think I just had astral sex with my crush

[aquaman211]

i have this theory that astral sex is representative of our evolution of our consciousness.  someone explain to me how my physical reality is most awesome when it creates events that mindf*ck me.

also, do demons/succubi like to trick you into thinking they're who you want them to be?  or would astral lovers be able to tell you that they're so and so and be conscious of the fact that they're telepathically talking to you?  or are they communicating with you on that level because they are dreaming?

[Taoistguy]

You need to stop playing mind games, stop taking drugs and earth yourself.

[horaciocs]

Do you know the girl personally? I mean, do you actually talk? Has anything near what you're reporting ever come into discussion?

I've never attempted anything like that, so I'm of no great use before you brief me on that 

By Scorpio you mean that's her astrological sign?

[Stookie]

Obsess about ice cream and you'll dream about ice cream. Obsess about a girl and you'll dream about her. The subconscious will manifest whatever it's engulfed in.

[Xanth]

Obsess about ice cream and you'll dream about ice cream. Obsess about a girl and you'll dream about her. The subconscious will manifest whatever it's engulfed in.

Which really reinforces the idea that thought = direct action within the non-physical (at least in Focus 2 oC "aka Astral, subconscious").

[aquaman211]

Do you know the girl personally? I mean, do you actually talk? Has anything near what you're reporting ever come into discussion?

I've never attempted anything like that, so I'm of no great use before you brief me on that 

By Scorpio you mean that's her astrological sign?

I was her internet fantasy for about 7 months and she was always trying to win my heart but I kinda screwed that up when she kept getting the impression that I was flaking on her because I don't love her enough.  The truth is i love her so much I'm afraid of her and I've only recently gotten a good idea of who i am as a person, which i don't think i could have done with her because she's childish as hell too so it'd just be constant fighting with nothing positive if I don't mature fast (I'm only 22). It's not like i'm trying to offer to marry her or anything like that, we've got another semester left and I've reached the point in the game where I feel confident about my crazy beliefs (for example: how I came to be on this site) and experienced with my dark side enough that I'm comfortable with my own self.  She goes to my college and we're friends, it's not so much of a real friendship as a side game of ex-e-lovers, but damn she was in love love and now she denies it because she thinks I'm out to toy with her but really she's the reason I've become the fantasy she thought i was because we have projected (idealized) images of each other and I hate having to pretend I'm something when I'm not so it took a few extra months but I get what's going on now.  The reality is, we've mindhacked each other's fantasies and this astral excrement is pretty legit and she must think I'm just a good talker but in all honesty I love her but it's hard because I don't want to drive her insane with my 2012 theory where our fantasies are coming true.  Yet

I've told her about some of the dreams I've had about her and I believe she dreamt about me the most in the first four months, and only recently again (you're not allowed to know, this is why it's a mind game, Scorpio astrological signs are mysterious like that).  I had a very interesting night last night if anyone's curious.

Scorpios are the most interesting people in the zodiac btw

[Xanth]

What a tangled web you've weaved for yourselves.

[horaciocs]

That's how far internet love goes, things can grow complicated! haha

How old is she? I say you go talk to her face-to-face and see what each of you desire from each other. It's the best way to sort that out. Wondering what goes on inside her head will only get you more doubt.

[Xanth]

Just moving this into Astral Chat, cause it's sounding like we're moving into giving Love-Advice here....

[CFTraveler]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=leohcvmf8kM

Your reply reminded me of this.  Feel free to ignore.

[Xanth]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=leohcvmf8kM

Your reply reminded me of this.  Feel free to ignore.

That... is the single best piece of advice I've ever seen given here on the Astral Pulse... or ANYWHERE for that matter! 

*jigs*

[aquaman211]

That's how far internet love goes, things can grow complicated! haha

How old is she? I say you go talk to her face-to-face and see what each of you desire from each other. It's the best way to sort that out. Wondering what goes on inside her head will only get you more doubt.

strangely enough, this is the most fun love i've had.  means we both have great imaginations.

she is 22 as well.  i think that's what she's trying to just get me to do too.

[aquaman211]

What a tangled web you've weaved for yourselves.

for me to untangle this web would turn it into a most transforming and positive relationship, which is strange because everyone knows that the first love is supposed to end badly but i saw that coming so i wanted my first love to end badly and turn out to be the most awesome.  so i planned for a very long time now and it seems to be working.

[Xanth]

for me to untangle this web would turn it into a most transforming and positive relationship, which is strange because everyone knows that the first love is supposed to end badly but i saw that coming so i wanted my first love to end badly and turn out to be the most awesome.  so i planned for a very long time now and it seems to be working.

Guess what?
Your first love doesn't HAVE TO end badly.
Don't let society's crap like this cloud your judgment.

[aquaman211]

Guess what?
Your first love doesn't HAVE TO end badly.
Don't let society's crap like this cloud your judgment.

i like that.  thx for the advice.