Giant hand of God

[AndrewTheSinger]

I'm not sure exactly how it started, but I remember I was flying over some green mountains and the sea, it was very pleasant, the sky was bright and clear. My parrot is flying with me and he lands next to a jail where he found a little bird with a long beak, then the beak of the small bird falls out?

I keep on flying and leave my parrot behind, I fly towards the clouds, and that's when I notice there's a plastic pellicle in the sky that won't let me go higher. I tear it with my finger-nail and lots of water starts pouring down, I start to fail and lose alttitude, I'm afraid I might fall in the sea, and I don't like to be in large bodies of water when I'm APing or dreaming, so I concentrate again and stabilize.

Now I want to fly towards the Sun, I go up again and try to pass through the clouds, but it's tough. I establish I won't wake up before I reach the Sun, so I go on making a great effort to get to that white light in the sky, when suddenly I have a hunch that I shouldn't be doing this, but I go on anyway and it gets brighter and brighter.

I'm in a different place now, I know I'm not awake, I remember knowing that I've been here a million times, and in an attempt to reach the Divine I start praying. I remember that prayers are like sparkles of light that travel through the universe, I read in someone's NDE, I try to visualize that but I can't.  

There's a gap, for a brief momment I'm in bed really awake and breathing, but then the next second I'm gone. I try to apply a separation technique but it doesn't work well because I can't locate my body. I must be really deep somewhere. Suddenly I appear in my room, it's very chaotic, it feels like hell, there's no one here but me but it feels like it's all nasty, in my mind I know I must carry that good feeling I was having when I was praying.

I walk and find myself in front of a mirror. The face of my reflection seems quite disturbed, though I know that my real astral face is not disturbed at all, I'm feeling fine. I try to make my reflex look fine, but I can't. Then appears that old man from the old tv program 'Belive it or Not', here in Brazil it was called 'Acredite se Quiser', and in my experience he is Jesus. He says some nice stuff that I cant recall, and I'm still in front of the mirror.

Staring at me and him through the mirror I see a great hand coming from above us. It touched my shoulder, I wanted that hand to hold me and protect me forever, but it wouldn't. I touched me eventually and I knew that it was when I really needed.

I thank them both and now it's dark again, I tell them I'm gonna do a bunch of things, and there's really no need for me to go, there's no rush or commitment, I could stay forever and they wouldn't mind, but after I stop my chatter I say "I am going back now.", and just as I say that I feel like a burden was given back to me. I managed to find my body and swim back to it. It's like it was brand new, there was no pain as I often feel after a long time 'in the depths', it was all good, and I just stayed in bed, motionless for 20 minutes I guess, just breathing slowly and trying to gather as much information as I could to try to put into words and relate it to you now.

[greatoutdoors]

That sounds like a pretty neat experience, except for the unpleasantness in the middle. This also sounds very much like a dream related by Heather (Almost Mrs. Murphy).

It makes me wonder if there might really be something/somebody out there that gives a rat's patootie about us. But, that might be stretching things a bit too far!  

[AndrewTheSinger]

Yup, I also remember her story, it was very inspiring.

Too bad I don't recall anything that 'Jesus' (actor Jack Palace) said, not even the things I said I would do. None of the conversations are clear and there are a few other gaps. It's funny but one of the best parts was being in my body again, it felt good, I don't know, it's always a strive, but this time it was different.

[Eloquence]

Cool stuff man!