stay calm.
hoo sorry, this was funny "then i asked him if he was a. crowley. He didn't answer. and then i asked of he was myself, but no answer"
first let me tell you that lots of people see things when they experience "sleep paralysis"
i could post lots of links to websites that explain that, but please, take your time, here you will find everything: http://www.google.pt/search?hl=pt-PT&ie=UTF-8&oe=UTF-8&q=%22sleep+paralysis%22&btnG=Pesquisar&meta=
"there have also been reports of people "fighting" dream assailants, and sadly when they "come to" or awaken, they find out they have hurt or even killed their housemate or spouse. this is rare."
im sorry if i wasted your time and if you think that it wasn't sleep paralysis but something bigger.
what are you taking me for ? An idiot ? Why could it not be possible that it was him ? I tried to contact him telepathically asking for guidance and help a few times. So it can be. Why not ? and when i asked or he was me. I ment 'my shadow or my dark side'
And apart from this: yes, it would be great if i had the powers that he had, and still has.
What are sying with killing housemates and so ?
I wanna say that this is new for me and it scared me. As if you have never been scared of this in your first experiences ? Come on.
It would like to hear some of these experiences of yours, and be honest. If you wish to reply of course, and then i'll laugh.
I don't think it's funny. I don't think i'll read that stuff and attract more of these 'THINGS' like you or like them.
I will continue whatever will come, in fact i wish that he would come to me this night.
by the way, i was convinced that it was sleep paralysis or else i would have gone mad, but even then i could not kill someone. I'm not insane.
And i'm sorry for you if i can't convince you that you are a human being and not a 'thing'
F
Well, seeing as the set will be your first live set and you are hoping for it to change your life here's what I think.
The set will indeed kill you in a sense by either being a success and giving you the opportunity for a career or by tanking and killing the dream of making it. Usually dying in dreams and visions is a metaphor for change, not the actual physical even.
The fact that the entity didn't anwer the indetity query suggests the question wasn't relevant or that the answer should be obvious.
Closing his pants? A "Buckle up and nail the gig" metaphor?
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Jouni
yeah well, i haven't thought that way, but you may be right.
He closed his pants yes[:)] or it looked like it. He was closing his belt. But i didn't feel anything sexual therefore. Or maybe it was some type of blast-off method and i have distorted it.
Imagine, being f*cked by a demon lol. If this was the case and he was playing with his d*ck on my head or using sexual magic, i would prefer a female.
F
Well there is the term "Mind Fnuck" [:D]
Distortions are common, though. That's why it incredibly important not to fly off the handle and start reading into the visions before having a good and calm moment of thought. The subconsious receives (and occasionally creates) but it is the conscious mind that has to interpret (emphasis: INTERPRET) things in terms of what it knows in real life.
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jouni
""there have also been reports of people "fighting" dream assailants, and sadly when they "come to" or awaken, they find out they have hurt or even killed their housemate or spouse. this is rare.""
Where did you get that from?
I can envision myself doing that... if I ever had a woman... which well, I probably won't.
You know sometimes I wake up hitting things that aren't there... so like if I slept next to someone, woke up, saw them all evil and whatnot and attacking me... i'd probably start attacking them... but then if I broke free of paralysis I'd probably stop..... ?
It kind of concerns me though... in the off chance I sleep with someone I'd maybe better warn them of that.
I know that all the answers are hidden in oneself, but still i want to know what you people think about this and maybe give some good advise. (please take the time for reading it)
I have a problem with an entity or magician, i don't know who he is or what he is. I just had this experience an half an hour ago.
Here's how it went:
My girlfriend woke up and i woke up too. It was the early morning and i've slept for almost 5 hours or so. She went to class and i stayed in bed and decided to do an excersise. I had the impression that it wasn't working so i gave up and turned over on my side. Then it happened. I went into trance to easy. I couldn't move my body.
But there was someone in the room and he stood before my bed by my head and talked to me !! for the first time an interaction with someone or something in that state and so real! He whispered my name. I was scared and tried to break the paralysis without succes. I've tried to move my feet but nothing !!! This fear was controlled by my subconsciouss entirely but i was conscious (hard to explain). Then he talked to me and said: When you're going 'live' you are gonna die. (i have a live set coming up in the future for the first time and after that there are also other sets coming). I was fully conscious and i asked him who he was. But i hadn't a voice and while trying to speak without succes i whispered. That worked. WHen i asked him who he was he said: who do you think i am ? (his voice sounded broken and heavy). I said a name of a friend but he said no, then i asked him if he was A. Crowley. He didn't answer. and then i asked of he was myself, but no answer. It was quiet for an instant and i was feeling him before me doing some action and i desperate wanted to see him so i said: I want to see you but he didn't answer. Then i had the impression that he would show his face. I looked at a shadow at the wall and saw it. It was an individual who grabbed something from the bureau before my bed. I think it was the bach flower remedy from my girlfriend and the shadow took some drups. Then he stepped behind me on the windowsill (or how do you call it?) and i could barely see his face. I had the impression that he was closing his pants !!! What was he doing behind me ? and the he flew away out the window i think and i was out of the trance and could move again. Without interruption of conscioussnes.
Now, with all the bad luck in my life, this live set can change my life and i don't see how it will kill me seeing the situation now. although it is one of my fears of dying.That someone would kill me. i don't know. Maybe he used this against me, but i had the impression that that magician or who he was knew what he was doing and he seemed powerfull to me bacause he could control my magnetism. I don't know if he could but he seemed someone with power and i questioned myself if he couldn't be one of the black brotherhood.
But i really don't know what to do. What if i am really going to die ?
Not that i'm scared of that, i'm rather scared of losing my girlfriend that way.
Thnx
F