We are supposed to feel strong vibrations all the time

[beavis]

11 years ago I felt vibrations all the time for months. It started when I decided to learn telekinesis, which I became very skilled at. I once had the psi wheel moving continuously for 3 days even when I wasnt there, I'd come back and find it still moving. I influenced weather and patterns of events. I felt vibrations as big as ocean waves for hundreds of feet around me all the time. Anyone near me was in this field and I could feel that they were there. I could sometimes read basic thoughts from people. It ended when I had an injury which is now healed, but the vibrations and metaphysical skill never came back that strong.

How could I get the vibrations back, to have them all the time?

What people call normal, I call a strong sickness, lacking the vibrations which are an effect of your metaphysical parts. For this I've tried healers, and some of them are very good and leave me feeling vibrations for hours and a little over days, but it always fades away. I cant hold the vibrations permanently any more. Whats wrong with me? Whats wrong with most people?

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Talk about syncronicity(sp?)...  I haven't been here in years and this is the first post I read.

I was at a similar place around the same time as you.  Never messed around with a psi wheel, but pretty close to everything else you described.  Then it went away.  I know why though.  I changed my lifestyle.  Besides the injury, have you changed anything else?

[beavis]

Those 11 years ago after the months of "strong vibrations all the time" and growing telekinesis ability, there was something else big that changed, as a result of the injury, even though its healed now and that state of mind is not how I think anymore. It was very painful for many months and I became hateful and angry and nearly suicidal at times, which I say nearly since I never actually tried to. Even after the injury healed that state of mind was there for years, a little less each year. I dont know if in the months before I broadcast more love into the world, or in the few years after I broadcast more hate, mentally directly into the world I dont mean through normal physical interactions.

When you get as advanced as I was in those months, its no longer just a toy or a curiosity to play with, see how the metaphysics works then get back to ordinary life. Its an influence on patterns of events, weather, small variations in amounts of traffic, if more or less people feel a little more happy or violent over a large area during some time range, all kinds of things about the world were in sync with my thoughts. I didnt know how or why at the time, and still I only have some theories, but thats what it does. And when I started broadcasting hate and anger, the world was in some way damaged by it. I can again broadcast love and resonance, but my personal injury is not the only problem, and just because it could be healed does not mean the world can after what I did to it by mental action, which I dont even know specificly what it was but it was likely something big and not so easily healed. I can only hope I've broadcast more love and resonance than I caused damage and going forward be like I was those 11 years ago.

[Kzaal]

Those 11 years ago after the months of "strong vibrations all the time" and growing telekinesis ability, there was something else big that changed, as a result of the injury, even though its healed now and that state of mind is not how I think anymore. It was very painful for many months and I became hateful and angry and nearly suicidal at times, which I say nearly since I never actually tried to. Even after the injury healed that state of mind was there for years, a little less each year. I dont know if in the months before I broadcast more love into the world, or in the few years after I broadcast more hate, mentally directly into the world I dont mean through normal physical interactions.

When you get as advanced as I was in those months, its no longer just a toy or a curiosity to play with, see how the metaphysics works then get back to ordinary life. Its an influence on patterns of events, weather, small variations in amounts of traffic, if more or less people feel a little more happy or violent over a large area during some time range, all kinds of things about the world were in sync with my thoughts. I didnt know how or why at the time, and still I only have some theories, but thats what it does. And when I started broadcasting hate and anger, the world was in some way damaged by it. I can again broadcast love and resonance, but my personal injury is not the only problem, and just because it could be healed does not mean the world can after what I did to it by mental action, which I dont even know specificly what it was but it was likely something big and not so easily healed. I can only hope I've broadcast more love and resonance than I caused damage and going forward be like I was those 11 years ago.

To me this is what the I-Ching teaches me, everything (since we're humans) is related to the sun and the moon, the Yin and the Yang.
Over the year there's a lot of change in seasons/weather and tides changes, affecting our blood, our instincts, or emotions and our thoughts. This is very simple but also with a deep scientific relation. When we evolved from the fish to the lizard to the predator etc.. all that had a link to the tides and the phases of the moon or the earth position.
To me when I can't explain why I am angry, or when I feel tension for no reason, and I go outside and look at people everywhere, most of them will also feel like that because those natural instincts cannot be completely removed. The way the earth, the moon, and the sun is interlaced together is the most logical way of thinking. We all came from a bacteria in the water, everything started from a meteor collision and everything is connected to make the world we live in currently. Our very own DNA is shaped with those simple things instincts programmed.
We all came from the same place, we all have the same basic instincts, our way of thinking change based on those instinct, depending on the time of the year/earth position etc.

If everyone depending on a time frame is all loving suddenly for a period of a few days/weeks maybe even a month. Why would it have anything to do with your mind giving positive thoughts? Because you can have negative thoughts and still it won't affect them. It will only make you feel bad because you feel left out.
It's not because we are positive that the world is positive or loving. That's because our biological DNA is shaped so that at that specific time we'd be ready for reproduction.

It's very simple and here's a good example. If we used to be fishes in the evolution tree like scientists said we were, then we'd have a reproduction and an optimal mating time in summer around 68F, which to me is not a coincidence at all. Everything is linked. If you see everyone is angry or more tense/stressed around you it's not because you have hateful thoughts or anything. It's just basic instinct that are forged deep inside our DNA which makes all our action seem like they are the same as your thoughts.

Of course you'll think that everyone thinks or act as you predict, but that's because of a simple reason. People do that stuff all the time without noticing. Eventually when everyone does the same thing every year at a certain season or time of the year then your subconscious start noticing that stuff.
When the earth is calm and let's say nothing special is happening (hurricanes/tornadoes/tsunamies etc) then you'll most likely be able to predict what temperature it will be the next day because it's an endless cycle that is written in your DNA and after 20-30 years, even your subconscious knows about it.

All I can say beavis is... Don't judge yourself so harshly because you had bad thoughts about humanity or anyone in general. Our thoughts have very little to do with the whole world's way of going. I know... I've been there too. The only thoughts that affect people are the thoughts which are spoken and acted.

Sometimes, even if we are deep in the astral/metaphysical/spiritual way, we all suffer from exhaustion eventually and we need to take a break and come back to earth. It's important to stay grounded to our root chakra if you know what I mean. To just... gaze at the nature and enjoy it's beauty.

Good Luck my friend
Kzaal.