Experience: 50 years old and strangely happy

[Bloodshadow]

I'm a bit late writing this but I haven't been having any other experiences lately, so heres what my future looks like in 20 years possibly



I had a vivid experience, I saw my 50 year old self, I had a chance to actually get into( the body of) that version of myself, and it was like I was just waking up or something other. I was sitting on this couch, I was a big guy had a belly on me, with a beard. I looked to my right and there was this kid, sitting there he looked at me and said who the bonk are you I said who the bonk are you little bugger, he hopped off the couch and ran out the room (this kid was about 5 or 6 years old), then in the door way of the room was another guy, he was with the kid, he was hiding behind the other guy, the guy told the kid not to worry that I (me) was his grandfather, then the little kid then goes and hops on my knees and we had a chat. I also realized I was just happy butt hell, I don't even know why but I was, there also was this weird sensation coming from my old forehead, like a weird soothing vibration feeling, I tried to get up but it was hard to walk in this body, I kept stumbling, I know I wasn't crippled or anything. although I was estranged from my family they still loved me, and we were all happy. btw i'm 30 years old in real life, I sort of hope to be this happy when i'm 50, i'm on the search to find out what could have made me that happy, when in real life every day's a struggle for me, i'm depressed and stressed, ben that way for along time. so it surprised me to suddenly see myself happy like that.

[Szaxx]

It looks like now's the time for starting some regular exercise and not going crazy on the beer lol. I'm older than this and wouldn't say I'm old as I can still run around and do things as I did in my 20's. Perhaps not as long though lol.
I wanted a ln experience like yours in my teens and sort of got one. I think more people should have the same experience to see what's in store and change anything that may be bad for them. A big belly, ha, never had one and don't really want one.

[Bloodshadow]

well I sort of want that future to happen, for the simple fact of that extreme happiness, if I change the weight part then that future would be out the door, I wanna to be happy for once in my sad life, everything always fails that I pursue in this life, I wouldn't mind being that grandpa, as long as I was happy, I must had accomplished my feat that I been pursuing and that was transitioning into my higher self, which would explain the weird soothing vibration in his forehead, and the extreme happiness tho we don't see our family much, everyone is happy for me. we all happy for one another.

also the guy that was with the kid I got a sense that he was my son, or son in law, or great grandson, all I know is that I had accumulated a huge family, in real life I have no kids, I sort of already have a belly on me and a little beard, and I am pursuing trying to transition into my higher self thru Astral projection, i'm sure you all read the experiences with that and I am getting closer in my opinion. and I mostly stay to myself in solitude with my girlfriend, I want to be active with my family but I just can't seem to push myself to do it, cause I feel misunderstood around people period.