dark energy around me

[sonicpunk32]

I need someone to help me. A lot of psychics have told me that i have this dark energy in my aura. This observation is from about 13 psychics and healers, so logic tells me they must be right. This energy has caused my aura to close down to protect itself since, well probably since i was an infant. Because of that I am also unable to contact my subconscious to gain access to my higher self so I am unable to find out anything.

I need someone who can help to find out what this energy is, how it's affecting me, and how to get rid of it.

[Vilkate]

Have you thought of the possibility that all the psychics you've encountered have told you lies in order to earn something? I'm saying this because I once made an experiment and went to some psychics, and all of them told me different rubbish about my past and future, about how unhappy I am and how I need their help. And maybe you cannot contact your higher self because you've programmed yourself that you can't with the thought about dark energies? Our thoughts are very powerful - everything you believe in, becomes true.

[sonicpunk32]

i've thought about that possibility for the past 5 years and no i dont believe that they have lied. The fact that all of them have mentioned it, half of them without even me mentioning anything to them, is proof enough. Please do not rule me out as someone who is just imagining things, i need some honest help.

[Vilkate]

I do not say that I really think you imagine things, it is just normal I considered that possibility.
Another possibility that came to my mind is curse, or "the evil eye", which I have encountered myself as a child. It was lifted by a blessing, and since then I've had no health problems I was tortured with back then.

[sonicpunk32]

I'm thinking it might be a curse. Explain more of this "evil eye."

[Vilkate]

Well, "the evil eye" is a popular belief in Europe. It is believed, that a baby must be guarded from the eyes of strangers before baptizing him or her, because some of the strangers may have "the evil eye" - or, the evil look. It may be intentional or unintentional, because of the strong energies of its wielder. If such a person looks at an unprotected or weak individual, he may drain his energy (even without knowing it) and leaving holes in his energy fields, or, if the wielder of the evil eye did this on purpose, he can even put a curse with his mere thoughts.
It is believed that this is mostly caused by envy. For example, you are lucky, and someone looks at you and envies your luck, wishing it to be gone. If it is a strong person who does this, it can cause the mental curse , the evil eye.

[sonicpunk32]

hmm, dont think i have ANY of that, hmmmmm.

[Nay]

I don't believe in curses.  But if you think it is a curse, then it shall be.

[Vilkate]

As a child, I didn't know in what to believe, and I knew nothing of curses, yet, I got one, and sadly, from a family member. And, when I was taken to a healer, I didn't know what was going on and I had no idea of energies and such stuff, I just let him do his work with no expectations or any clue of the possible results - and since then all my problems disappeared.

[sonicpunk32]

most of them have said that it's from a past life. two psychics said that i was some sort of witch in my past life. I'm guessing the energy is around be because of some sort of karma. What I know or sure is that it is in my aura, or around me, and my "organism" as some have called it is protecting itself by shutting down my energies to keep me protected. A lot of the healers have said that "i have seen things that i didnt want to see so i asked not to see anymore" or someting like that. These are all the gathered facts i know, anything else i say are my conclusions.

[sonicpunk32]

i dont believe it either  

[Multihealer]

Hi there sonicpunk32!

Ill help you release those old energy patterns. I'm sending light to you.

Love and light
Kent

[Alaskans]

Hmm.. I got the impression it is something from a past life too, but don't let it intimidate you. I have had a similar problem. I get the impression also that it doesnt harm you. I wish I could say more. Im not good at intentionally finding info about people (but there are others on this site that are great at it, I wish they would give thier input).
One question, do you have emotions/urges that dont seem apropriate to you? Like they arent really yours? (It's important, but not as bad as it sounds)

You should try a cleansing ritual, they've worked like MAGIC (hehe) for me, even when I do them half heartedly. I trace my hands over my body scooping up the negative energy, then I form the negative energy like a snowball, then I imagine a negative pressure (like a vacumn) pulling in the middle, once thats suficiently strong I yank my hands apart, destroying (actually unraveling and dispersing) the negative energy. I've used this to destroy/undo neg orbs, and any negative energy clinging to me, it works very well for me.
If that sounds complicated you can try the knife ritual. (Dont worry its nothing scary.) Hopefully Leyla doesnt hate me for disclosing this  Take a knife, hopefully one that holds some significance to you. Bless it if you have a religion (or feel part of your spirit enter it- positive feelings.) Then trace it about an inch over your whole body, severing the ties the dark energy has to you. After that, trace a candle across your whole body burning the energy away (although I 'scraped' it off and swiped the knife in fire).

