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Quote from: Nameless on December 05, 2021, 20:41:52I am over the need to prove aliens exist. I know they do and not being a researcher per se I feel no need whatsoever to 'prove' the validity of my own experiences. This is my story. If you on the other hand still need proof there is plenty of proof out there, go find it, do your own research and draw your own conclusions. This is my truth and I have no doubt reflects the truth of many.My experiences began (to my knowledge) at about the age of 8 or 9 when I went through quit a hair raising bout of sleep paralysis (something I had never heard of or experienced up to that time). The experience without going into detail left me with visible bruises and an implant. The largest bruise began at my navel and circled around to my back. I had three smaller bruises on each of my upper arms towards the front inside. They were small and round. I also had a swollen right jaw. My jaw was inflamed and stayed that way for several days. I could feel something inside. It felt massive at the time but as time went by and the inflammation went down it became just another part of me. After this my world view began to change although indeed it had already shifted at the age of three. I will get into that later in part 2 of this document if I am able. For now I am focusing on the alien side of life. It would be many years before I encountered a true alien in any form that I could comprehend. This was a woman. I was 16 at this time. I spotted her in a parking lot and knew immediately that she was not a true human. She did appeare perfectly human with nothing to distinguish her as 'other' but I knew and that was I believe her sole intent. However, this left me in a great state of wonder. Till that moment I had never even contemplated the existence of aliens, not even after my first sp/abduction experience. I had in fact in my childish world view decided the devil was real and for some reason of his own choosing he was after me. But I knew even then that that thought was incorrect.I saw this woman again nearly 20 years later. Many people at that time saw her and all were left with a kind of wonder at what they had truly seen. But there was no doubt that she was real and that she most definitely was not like us. She was something more and offered me one of many validations on my journey.After the first sighting in the parking lot I went on to have three more of those horrifying sp/abduction experiences. The next in line occurred in 1985. This was when I decided this would never happen again if I could help it. I was wrong. The next experience occurred approximately 3 years later. By this time I knew what to expect and developed a plan to thwart them.I can't say for sure but I believe I escaped the abductions on multiple occasions. However, I may only be fooling myself. These encounters left me feeling paranoid at times, afraid and alone and even cursed but then I began to use my rational mind. I began to think. Although at that time I had no 'time' to actually put into this being a mother of two young children and working to make ends meet. I did begin to pay passive attention.I noted witnesses and listened to what they had to say although I shared very little. My thinking was small at the time believing this was 'all about me'. I now know that is only partially true. Since those terrifying days of physical or metaphysical abductions I have come a long way. Downloads, upgrades and side trips are common but no longer do they come with the embellishment of a fear-based mind.Yes some of the experiences are still a bit scary but no more so than crossing a rope bridge, something that terrifies me. The bridge is not evil or good. The bridge does not care. Keep that in mind as you travel your own journey. But be discerning for while the bridge does not care the place you are heading may be friendly or hostile to you. But like the bridge the place does not care.Now I only look to what I can glean and how to fit that in with what I want to be true. We are all part of a Living Matrix. A matrix which grows, shifts, forms and reforms. Within that matrix there does exist all manner of sciencey things. Things like electrical, magnetic and other energies. Things that are physical and things not physical and on and on. Also within that matrix there exist all manner of Beings.All of these Beings are living and learning, growing and changing. Some are more ethical by comparison to us humans. Some not nearly so much. Some study evolution as it applies to this matrix. Some are utterly good as we define good while some are utterly evil by comparison. Yes some are light-years ahead of us in all things while others most certainly are not. Yet others are ahead in only a few fields. But as we have seen and most of us have experienced right here on this beloved Earth's physical plane there is always one thing that always seems to come across clear as day. It is not love but rather it is respect. We must respect 'their' place and ours in this Living Matrix and with that we can all grow.