kundalini activity?

[anjiera]

does the word "kundalini" have a meaning?

[KP]

get ready!

this last week i have never had so much pain, the energy became so strong....  I have learned not to fight it, because that only causes more pain.  I laid down in agony for 8 hours waiting to die the other day, and I didn't die.  I have been slowly recovering and learning to handle the energy.  It isn't all bad, because it is quickly making me stronger, more accepting

Not that I think you will get the same symptoms, I don't know anything about kundalini energy... but I am slowly learning to handle it.  And my way is to become more accepting, more receptive and more aware.  Less thoughts and more awareness.

[kakkarot]

wow.

and i mean WOW.

i think you should do as KP said and not fight it: i think you both should work with the energy (if you can) and not against it.

be careful though: decide now, while you have the time, how far you are willing to go with such things before you believe it may be too dangerous for you. decide how much faith you will put in it.

~kakkarot

[fredhedd]

the very cool thing about it was that i was willing to go all of the way w/ it.  as soon as i heard the voice i remember saying to myself 'alright, i'm ready.  after this i will get all of my things and move into a monastery if that's the best thing for me.'  a huge part of me has wanted that for a while now.feelings of losing all attachment came over me and i couldn't have done  a better job w/ wanting  them to keep coming.  

i've had some spiritual experiences that have changed my life.  because i have, i don't know how much i could say i have faith in.  i always thought faith was believing w/out proof.  since i've seen my proof, i feel that i dont have to worry about putting faith into anything.  there may have been a problem if i didn't have any of those experiences.

all of those kundalini experiences came to mind that i've read about before.  i was confident that mine wasn't going to be like that.  there will be no fighting on my end.  

something that confuses me is that when i recieved the kundalini attunements, my kundalini was supposed to be raised in steps, safely.  i was under the impression that it was already raised.  when i get time i'm going to do some cking on that.

[goingslow]

did you do the attunements yourself or was it something someone did for you?  On the thread RB talked about it he stated it wasn't a one time thing.  But in a way I think you'd know if it had been fully raised before.

Fredhead its wasn't painful just strong?  Sounds pretty cool.

[sahlyn]

Did you get your attunements from
http://www.kundalini-reiki.net/?

How long ago did you get the attunements? And Do you think they are the primary reason why you had this experience?

I've been thinking about getting the attunements from this place, but maybe I should consider the risks a bit more closely. *ponders this for a moment*

[Euphoric Sunrise]

I haven't heard about the voice before. I'm interested in hearing any theories about it, especially from you fredhedd.

[fredhedd]

it wasn't painful, just very strong.  if it was painful though, that would be fine.

usually i have theories on everything.  i don't this time.  i've heard voices before that sounded familiar.  i've been able to put faces to them right away.  this one didn't sound familiar at all.  

i am just going to take it at face value for now and assume that someone helpful contacted me and was letting me know what was going on.  i'm pretty sure that if the voice wasn't there that i still would have a good idea as to what happened.  i know of kundalini quite well.  i don't know too much about it though.


i welcome the rest of the rise and will let all of you know about it.

[fredhedd]

before bed last night i did some energy raising.  at about eight this morning i woke up to a voice saying 'the kundalini flame embraces you'.  immediately after the sentence started i experienced what may have been the strongest energy sensations i've ever felt.  they lasted for about five minutes.  about four minutes into this i felt the bottom of my spine kind of flare up w/ energy.  this sensation was noticably stronger than what i was already feeling.  i felt it move up my spine about six inches and then stop.  i became part of some incredible colors that were all around me for the duration of the experience.   any ideas?