[sonicpunk32]

no, i never have emotions from other people. i've been told i pick up a lot of stuff from the world around me, but not consciously. but i am extremely sensitive to other people, especially those who seem to have strong personalities.

[Ilieawake]

Sonic, I sent you a message.  I hope it found you.  I didn't receive a confirmation screen saying I sent it.  If it didn't just message me back and I'll resend.

[sonicpunk32]

yes i recieived it. and i dont mind it being posted in public.

[sonicpunk32]

I am sorry to hear you have been having problems.  Once it goes away you might need help to futher extinguish the psychological trauma it has already caused you.  So you might consider that.

These are my initial perceptions and are not a definitive souce, please understand that.  The energy is stagnant and caused by a past life tramatic event that you carried with you over to this one because of an aburrupt end to your past life.  In the past life you were very shy which may have been due to the increased empathetic awareness that you and your previous life both shared.  The event happened that helped to solidify that preconceived notion.  Like the psychics have said you have unintentionally and defensively shut yourself off.  I am not sure but you it seems you were born very fast after your past life which is why the problem is highly prevelant.  This life may be a way for your soul to recover, because only certain events can be worked through in the physical world as opposed to the subtle one.

Set down comfortably and think about all the attributes you have right now and pick one out that seems to be affecting you the most.  Explore that attribute.  Think of the last time it greatly affected you and then the time before that and before that until you believe you found the root.  Take a long time and explore it deeply... how each incident made you feel... indulge yourself in them.  Acknowledge the root and release it as a problem you have overcome and understood.  You may have to do this several times.

Get out of your comfort zone.  This will help you to learn to be secure in yourself.  Learn that it is your option to respond to things the way you do.  There are other things you can do. but also remember what I said at the beginning.  If you feel you are starting to overcome these problems but something is holding you back, ie anxiety depression, clinical intervention may help.  Sometimes the right mental and spiritual health can be obtained by allowing your mind to let go of certain unhealthy "loops" by using the correct therapy.

Remember the spirit and body are closely linked.  One affects the other.  Just as many doctors are incorrect in believing you can fix the spirit by treating the body, often you can not heal the spirit without treating the body.

Good luck.  I felt the substance in your aura and tried to remove it.  I can only loosen it but it goes back.  You will have to work on your own personal development and when you do feel free to contact me again.  It will be a pleasure to help remove what is left.

Feel free to post this on the board if you think it could help other people.  I just wanted to give it to you first because it is a personal matter.

i've tried to seek help into connecting with my past but nothing has helped. others have said it has nothing to do with my past life, only my early childhood. how do i open myself back up again?

[Flannery]

There are some great advice in there.

Set down comfortably and think about all the attributes you have right now and pick one out that seems to be affecting you the most.  Explore that attribute.  Think of the last time it greatly affected you and then the time before that and before that until you believe you found the root.  Take a long time and explore it deeply... how each incident made you feel... indulge yourself in them.  Acknowledge the root and release it as a problem you have overcome and understood.  You may have to do this several times.

Things are gonna be ok.

[Ilieawake]

In my opinion they are both correct when they say that it was your past life and childhood.  Your past life affects this life and because we can not go back into our previous self and know all the details and decisions that led the person to the outcome that they had... it is best to explore this one. 

During your childhood you are your fundemental self.

Did you not understand my advice that Flannery quoted?  I am not sure what you mean when you say "open yourself up again"?

Just as a general hint you might want to read anything I post several times and consider what each one means to you.  i.e.  Think about what it means when I say you are your fundemental self.  Self learning is the most powerful way to retain information and integrate it into our lives.

Peace be with you.

[sonicpunk32]

well, i guess childhood is when our ego isnt developed and we have access to our spiritual selves without inturruptions from the ego. and things havent been affected by the outside world. born with all our energies open and alive. born with strong protection around every child.

i understand what you said, but i'm a little tired of advice like that. I said "open myself up again" in response to when you said "Like the psychics have said you have unintentionally and defensively shut yourself off."