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Gizzytaz

Hello Astral Pulse!
Unfortunately, again I come with a problem. Didn't post anything for a while because I wanted to forget about OBE experiences, but after this night, I believe it is impossible.
So I woke up at 2 am just like every night, without any intention to AP, But perhaps I wake up like this since I tried to do it a couple years back. I took the second sleeping pill, after the first one wich was before I went to bed, at around 10 pm. Didn't seem to have worked so I pushed it, because i really want to sleep all night without waking up.
Something very unfortunate happened.
I spent a lot of time in the hole...unable to wake up...not knowing what is real and what's not. When i believed that I woke up, it was only to realize that I was still sleeping. The whole experience was awful because it seemed like I was trapped for eternity, and it was dark. Very few scenarios in wich I was able to travel and even then, I just wanted to wake up.
My psychiatrist said that I should quit child games, when I mentioned Ap to him.
It affects my daytime too, like I often get this very ugly face, whenever I look at people, or even think about anything...
I don't know how I sort it out, but faith seem to work.
Any tips? :-D
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tides2dust

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Hi Gizzy, = )

This is my first time reading your post, even though you aren't new to the forums- nice to meet you.

My personal opinion is that it sounds like your psychiatrist doesn't believe in things like OBE's or at least to the extent that he or she may never consider the negative implications of the medicine you're taking on sensitive individuals such as your self.

My personal experience with a psychiatrist was awful. I was hospitalized over a mysterious illness a couple years ago and my insurance mandated a psychiatric evaluation while I was in the hospital bed. He put me on xanax and I had a terrible reaction. I was worried I was turning into a vegetable, and I was experiencing very negative things. When I relayed my concerns to him he chuckled and told me I needed to up my dosage.

Fortunately I did not listen, I learned about certain foods and body chemistry. I discovered my endocrine system had been disrupted by unnatural ingredients found in our diet. I decided to take my health into my own hands and am not on any medication. I do supplement after having discovered what I needed by talking to multiple doctors without taking the synthetic drugs they tried to prescribe me.

I'm not saying that's what you need, but I would encourage you to consider a second opinion, blood work and preventative medicine. To me, a sign of a good doctor is someone that helps you by explaining what they think is happening, allows for questions and second opinions, and hopes to minimize the amount of pills you take. 

Faith is a very powerful medicine, and when you consider faith as a part of your personal relationship with a loving God anything is possible. You can overcome this, you can heal and you do deserve good things.

I wish you the best in your journey and hope something in here useful to you.

Loving regards~

Kodemaster

Quote from: Gizzytaz on October 24, 2024, 22:57:09I spent a lot of time in the hole...unable to wake up...not knowing what is real and what's not. When i believed that I woke up, it was only to realize that I was still sleeping. The whole experience was awful because it seemed like I was trapped for eternity, and it was dark. Very few scenarios in wich I was able to travel and even then, I just wanted to wake up.
My psychiatrist said that I should quit child games, when I mentioned Ap to him.
It affects my daytime too, like I often get this very ugly face, whenever I look at people, or even think about anything...


Hi there, I am sorry your psychiatrist is dismissing your concerns. His bedside manner is unkind to say the least -- could you ask another psychiatrist to give you a second opinion? I've been under care of one for over 35 years and have seen some doozies. I would ask if you are experiencing side effects from the medication. Sadly, some people go into the medical field for the wrong reason.

Hope this helps. I would also ask your therapist what they think.
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