welcome to Dreams! / Re: feeling presence before, calling OR being instantly there on: January 19, 2023, 01:01:51
i think definitely something is still alive and perhaps you are being visited afterall.
its also interesting for me to think about the different types of telepathy, what we share with others on a subtler level... and recognizing the different signs of such an experience. there's more to life than meets the eye ? awareness is not just bound to these physical bodies or even, personality
11  Astral Projection & Out of Body Experiences / Welcome to Astral Projection Experiences! / Re: Projection Journal- tides2dust. Entries, Past Experiences, Notes and Questions on: January 16, 2023, 17:55:15
Last night I decided to go to bed early. As I layed upon my back, in the dark, I observed my thoughts. I noticed, as the body began to systematically wind down- thoughts started to branch into different directions. I believe, unfortunately, that holding on to the thoughts are what kept me anchored to my body even though I was hoping to induce an OBE. I also felt the need to control some of the thoughts because I could feel the mind propelling itself into a negative direction. Instead of allowing this thought to breathe, I would imagine a golden lotus in my chest and synchronize its radiance with my inhalation and exhalation.

When I did this, the mind would eventually drift- and I would willingly let the new thoughts emerge. It was like I was plunging, something inward revolving. Somewhere between dozing off and attempting to control the direction of thought- it was like a flat revolving plane with ever-changing sides in the ether and my, "point of awareness" was sliding onto another surface. The sensation of something being turned over, momentum, and drastic change in the mind was physical. So maybe the OBE was a success.

It made me think more on the power of thoughts and awareness. To understand we are not necessarily our thoughts, but an intimate link exists between observer and thought. It has me scratching my head, I wonder if we associate perspective with our physical bodies.
12  Healing / Welcome to the Healing place! / Re: using the power of your mind for spontaneous healing on: January 05, 2023, 01:15:29
The Pulse is lucky to have you here !!! And I can assure you that I do see and feel that in every human being there is a God's smile!

This was so beautifully expressed. I just wanted to come here and let you know I am in agreement and thankful for what you inspired in my mind. The way my mind read it was, "in every human being is Gods smile" I really believe Gods smile is found through out all creation. It is humbling as I interact with Gods creation... How do I want to address the being I pray to regularly, who has guided me and been there for me? Knowing the Beloved One can be found in ALL.

Thank you. 
13  Astral Projection & Out of Body Experiences / Welcome to Astral Projection Experiences! / Re: Projection Journal- tides2dust. Entries, Past Experiences, Notes and Questions on: December 31, 2022, 12:57:58
This one feels like something is communicating to me. I woke up to the song War Pigs playing in my mind... And I randomly selected a video on youtube to listen to the song. As it started up I got intense chills in my spine, it is a sign something is communicating... And Really strange my dream, before waking up- involved a girl communicating with unseen beings on the radio and she is walking away with something red in her hand- Just like the girl in the music video While watching I got really emotional and tears were rolling down my face... I think what's being communicated is there is a lot of rage... And desire for freedom. There's a lot of cruelty happening... And seeing the word freedom at the end of the video is what my Soul longs for.

I would also like to add... that I've visited Hawaii a few times where OBE's are concerned. One AP experience I remember is actually being in and sensing the environment through the eyes of another male body living in Hawaii- I wonder if this person really exist and he is like a type of portal or anchor for spiritual experiences/point consciousness.

With the dream below. I don't think it's a nefarious communication- but it feels like they are upset by our world affairs... I don't know... Well, it's not for me to share the dreams here but every so often. It's not my typical "OBE" but after posting with LightBeams visitor thread... I am noticing this theme of "communication" desire to communicate.. And really feel like this is an instance where something on the other side is coming through... Here are the dream details...

Rapid fire dream successions. Theme of communication happening over Radio.

First I remember my Sister acting so incredibly rude, hateful and manipulative. To the point we are fighting. I think she is begging for attention. She keeps trying to hurt me and frame me. I throw a foldable chair in her face and I think it breaks her nose. She is working heavily with Mom through something. I feel bad once I see the chair make contact with her.

Later I dream I am Miley Cyrus's assistant. I won some contest, or something. And she puts a song of ours on the radio. I don't know she does this and I don't like the song. If she allowed more singing... Instead she is focused on a kind of rage/punk screaming. It's a mixture of rap, singing and screaming with a male and female energy(I am the male and Miley the female). Britney my childhood friend hears this song with her girlfriends. My Sister hears it too. I think they are surprised I am even at this level of recognition. They just think it's cool I am on the radio. The radio... This feels important.

Shift to a room, possibly somewhere in Hawaii. I am loading a pile of gift cards with value of $20 for her fans.

Randomly  ... I can't tell if this is before or after the helicopter scene. I believe I'm still Miley Cyrus' assistant. Does she have a daughter? We're still in Hawaii, like we're on vacation. There's a little girl walking up to these speakers on the floor. They are emitting a strange sound. It's similar to the noise you used to hear when turning the knob sifting through radio stations... A low static noise. The girl is now speaking to someone in the speakers. They are on the other side and they are listening. I can't see anyone. It's a little freaky watching her communicate with unknown beings, except the static on the radio is actually responding to the child. Low distortions replying back.

