Wonderful experience

[Squeek]

Nice Job!  It's good to see progress being made on the board.

quote:I soon realized that I was too far asleep than I needed to be so I brought myself awake

How do you wake yourself up?  Do you get out of bed, walk about a bit, stretch, stuff like that?  Because I'm always waaay too tired to continue at night.


Glad you could share all your experiences with it with us.

~Squeek

[biggymatt]

Well squeek this is hard to explain but I will try.  When ever I start seeing movie like scenes behind my closed eyelids and start to feel them I know that my dreams are surfacing in my mind and my normal conciousness is sort of slipping deeper.  What I usually do is a simple "mental head shake" in an attempt to bring my conciousness back to the surface to try to hold off the sleep state.  If this doesn't work and I am to far in the sleep state I can take control at this point and make it lucid, at this point my conciousness has control of "my dream mind" and can simply move "back to the front" and regain concious control of my body.  When ever I do it in this way and I resurface my body is already in a partial to full sleep paralysis and I can usually sort of "reach out" for the vibrations and induce a projection.

I'm sorry if that is a bit vague but it is usually difficult for me to describe things of this nature.  Thanks for the feedback!

[panabelle]

Yeah, I randomly get cold spots on my legs sometimes. Not really sure why. By the time I realize it might have something to do with energy, it's gone.

[biggymatt]

below is an excerpt from my journal, any thoughts and feedback on what exactly is happening would be greatly appeciated.

March 23

Energy sensations, head throbbing, light all around me

Yesterday I went through the normal routine stimulating my energy body and attempting to use different techniques to project, after a while I gave up and went back to my computer.  Later that night before sleep I did some more extensive energy work and attempted to get into that state between awake and asleep.  I soon realized that I was too far asleep than I needed to be so I brought myself awake.  I could no longer feel my body totally because it had fallen asleep will I had been flicking.  I did however feel strong energy sensations coming from my feet to my head (I could feel the energy being drawn through my feet and hands to an extent) every time it went through me an intense feeling or cold would sweep through me (as well as when I did any further chakra stimulation it would ripple coldness from that particular spot.  I soon realized that my head was pulsing/throbbing very intensely it was not painful just strange it felt as if there were a worm in my head crawling around trying to get out, it would throb to the left and then to the right back and forth as well as to the front and back.  I also had the impression that the room I was in was very brightly lit and surrounded with light, this impossible because I had turned all the lights off and my girl friend had closed the blind, I could feel the light pushing past my closed eyelids.  Through out the whole experience I continued to flick awareness to points outside my body and back repeatedly trying to get them to stay outside.  The next thing I know the phone is ringing the next morning and I wake up.  I felt strangely invigorated and acutely more aware than I usually do early in the mornings.  If I did project I don't' remember it but the experience is not a total failure as the sensations and the strangeness of the situation were incredible.