First time something, I'm not sure

[coral1]

Hi Rawkus

Welcome to the forum!That`s a very interesting post.I sometime get visual effects like you describe prior to projecting but only after 30 or 40 minutes of relaxation- meditation.It sounds as if you were doing this while fully conscious.Is that correct? You might have a real talent for this stuff!

I think everyone gets scared at first but you`ll find that the more exploring you do the less it`ll freak you out.If you read about other peoples experiences it can give you the confidence to continue your journey.

Happy Trails

[Rastus]

Your only limitations are in your head.  It really is true!

"White" aura's are usually really just the etheric envelope.  It takes practice to tell the difference between the beginnings of seeing an Aura, and a true white one.  I have recently seen a white Aura, on someone relating trauma about seeing their dead mothers ghost as well as a possible demon sighting (which is why I said it really was white).

[Rawkus]

Hi all , I am new to this site and this whole concept. I had an amazing experience a few days ago which led me to this site. I was amazed to read about people having similiar experiences as me. Ill jump straight to what happened.

Out of no where one day,  I remembered being able to see small red dots everywhere as a child. When I would try and fall asleep I would see red dots that seemed to be on my eyes and would show themselves on anything I looked at. As a child I could change the color of the dots with my mind on command. They would always start off as red dots, with enough thought I could change them to blue. Getting the dots to blue was very hard but once I did I could change them from red to blue and back again without any trouble. Once this happened they would sometimes go green. This is all I remembered.

So I decided to try it again, 15 years later... Wondering if it was even a real memory. And what happened next blew my mind. So I closed my eyes and  I saw the red dots and was instantly able to change them to red , green or blue. Eventually the dots turned into somthing that looked like crosses. Well I can only say that they werent ever dots, just far away crosses. As I got deeper into what I saw they got closer, and I could see they were crosses. Then they started to expand all over the place, they seemed to expand in more then 3 dimensions.

From here on in things just got insane. It was like looking into a collidascope or however you spell it =P I kept opening my eyes and when I did, the far away crosses were still left ( red dots ) over laping everything I could see with my eyes open. And when I closed my eyes again they would get close again, expand again and then colors and shapes left and right would dance over the back of my eyelids until finnally all that was left was one image.

I forget to mention I was with a friend. We were both doing this and both seeing similiar things. We would stop periodically to discuss in amazment what we had both just seen. WIth our eyes open we could clearly see each other's aura's. His was green and he claimed mine was white. But after reading what white aura's stand for, I think he was mistaken. We could also see blobs of dull white on the walls. Like a negative photograph or somthing. When I would close my eyes and reopen them these blobs of dull white on the walls would have moved position. I never saw them actually move, it was like a frame by frame movement as I opened and closed my eyes.

So after seeing nothing but amazing colors that seemed to be random. I realized that I could create any shape, color, or movement with these patterns when my eyes were closed. When I thought about something it would appear. I thought about different shapes and movements and they would happen under my eyes. I decided to think of nothing, relax my mind and let " it " show me what it had to show me.

What happened eventually was I saw a sky of blue puddles or at the time I believe I called them " potatoe chips" they were a dull baby blue and in the shape of puddles or chips. They were as flat as a board, and moved across the top of my eyes towards me. They moved towards me and went past where I could see. Eventually this sky turned into an all out tunnel, a spirrling tunnel that looked like a warp tunnel on star trek but made completly out of light blue puddle/chips.

During somepoint in this tunnel I started to notice grey figures in the background. At first they seemed to be like random strings of grey blowing in the dust. Now this was behind a laser light show of blue puddles so it was almost impossible to see. I focused on the grey only and I saw a perfectly drawn elf type character. It was female. It looked like an elf you would see in anime. I could see only the upper torso and up. Her face was calm and I was not afraid of her. Her hair was blowing like it would in wind. I got so excited I opened my eyes.

I talked to my friend some more about what happened and we both went back to closing our eyes. Now this time I didnt see a tunnel, from here on in when I would close my eyes I would just an insane amount of colors and spirals and shapes etc and immediatly the grey figures would be visable behind all this chaos. I never saw the elf again that night. I would see other figures, none as clear as that first female elf. The female elf I saw her whole upper body, it was a clear picture. The others I could barely see and could only concentrate on one aspect of them. I would see a whole torso but only be able to concentrate on his eyes, or someones face, or hair.. or in one case a cape. Aside from the elf the rest of the  " characters " i saw didnt seem friendly, most gave me the impression they were neutral and didnt intend to help or hurt me. Two I saw gave me a bad feeling, one with a cape where all I could concentrate on was the cape, and another that looked like very angry and all I could concentrate on was the muscles in his face that looked angry.

Me and my friend both stopped doing this. He told me he had similiar experiences. We stopped trying to see things because we were sooo amazed would could not stop talking to each other about what we had seen.

Eventually  I suggested we both close our eyes and I try and send him a message. We decided to try and do numbers since it was simple enough, I picked a number from 1 to 10  and we both closed our eyes and the colors and all that would start up again. I concentrated everything I could on somehow giving him the number threw our minds. 3 times out of 3 he guessed the number without hesitation. This could be coincidence or not, it could be luck.. and probably irrelevant. At this point we got so scared we decided to stop doing that. It was the most freaky thing thats ever happened to either of us.

This was my first real attempt at astral phasing , if im even using the right term. When I did this I knew nothing of astral phasing or any of this. I was fresh. I only read up on this stuff a little bit after the experience. I feel scared to try again. I feel as if I did too much on my first try and I am scared to go even further. When I got home and read about it on the internet I can't explain how much it blew my mind that someone else had seen somthing even close to what I had seen.

If anyone can help me interpet or understand any of this , I would greatly appreciate it. Any comments or anything would be great. I am hoping someone has specific questions for me to answer. I left much of what I saw out, I could write all night about what I saw. I only included what I felt to be important for you all to understand the progession of things.