My first lucid awareness

[Holy Blood]

First things first, I'd like to thank this community, the #unlimitedboundaries chatroom and Xanth's Phasing Primer for all the help I got .. I have registered on this forum year ago, but I haven't posted a thing since then as I've been still learning. One week ago I had my first lucid awareness ( lucid dream). I went to bed and begun with the noticing, I have done this before, but not with the same intent. I also have been using the hemi-sync for a year with some off periods. This time it was different, I was aiming for it. After quite some time the 3d blackness stopped and it was only awareness. I wasn't thinking of anything... just noticing the blackness and listening to my breathing.. it was long but i was patient..  light came in from the darkness and i was aware of the transition or of the change of the focus if u will .. I was in front of the flat where i live. It was morning outside. I saw a lil white kitten, I was aware of all this, I was happy that i did.. I was smiling .. and after few seconds i lost control and got back to my awareness of being in bed. But i remembered what happened... that I was aware all the time .. I guess I got very excited, so that's why it didn't last much .. I wanted to get out of the bed and go to the balcony, to check whether there is a white kitten outside .. but I wanted to go there more .. to see the light shaping out of the darkness, so I went back to sleep .. I didn't succeed again that time .. but I was happy I did succeed the first time ..
Thanks again everyone!

[Contenteo]

Good deal! Congrats.

I am sure you can understand how success is not actively trying to phase and simply relaxing with a strong intent to do so.

After quite some time the 3d blackness stopped and it was only awareness.

This is good.

I have good news, now that you have gone through the motions once, the next time will be easier, and the next easier, etc.

Cheers,
Contenteo

[roman67]

Congrats for your first lucid dream. If you are aware that you are dreaming then you have to do some reality checks to control your dream.

[Holy Blood]

Good deal! Congrats.

I am sure you can understand how success is not actively trying to phase and simply relaxing with a strong intent to do so.
This is good.

trying anything can backfire.. i just let go, fully relax and everything else is awareness..

[Contenteo]

trying anything can backfire.. i just let go, fully relax and everything else is awareness..

That realization is priceless.

Cheers,
Contenteo