Trying to Project....

[Varian]

I usually project when I try to sleep, I havent completely learned how to do it purposely yet. When it does happen I feel the vibrating sensation instead of slowly drifting out of my body, I feel like I am being thrown out very fast, through my ceiling into the sky and sometimes ending up in a lucid dream, instead of lucid dreaming then the astral.

Other times when I have done this, I find it very hard to move around in the world, I am certain this is because I am moving with my legs instead of mind. I am just not sure how to explore around. and I usually never see any other beings. Am I in some inbetween stage and not fully projecting? I really want to achieve my projection tonight.

[Varian]

Let me add more detail:

I am 18 and live in the US. It really came to me as a gift out of no where. One night I was going to sleep, and I felt my first vibes, then I felt like a was going through some kind of change. I was in a forest of somekind and everything appeared really vivid, colors very vibrant. I felt wind blow through me, instead of around me like in real life.

After that it happened again, and again, until one night it happened and I got scared because I started to fly into an old cabin, which I felt an evil being dwelled inside, so I prayed to god for him to take me to my body again, and I woke up. Ever since then I have had the vibes but cannot seem to get out.

I wish I never did that I really want to experience the good aspects of AP again, and would do anything to fly like I did, and feel the way I did, in this mystical realm.

[radman32]

bro, i'm sure you'll be able to do it better on occasions that aren't so planned. Like just try feeling it, and do something different, so it feels more new.

I'm guessing that those feelings of the evil presence were actually something just less common with you, so you freaked out. I've had similar feelings of fright from random sources. One instance i had sensation down my side, and i was afraid at first, then i was like," wait, these are normal right? i'm familiar with these, right?" and it changed. I can't wait for my next lucid dream!!!