Possible AP? (Gone wrong)

[Reyn]

Laying in my bed last night, I did a makeshift progressive muscle relaxation, which all took under a minute. For some reason I had the desire to rush into OBE.

After relaxing a bit, and failing to achieve anything with my back on the bed, I rolled to my left and started feeling weak vibes in my hands and legs after a minute or so. Remembering one video about being forceful, I tried jerking my leg which I felt had the most vibrations. After several attempts in doing so and my mind being focused on "move move move" it happened. All of a sudden I was walking(or maybe floating, not sure; but moving nonetheless) forward, without anything on my mind. I was surrounded by what seemed to be a grassy plain which stretched as far as the eye could see. Besides the door that was in front me, ever since I could see in colour. After noticing the door, I heard 3 if not 4 knocks. My first reaction was to open the door, which consequently opened on it's own, as if either responding my thoughts(I hadn't seen my hands reaching the knob) or the person behind pushing it.

The door was standing when it was closed, but by the time it opened, it became part of the ground. Looking down to see who is it, I was shocked at the sight of a small room, small enough that I considered it to be a coffin, seeing as how the walls looked puffy and of the colour purple, and inside residing what seemed to be a lady from the 80's in America(have troubles describing it, looked like she was from a commercial for Coca-Cola, and had a scarf holding her hair upwards). She was the only one that I saw in black & white, and looked 2Desque, as if a sheet a paper.

Well not even a second after that I freaked out, turned my back to the door, squatted down and started shaking from fear. I even remember thinking "what the @#%". At which point my vision went back to the blackness behind my eyelids. Then a feeling of sorrow took me over, thinking how could I react in such a way by seeing someone/something/an entity. I realised then that me being in shock made the entity/person run away with mixed feelings. A few minutes later, in which I screamed at the void of my sight that I'm sorry and trying to call it back so that I could apologise, I felt the lachrymal gland being heavily worked, seconds after having a few tears escape my closed eyes. I guess this is how the person/entity felt, or let me express my sorriness in this way.


I'm a bit doubtful though, of this being an actual projection. Before entering this "coloured" realm, all I felt were slight vibrations in my limbs, and being able to jerk my leg(of my astral body). And the only sound I heard was the knocking, making me think it's just a hypo-something-something state and not an actual OBE.
So from the point of view of those experienced, what do you think this was?

[blis]

That sounds like a very impressive first projection.

Congratulations

I know everyone starts off thinking you have to get to the real-time-zone to have had an obe. But what you just described sounds way cooler than your average rtz projection.

[Boom]

Also you dont have to have the vibrations to AP. Not everyone gets them.. myself included. Especially if you hit an AP from a dreamy state.

Someone described the vibrations as being like the inbetween part when tuning a radio between two stations.  Turn the dial fast enough and you can switch straight to the other station without hearing any fuzzy in the middle.

Anyway, yes sounds like a great AP with some incredible emotion involved!  And why not? i also get some very heightened emotions in regular dreams also.

Although everyone says they are fully aware during an AP. That awareness is somewhat different. Sometimes we come back and are not sure of why we took those actions. I've even hit an OBE state, then have been unable to think of anything to actually do! Whereas right now i could think of a million things to do if I had an OBE!