Very Strange Expereince

[Alison]

Hello,

I had a definite energy "first" today.  My roommate was talking to me about this e-mail that she had just gotten from her friend, and she was telling me how her friend suffers from depression, is completely stressed out, very upset, and angry.  To make matters worse, the friend was directing some of that anger at my roommate.

So right after she tells me this, I get this "whoosh" of sickness washing over me.  A moment before, I was about to bound up the stairs, full of life, but all of a sudden I was so shaky I didn't know if I could even make it to my chair to sit down.  I felt like I wanted to die, I was so sick.  My whole body hurt and I wanted to just collapse on the floor and not move for a day or two.

So I get to thinking that maybe this isn't *my* pain that has come over me so quickly.  I feel like I had energetically absorbed something from outside of me.  So I started to send the pain out of my body, into the ground.  I started breathing and with each exhale I pushed more of whatever this awful energy was out of me into the ground.

A few seconds, literally only seconds later I lifted my head up and I had this rush of tingling energy all over my skin and I felt *great*!  Full of energy like that episode had never happened, except my rommate saw it happen.

So, does anyone have any idea about what the heck that was?

Blessings.

Ali

[boydster]

It sounds like your roommate tied into this emotional pollution by reading the email and putting her attention on the disturbed person. By sympathy, she pulled some of that burden into herself. Then, in the act of conveying the message of pain to you, and your placing your attention and sympathy on the roommate, you pulled some into yourself as well.

Then you discovered that it's possible to throw it off with your will. If you believe that it's possible to throw off surface-type emotional burdens like this, then you can. It mostly takes faith, a little will power and visualization.

Lots of massage therapists understand this whole deal very well. During a massage session, they often absorb some of the emotional effluvia from their clients auras, especially if they feel sympathy or compassion for the clients problems. Feelings of sympathy set up a "receiving" state in a person. Many massage therapists can be seen to "throw" the energy off of themselves after the treatment with a motion which resembles flicking water from the fingertips.

I believe that it's a lot harder to do this, however, if it's your OWN emotional gunk. It sticks to you more readily and most often is only dilluted or gotten rid of by engaging some poor, sypathetic person who will sit and listen long enough for you to push it on them via a commiseration-like conversation.

I think it would be better if people would learn to take care of their own problems instead of "sharing" them. You can burn up this burdensome effluvia with meditations on divine love and forgiveness & visualizations of intense pink and violet flames passing through the body and aura.

[Alison]

Hi Boydster,

Thanks for your reply!  I was wondering if it might be something like that, but I have never ever ever felt that much negativity hit me so hard and so fast before.

I think you are right on about it being harder to get rid of our *own* stuff.  I would also add that sometimes we take on the pain of people who are around us all the time without realizing it and it can make us sick over time.  I just realized a few days ago that I was doing that, so while I was wondering why I was sick, it finally hit me that I was holding on to someone else's negative, sick energy and that I don't have to do that anymore. (And here they are telling me it's fibromyalgia).

I think that getting rid of this huge storage of negative energy in my body may take time, but I can feel it leaving bit by bit.  

Do you or anyone have anything to recommend for speeding up the process as far as that's concerned?

Thanks again for your reply!

Ali

[boydster]

Hi Boydster,

I think that getting rid of this huge storage of negative energy in my body may take time, but I can feel it leaving bit by bit.  

Do you or anyone have anything to recommend for speeding up the process as far as that's concerned?

I've had great deal of success at ridding myself of astral effluvia with daily 15 minute meditations comprised of the following:

Visualize yourself as surrounded and saturated by pink, white and violet flames (spiritual flames--a high frequency of light energy) such as the following image:


While visualizing this, say out loud (over and over) with great conviction, "I am a being of love and forgiveness". While doing this try to couple the visualization, which is a mental activity, to a strong feeling of the light and fire passing up through your body and aura. Try to engage your feeling of the highest conception of love and forgiveness that you can.

This frequency of spiritual light/fire is very good at dissolving and transmuting congealed substance of emotional pain and other astral effluvia.

As you mentioned, it takes time to build a momentum on something new and to overcome old momentums. Good luck!!

[Legend]

I know for a fact that everything you think pollutes your surround.  Bad thoughts linger around just as good thoughts do.  That's partly why people with a good attitude (or bad) typically makes that feel contagious.  You may already know that, but I want to cover all grounds for theses who may read and not know about it.  So the negative thoughts your roommate had was obviously affecting you, but I had yet to hear of such drastic effects from such a thing.  I get the interesting impression that it's related to food or something you drank ed before?  What did you drink/eat in the last 12hrs?

Maybe it's just a bad impression, but it feels weird.

Hello,

I had a definite energy "first" today.  My roommate was talking to me about this e-mail that she had just gotten from her friend, and she was telling me how her friend suffers from depression, is completely stressed out, very upset, and angry.  To make matters worse, the friend was directing some of that anger at my roommate.

So right after she tells me this, I get this "whoosh" of sickness washing over me.  A moment before, I was about to bound up the stairs, full of life, but all of a sudden I was so shaky I didn't know if I could even make it to my chair to sit down.  I felt like I wanted to die, I was so sick.  My whole body hurt and I wanted to just collapse on the floor and not move for a day or two.

So I get to thinking that maybe this isn't *my* pain that has come over me so quickly.  I feel like I had energetically absorbed something from outside of me.  So I started to send the pain out of my body, into the ground.  I started breathing and with each exhale I pushed more of whatever this awful energy was out of me into the ground.

A few seconds, literally only seconds later I lifted my head up and I had this rush of tingling energy all over my skin and I felt *great*!  Full of energy like that episode had never happened, except my rommate saw it happen.

So, does anyone have any idea about what the heck that was?

Blessings.

Ali