Her nightmare caused by my meditation?

[shaman]

Hey Melchizedek,

Merkaba, Merkavah is by the way also the name of the Israeli tank in service in IDF (Israeli Defense Force - tsahal)....

She probably had a premonitory dream. I would not be surprized if there is another terrorist attack of any kind today (or tomorrow). This might have nothing to do with your Merkavah... bombs falling ... that would mean maybe some mortar attacks from the Gaza strip... though it might also be a suicide bomber...

Keep an eye on Yahoo news...

I myself have premonitory dreams about attacks in Israel, though not last night.

[melchizedek]

Oh this didnt happen last night. September 16th to be exact. Sorry for not mentioning that.

[shaman]

September 16... nothing happened in the following days in Israel, and therefore it was probably not a premonition. It might therefore be the 'merkavah' as you said.

It is true that when someone sleeps it is actually possible to pass on to her/him messages, feelings, sensations, etc... This happened to me by accident a night that I was extremely upset at someone close to me, but I kept it all inside me and was ruminating it over when I went to bed. At the same moment, the person had a bad dream in which I appeared to be the source of the trouble in the dream. I believe that it is even possible to do that volontarily. And I also believe that unvolontarily we pick up messages all the time all the night, if these are addressed to us explicitly (e.g. to Mr. John Smith) or implicitly (e.g. addressed to all the people belonging to a family, or other specific group of people).  This is one of the ways by which I see that premontions can be explained: e.g. someone dying in the family thinks about us at the same moment and we are sleeping, then the dying person will appear in a dream saying "good-bye" , etc....

It would be interesting to test that.

[melchizedek]

Back in february 2003 i purchased a book called "Nothing in this book is true, but it's exactly the way things are" by Bob Frissell. It was recommended reading on an old mailing list for the band Tool. Anyway, it basically explained the entire universe through the concepts of sacred geometry, fibonacci sequence, etc. And it detailed a long meditation exercize called the Merkaba, which uses these very same principles. As do we and everything else.

http://www.merkaba.org/
http://www.crystalinks.com/merkaba.html
or just google for it: http://www.google.com/search?hl=en&ie=UTF-8&oe=UTF-8&q=merkaba

What this merkaba does, like most meditation, is simply force your brain to work at maximum capacity. According to "Nothing" this merkaba is essentially a fourth dimensional vehicle, shaped much like a flying saucer. You create this device around yourself by visualizing it...actually they say its already there, you just have to activate it in order to use it. Merkaba literally means some form of chariot, and is the same translation of the chariot Elijah or whoever rode up to heaven on in the bible.

And if i'm doing it right, long story short, i gave someone close to me (spiritually, but far from physically) a very abnormal and very intense dream.

A week into last august i met a girl through a personal ad. I was still hung up on my ex, so we simply became friends. Hell she even helped me write an email attempting to get back with my ex despite her infatuation with my personality. We seem to share a spiritual connection, and i'd definitely call her a soulmate, though we aren't going to become anything more than friends. I don't talk to people much, im very very social phobic. But this girl and i talked for 8 hours a day every single day since we met. Like we've known each other forever. Now that im more open to what reincarnation really means, i think maybe we have.

Anyway we eventually got into all sorts of spiritual and paranormal stuff. She's had precognitive dreams plenty of times and seems to be somewhat "psychic" in general. She did remote viewing on me one day and accurately saw a brown envelope in my bedroom (not of my possession, so i didnt even know i had it). She was also thinking "36" at the time, and the exact time i finally found the envelope happened to be 4:36. Synchronicity (11:11, 3:33) is a big thing with us too, we both see it all the time. After that we attempted telepathy pretty often but never got anywhere, and i almost stopped believing, until this.

I compose music with my computer, and for a long time i wanted to use the synthesizers i have to make a song to assist in performing the merkaba, reminding you what to do while youre trying to concentrate on the visualizations youre supposed to be doing. I finally did it one night while she was offline, made the song, and then tested it out.

