Not sure about this???

[xxSaffronxx]

Ok last night im not sure if this was a dream or not, but i woke up and sat up in bed and then turned round and realised i had AP'd. I saw my body asleep in the bed and touched my hair to make sure.
I got so excited and decided to touch the wall, and my hand went through it.
So I then decided to leave the house and find my fiancee (who passed recently) and found myself at the river where we walk the dog.
I found him but he didnt recognise me at first, but did eventually. And we were hugging and kissing - pleased to see one another.
A couple of times I felt like I was being pulled back to my body and told my fiancee that I had to go, but that I would be back. I resisted some of the pullings back to my body but ended going back in the end.

Then I think i woke up and remembered what had happened, and was going to write it down but i fell back to sleep.

Anyway during the night everytime I apparrently went to sleep, I had AP'd without even trying, and again saw my body asleep in the bed. I dont remember too much more about these additional AP's except that they were not so real as the first one because I went to my parents old house where my mum was asleep in her bed (they dont live there anymore) and tried to go through the dressing room door, and couldnt so I had to open it which didnt wake my mum up, and I remember my fiancee being in there and then we went back out and opened the door again - but thats all i remember of that bit.

When I physically started to wake up this morning someone was saying a word over and over again that was not in english, and the more i woke up the more it started to fade until it stopped alltogether (I think it was a womans voice) - what is this??? I cant remember the word that was being said.

Now what do you reckon - were these dreams of actually AP?
The first time could be AP i guess but surely if that were true then my fiancee would have recognised me straight away, and he didnt?
And the second one where it involves my parents old house, must be a dream right? Cos they dont live in that house anymore?

I appreciate thoughts on this. Perhaps it was a dream but is a good indicator that I am ready to AP?