Before my parents come up to the room the girl is forced to cut a rabbit, it's magic in that it doesn't bleed- and she cuts it to hide whatever has been going on in secret communication. The white rabbit fur transforms into a smooth piece of sofa furniture. A very odd detail of me zooming in on her manically cutting this talking rabbit, until there's nothing left except a red organ(something, 'inside out') which she walks off with in her hand before disappearing.

Another shift and I am again being observed by my peers. My Sister and her friends. I am jumping out of a helicopter into the water towards my friends Rob and Chase. They are already in the water. The helicopter gets a little lower and I dive in and off to the side. I motion them I want to race to the other side of the water where there are people cheering. The ocean becomes a pool with roped lanes and we are racing to the end. It's a close race, my friends had the advantage having started off straight- whereas I had to jump out of a helicopter and correct my positioning. But I use this momentum to catch up. Chase starts to drop off and it's between Rob and I. I just beat him by placing my hand on the end seconds before him.

Wake up to pee.

As I recall everything and try to go back to sleep,
War Pigs by Black Sabbath starts playing in my mind...
14  Astral Projection & Out of Body Experiences / Welcome to Out of Body Experiences! / Re: The Visitors on: December 31, 2022, 02:06:07

Have you seen omcasey's work? It is amazing. She has a gift which she shares routinely over at the galactic travel channel. She has given permission to share this here... I saw this being and thought of your AP experience... He reminds me of your deer visitors!


You can learn more about him here,

Where you will find a beautiful array of willing participants...

Wow! I don't understand it all... But it is a great way to engage and connect... Truly amazing stuff.

15  Astral Projection & Out of Body Experiences / Welcome to Out of Body Experiences! / Re: The Visitors on: December 30, 2022, 02:36:18
Hey LightBeam! Owls have been a significant spiritual totem in my life too. Here are my friends saying hello to you
Both of these were gifts.

And you know what? I was visited last night/this morning too! By a female named Suna (pronounced Soo-nah).

I don't remember much but the dream itself involved a bit of "repairing" and "transformation" so to speak.

How cool, huh?

I want to add, as well, that one doesn't necessarily need to speak an affirmation aloud for the "external" world to address or reflect internal thoughts and desires.

Really neat experience you had there! Thank you for sharing.
16  Psychic and Paranormal / Welcome to Psychic and Paranormal! / Re: Signs on: December 27, 2022, 20:53:11
It's an interesting phenomenon, and I wonder how much we're responsible for creating that *something* made manifest?

For example... I was again feeling so much love in my Heart as I was reflecting on my Mother and her appreciation for Dalmatians. I was reading that dalmatians are considered, "keeper of tradition" and as I read that the TV which is on in the background said the word tradition but a second or two after.

Are we co-creators? What is reality, when something is able to manipulate the world around us to acknowledge the one within us?
17  Psychic and Paranormal / Welcome to Psychic and Paranormal! / Re: Signs on: December 27, 2022, 02:22:25
Reading this warms my Heart.

Thank you, I hope you're cozied up enjoying the movie.

God is great.
18  Astral Chat / Welcome to Astral Chat! / Re: Define yourself with one word on: December 17, 2022, 04:30:07
I may not always exemplify it... But I always fall back on this...

19  Astral Projection & Out of Body Experiences / Welcome to Astral Projection Experiences! / Re: My first AP/OBE as a child, has this ever happened to you ? on: December 15, 2022, 19:13:42
Hi Kodemaster.
Hi Bob.

Bob, I have experienced similar as a child. That I would float/fly around. In the dreaming, in-between, it is usually me swimming up into the sky frog style. In waking, I would stare at the clouds only to later realize my point of awareness was no longer in my body.

I also have a hard time, whenever I am consciously having an OBE- I can never seem to get past the stars. I don't get stuck in the windows... But when I first started out, meaning- recreating what I experienced so naturally as a child, I would stumble around in a staticy environment like a drunkard. If I tried going past a certain point I'd end up back where I started.

To the both of you,
Only one time can I remember clearly going past the stars. It's because there was a greater force than what this little self comprehends. It was in 2008, I didn't know it at the time but was receiving initiation of some sort by the green man, AKA Al Khadir also known as Melek Taus(the peacock angel). There were 3 very potent dreams over the course of 2 nights. The very last dream involved being shot into space as a gemoetrical shape, racing with another geomtreical shape- speaking telepathically, and like you Bob- accelerating faster and faster until the stars became a blur, the sensations became overwhelming- and whatever I was exploded in a place past the stars- I exploded and draped over these tiny little particles and other geometric shapes moving up and down, in and out like the breath.
20  Astral Projection & Out of Body Experiences / Welcome to Astral Projection Experiences! / Re: Projection Journal- tides2dust. Entries, Past Experiences, Notes and Questions on: December 03, 2022, 05:18:20
Just maintaining the journal.
Not much conscious OBE's as of late. Experiencing some unique things though. I had a dream not to long ago where I met a being with an entire sun in him. I don't know how I knew that- just did. I titled the experience, being of blinding light- because there was so much bright light it was hard to look. Immediately after I woke up, the being imparted a message... Don't rely on things outside yourself.