Not 20 minutes after performing a merkaba for the first time in the past 7 months, she comes online and this happens:


her: (9:45:24 PM): something is going to happen

her: (9:46:18 PM): earlier i kept having this feeling that something bad was going to happen...and just now when I was sleeping I dreamed about bombs dropping

her: (9:47:00 PM): I couldn't really make any sense of what was going on but I woke up really shaky and scared....something is up I can feel it

her: (9:50:04 PM): i mean i could be wrong but i have this really strong feeling

her: (9:51:10 PM): have you ever felt like your thoughts are not your own

me: (9:51:45 PM): yeah i could say thats happened, never thought of it exactly like that, but yeah...and thats basically all intuition is, hell thats what my mom considers the voice of god

her: (9:54:00 PM): ok well earlier before i went to sleep when i felt like something bad was gonna happen....i kept thinking so bonking rapidly that i couldn't understand what i was thinking and it just felt like some other force was controlling it and then i had that bonked up dream omg i'm so scared

me: (9:54:38 PM): scared of what, for us, or that more bombs are gonna fall on israel or wherever?

her: (9:54:53 PM): for us
her: (9:55:31 PM): it was so real

me: (9:55:40 PM): it sounds like it, what happened in the dream?

her: (9:58:11 PM): I couldn't see anything happening really....I just heard people yelling and I saw bombs dropping and debris everywhere.....at one point....it looked like one dropped right in front of me and I could see it in slow motion...like I saw every particle of debris come off of what it hit, it was really weird...so scary though

her: (9:59:36 PM): even weirder....I wasn't scared at all in the dream like I somehow knew that I wasn't going to get hurt even though I didn't know it was a dream until I woke up.....but when I did wake up I just started shaking and i'm just bonking terrified


Not much later:

her: (10:13:04 PM): omg this is so weird
her: (10:13:18 PM): like 5 people just asked me for tarot readings

She said she mentioned tarot readings in her yahoo member profile and got requests all the time. But she just got like 5 of them very shortly after this event.


I know for a fact i was doing the merkaba sometime after 9:00, and she came online at 9:45. The timing is just too close.

And this was more abnormal for her than that. She said all her dreams are in third person, like watching a movie. This makes sense, as the right half of the brain (which is obviously very very active in this girl) has a visual processing region, which allows visualizing emotion. This is what allows both third person dreams and out of body experiences. I've had many a time high on cannabis where i could literally "see" the look on my own face. Ive seen a distinct image of what i looked like in my head, though it was highly exaggerated in emotional expression.

http://www.nature.com/nsu/020916/020916-8.html

But unlike a good 99% of her dreams, this dream was in first person. She saw this through her eyes like she was right there surrounded by bombs dropping.

So far I've attempted it 2 more times since then, and both times she was sleeping, and got woken up by something right in the middle of what she only remembered as a "weird dream". I kinda lost interest in doing it again since she's been away from her computer a lot so i never really know when she's asleep. Just last wednesday she said she and a guy whos been after her (for sex, from what i can tell) are together now. Im guessing she doesnt want anything to get in the way of this spiritual connection and possible spiritual ability. But since then ive been too down (about her and other things) to do the merkaba again. Plus it really really drains you.


I think its important to describe what happens to me when i perform this merkaba.

During each exhale of the meditation, youre supposed to visualize negative energy flowing out of you. When this happens, electrical surges run through your entire spine. This is how its supposed to work. Then after the first stage of emotional energy cleansing, i would simply visualize all of the parts of the merkaba vessel as i could, and concentrate on feeling the eternal love for everything that you're supposed to focus on throughout the exercise. This is not entirely the correct way to do second stage of the merkaba, but it apparently works. My timing is off from the real deal, but i do what im supposed to.

Once focused on creating this merkaba, my entire body continued to shake. Eventually the shaking gets so intense it feels as though i lose control and my mind just slips out of me. The shaking keeps going despite me slightly wishing it to stop, but i cant and dont really want to anyway, so i keep going. At one point, i could see that face in my head again, looked more like an alien head though, and it shook around violently in my minds eye like my real head was. At certain times, the details popped in and the head looked like me, with my expression on my face. At other points of this stage it felt like i was riding through space, which makes sense, considering what a merkaba is.

Anyway, thats as much as i can think of to describe it. What do you guys think?