Well, I'm getting closer, but still..no luck..

[KI Aura]

The last few nights I have been getting many vibrations, but they aren't throughout my body; the vibes are mostly in my mind,head,behind my eyes, is this a common phenomenon? I used to AP when I was a younger boy (13 years old), I didn't have a care in the world. I'm 20 now, and I just seem to be too stressed and I guess I can't detach myself from thought. I want so badly to walk around "free" again, but I just can't seem to "unleash" into the AP.

When I was younger, things were much easier, and APing seemed almost easy, why is it so hard now?