This message, solid advice, seems kind of obvious though- there wasn't much weight behind it... Until recently, I realize my reactions to disappointing views or opinions from others was saying a lot about this peculiar situation I had found myself struggling with. I got too involved when having to defend my opinion and views to people who asked for them- or on the flip side, I asked for someone's opinion on something and found myself getting upset for not hearing what I wanted. In the first instance a group of friends asked my opinion over political nonsense. It ended up being a longwinded debate, when I never cared to debate. It was like my opinion was just wrong for them and we had to go through these really draining hurdles. I was put-off by how exhaustive the entire ordeal was. And then later I shared a dream/fantasy of mine with Mom and she was quick to criticize/condemn the vision. All these things are good and well- but perhaps I was too dependent on the attitudes and expectations from people outside my self...

Suddenly the being with a, "sun inside of him"(It's 1111 right now) started making sense. And I realized or... remembered... An old teaching that we have everything we need inside ourselves. The wisdom offered was very helpful for pulling me out from a hole I dug my self. I realized that since being visited by this being that communication with the self has been much clearer... And perhaps I am needing to practice faith in this connection.

So today as I asked for help, why was I so bothered- why was I so drained, I just heard let it go. Even though the friends who were not receptive to my views say I am, "messing up." That doesn't feel like anywhere near the truth. I feel like I am aligned and growing in this deeper self long desired. And so I have to have faith that all is well, all happened accordingly... And that God cares for his children, even those we disagree with. So I am in the process of letting go- not realizing just how much I mentally dive in to things, to the point of being dizzy by picking up others energy.

On the ride home tonight I saw a bunch of repeating 999's. Haven't had that prompt in a while. I do believe there is an active communication happening... A signaling, something... And I am feeling just a little closer to understanding the messages relayed from this internal dialogue.

All of this a work in progress... Well... That's it for now.   
21  Astral Chat / Welcome to Astral Chat! / Re: Okay, I Can't Take it Anymore on: November 09, 2022, 14:35:00
Nameless, thank you for such a kind compliment. Have a nice day~
22  Dreams / Welcome to Dreams! / Re: In search of my ET on: November 08, 2022, 01:53:39
 cheesy cheesy cheesy shocked shocked shocked cheesy cheesy cheesy

That's exciting!! So cool. God is great. Spirit is, ALIVE!  cheesy cheesy cheesy

It always interest me, to think an ET is interested enough to communicate to its lower density counterparts. Then to think what it means to live in a higher density so that consciousness can communicate its desired message to its intended targets through mediums not easily foreseeable here in 3D. The example being, you dreamt of something very specific- only to wake up to a message that would confirm your internal dialogue. In other words, events in motion outside of your (conscious) control are communicating with your inner-most sanctum. 

Mind blowing to think there are intelligent beings able to communicate in a way that would appear reality has been manipulated for the sake of conversation. Even harder to fathom is our relation to the ET, for it to be so interested. . . I can't say I am there- but I believe it has something to do with our larger self. 
23  Astral Chat / Welcome to Astral Chat! / Re: Thought Provoking Questions on: November 08, 2022, 01:44:22
I like cold-brew coffees. Exercising. Fresh air. Sunlight. Moons. Clear, cool nights. Happy rain. Introspection, the occasional socializing with loved ones. Animals. The intimate connection with self, like there is someone sharing with me and guiding me in delightful mystery. Feeling love and sharing love. <3
24  Astral Projection & Out of Body Experiences / Welcome to Astral Projection Experiences! / Re: shineling’s APs on: November 08, 2022, 01:40:17
Interesting shineling, great observations.
25  Astral Chat / Welcome to Astral Chat! / Re: What causes us to have negative thoughts on: November 08, 2022, 01:39:20
One visualization technique I've always enjoyed is luring the negative thoughts in my translucent bubble. Once the shadow penetrates my atmosphere, it is consumed and transmuted into the ingredients that make up my bubble. They dissipate into nothing, or become my shapeshifting/reaching transparent shield. It's like flexing my wings.

I have also realized it is more so a childish mind that lashes out in negative thoughts- like automatically cussing out God when making the effort not to cuss out God. Have you ever been through something like this? You can fight it, and you can overcome it. You can also talk to it, and realize it is but a shallow thought- how often do we realize the foods we consume, the environment we find ourselves in, the external stimulus we're addicted to, the hormones our bodies are producing- all have something to do with our attitude?

Notice, acknowledge, and have patience- treat your self with kindness. Ask your self questions. You will craft your own resolve... It will happen, so long as you believe in your self.
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