I suggest try to think how you are different now than you were then, but don't discard those memories all together. There must have been some good come out of what you did in that life; try to learn from what happened then.
Another option is to post what you remembered here and collectively we could try to help you.
oh poop i made a typo the second guidence is supposed to be reason...
also...the dragon fused to my soul his name is kichi Its actually....sorta was my dragon in my past life...it reconzied my energy signiture...and fused with me...thats all i remember so far but more keeps coming
Yes.....as time comes i will keep you guys posted...please...i want to know why i came back....
Elaborate more on the dragon then? Some examples of what I'm getting at are:
Is Kitchi a good or evil dragon?
How big and powerful is this dragon?
Is s/he willing to help you sort out all of this as it comes to you?
How did you first meet him/her?
There are other questions...just giving you a few to think about. If you already posted about this, then sorry, I'll look at your other posts asap.
kitchi is a netural dragon.He is only out to protect me. if he was to come all the way out of me he would take up a football field give or take
He can goe inside of people and their reave their souls....or there dark energy
No he cant talk to me....
I think when i was a little girl i helped him with something and he fused with me....we used to fight with god all the time
I just remembered!
The reason Kitchi chose me was because...i was the one who saved him.
There was a man i can't remember what he was wearing but he had kitchi locked up in a bottle of some kind....he was throwing the bottle in the air and dropped it Kitchi broke free....but the man started hitting it with a sword...me at the time being a girl thought it was wrong(and i still do) and i gathered a ball of dark energy mainly from the feeling of sorrow and despair from the dragon there was so much that i could launch a huge ball at this man....as soon as it hit him...he died the dragon then went inside of me and fused with my soul....thats all i remember about Kitchi
Deathboy,
You might want to have a talk to SpectralDragon via PM
He has some experience here that might be of help to you.
Regards,
James.
WHOA, I gotta talk to you about the guardian at least. Please either PM me or IM me. I don't know how much I can help as I am not familair with the whole experience yet but I will try.
........I remembered more last night, though im afraid if i tell....People will laugh at me...so if no one laughs at me I will tell you
Ok well i'll tell you all....I had a boyfriend....which sickens me anyway his name i cannot remember all i know is that he gave me a jewel it was black....it was to hold all my energy in.....last night under my pillow was this black jewel it was and still is surging with dark energy....one problem i cant seem to draw the energy out
Im thinking....if it has energy in it....it also has to has memories in it right......i mean thats a good possibilty, i hope so im so confused i just need guidence
Sometimes focusing too much on details from the past can make it more difficult to focus on what is really important: the present.
If you are looking for direction and want to make sure your actions in the present are healthy, just ask yourself simple questions as you are thinking about or taking action:
1) Why exactly do I want to do this, what am I hoping will happen and exactly how is that benefitting me and others. What are my true motives?
2) How would/does this action make me feel? Do I feel love and joy, or do I feel sadistic pleasure, fear, anger, etc. What you are feeling accurately reflects the energy you are channelling as you do something. As an example, if you have ever enjoyed doing something unkind or watching something unpleasant happening to somebody else (like wathching a typical reality TV show for example), think back to exactly how that experience really felt. How did that "pleasure" feel different than when you did something nice for someone you love?
If your motives are not primarily loving and/or if that energy you feel thinking about or doing something is not joy or love, then you can usually find a better course of action if you are willing to be deeply honest with yourself. It's no crime to realize you are doing something less than ideal, but rather a blessed opportunity to consciously make a better choice. :)
My feeling is that a huge part of the useful meaning of your dream/vision is simply to make you aware of your previous path, and perhaps allow you to decide now if that path was really making you happy on the deeper levels of your being? Maybe you are at a crossroads right now, and you have a prime opportunity to decide between two very different paths? I wish you the very best as you make that decision... :)
--Soulfire
uh....all i want...is to know my reason for coming back to earth....i dont care about the present at this time.....i want to know why im remembering all this now....
Soulfire do you know how to draw energy from things?
There are probably as many "techniques" to draw energy as there are people. Energy follows the imagination to the extent that you believe it will, it is that simple. Any imaginary technique that makes sense to you that represents moving energy will do so to the extent that you believe it will, and are not blocked by conscious or unconscious beliefs that it won't work.
The other limitation is that you can never override the free will of any other consciousness unless some level of that consciousness allows you to do it. Thus you cannot "steal" evergy from something unless on some level that consciousness and yours make a karmic agreement to share an experience of unfair explotation which will serve as a lesson to both parties and for which both parties hold themselves accountable. Note that you do not need to be consciously aware of these agreements for them to exist.
--Soulfire
...Ya lost me soul fire
Hi again,
I'm sorry. I was just trying to make 2 points:
1) Almost any "technique" of imagining the transfer or energy will actually move energy to the same degree you deeply believe it will work.
2) Is is wise to ask for energy and gratefully receive what is freely given rather than trying to "take" it. :)
--Soulfire
Oh i already ask people for there dark energy before i take it and also....im not trying to get some energy from a person but rather something that has energy in it its a jewel that i got from my past life....its all very complicated it may have memories locked inside of it...
(i didn't know where to put this...)
Last night all my memories of my past life came back to me...it all makes sense now why i use dark energy and stuff..i was a Rebel against god in my past life.....not only that but i was a girl...i feel so terrible...im sorry for the trouble i've caused but i need guidence surely i was put back on earth for a reason...i just dont know what that guidence is and my astro dragon cant help....some one please help me...ever since last night i've been thinking....please someone help me